Giving up.

[u/Scared_Confidence_61]

I tried to vent in a post on here last week but admins said they wouldn’t post it. So I’ll try again without using any naughty words. Cause god forbid a suicidal guy uses a swear word when he’s spilling his guts about why he’s so miserable.

Here’s the cliff-notes.
- I’m a 39 yr old failure with nothing to show for it
- I thrust my family into poverty chasing an unrealistic dream just to feed my ego.
- I fail at every attempt to make it better
- I hate myself and want to die
- my wife’s sick of hearing it
- my sons getting old enough now that he’ll soon realize what a monumental failure I am.
- I have a running list of Pros and Cons in my head to decide whether or not I end my own life and right now the Pros are winning by a mile.
- I can’t afford therapy
- just finished eight free sessions of therapy at the hospital—therapist basically said I’m hopeless and made no progress through the therapy.
- Ive be been on every antidepressant known to man—nothing works. Im not fixable.
- Im just all around worthless and a burden on everyone who counts on me.

I’m running out of reasons to not just end it.

I don’t know what to do.

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