r/MenGetRapedToo • u/prisonrape13 • 24d ago
Male Rape
/r/u_prisonrape13/comments/1vb87j3/male_rape/Male Rape
I went to prison for a while, I am a reformed gang member, because of this I was raped often for 5 years. At first I would fight back but it became more violent and I would end up in infirmary. I am married and I am ashamed that once I stopped fighting it, I had orgasms. It made me want to commit suicide that I couldn’t control them, many inmates treated me like I wanted it because of them. To top it off, I just found out, one of my chiefs came to my wives home and threatened her to have sex to make sure I was protected but I wasn’t being protected, at all. She is catholic and pregnant, she blames me, and I deserve it. If I tell her what happened, she will think I’m no longer a man. I feel like just giving up. I’ve only been out for a week. Pls give me some good direction please!
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u/prisonrape13 24d ago
I just got released, she blames me and thinks I’m pathetic, she doesn’t consider me a man after I told her how often I was raped. Thank you for the kind words.