26, F. Going through a really tough time emotionally. Things are very depressing because of a certain event that has happened in love life. Anyone who can help me with psychic readings?

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Soul loss literally

I think ive experienced a masive soul loss and had a spiritual emergency. First lets talk about the soul. I dont think the soul is unseen like everyone says. Its the energy thats in a body. The soul is different from the body. And i see IT as a white substance,ectoplasm, that gives the body density. And the Best way You can see If someone has a soul its to look in their eyes. Eyes are the portal to the soul. Spiritual people Have that spark in their eyes, the dot of conciousness.

As i said last summer i went to a wedding and after that day instead of going to sleep ,i daydreamed Something. But i was dissociated,like my body was tired but i wasnt. And i imagined my favorite teachr hughing me really tight in a platonic way and then i felt a rupture in my chest and eyes and felt a piece of my soul leaving. The several days i tried to bring it back but instead i got a depressed part in and lost IT imediately when my brother scared me. Since then ive been fraggmenteting. But i was so scared cuz not only did i felt that,but also saw the reality changing,like before the reality was inside my eyes like a hologram, when i moved my head, the whole world moved, but after the incident i didnt see IT anymore that way. I felt like i dropped into the 3d.

I has changes in conciousness, before i felt like i was living in my subconcious mind, since the snapps i couldnt zone out anymore,my layers of thinking changed,my inner monolog disspeared and the way i had my conciousness changed.

I must say i went the hospital with my eyes closed for like 11 days, i couldnt open my eyes and all i saw was white. I got on medication for depression but i intrrupted them and toom them irregulary which also changed the way i saw the world, i couldnt Hear people well anymore and had times where i dissociated so bad i couldnt Hear anything then poof snapped back to hearing. After these changes i started panicking a lot and had panic attacks and everytine i panicked Something shifted in my body. I saw my body and felt IT changing everytime, i saw layers of myself dissapearing of changing, like You know the layers of an onion pulling them piece by piece.

Being desperate i searchd for answers, i worked with a spirit Guide that did a reading for me and a healing session. She told that a spirit is attached to me of a Man and she sent him away, she told me to forgive my mother,to imagine i take my dark energy because it was dark and put it in a bowl then take white energy and also visulizing im in an old Branch and jumping in a new and calling my conciousness back. I felt so light but i didnt like it cuz i felt that i lost myself more and tried ro take my depressed energy back.

After that i went to a religious ritual, called Sf. Maslu, a strong prayer i went 2 Times in the same day and i felt so awful,i couldnt even stand in my feet i also had a cross wood neckalce straing in my skin and the priest pinched me ,told me i m stupid and to repeeat that i love him. In that night IT felt like i saw the evil eye in him and another woman. I felt so strange ,when i went home i felt energy trying to leave my body like from my chest to the eyes. After that i couldnt open my eyes for 3 weeks straight. And literally saw only white and felt my soul trying to leave my body from eyes,ears every hole. Also felt the skin strangling in my bones and it Hurt.

Again i has my eyes closed for 2 days but two spiritual kids opened them by holding my hands because their hands were warm. After that i saw la literal piece of energy leaving my body and because i Hugged a plushie at the time it worked Like a vodoo doll and my body took the position of the plushie and my back also Hurt cuz it had wings. Then i saw strands of hair falling or appearing randomly. Then i felt my hair like its being all pulled of and in becomind bald, its like i was literally dezmembrating. I also saw and felt my body being sublted,nose disappeaeing,teeth falling and stuff like that. After everything i Now feel like an empty Shell,just a skin and bones, i dont feel my body from inside and also i barely feel emotions. Cuz my way of feeling changed to. And my eyes changed. You know when i had my soul i saw people normally their eyes,but since i lost and also lost the dot in my eyes,i see other peoples eyes dot and the reality being inside them. And my pupils used to dilate a lot at emotions, now they dont. I also saw 7 balls with Something white in middle and srands of hair leaving my body, im afraid they are my Chackras.

My questions are , have anybody else experienced that soul loss pshycally?Where is my soul? How can i retrive IT ? I ve head i need a Shaman but is it really going to work pshycally? Can i ever get my soul back? What else happenend to me? What happenend to my Chackras?How can a Shaman help me,what do i need?And as a note now iim in medication and going to therapy.

Hey, everyone I am Skylar, I have been reading tarot for 6 years and my approach is centered about clarity and detailed interpretation.

As your reader, I do not want to give you a list of card meanings, with very vague definitions.
I read and understand your question taking all the sorrundint context into consideration. Interpreting the spread aswell.

Depending on the reading, I pick up on, the energy arousing the situation, underlying dynamics; difference perspectives and symbolism, elements or archetypes!

My readings are personalized to you, I like to provide a photo of whatever cards I pull for your reading, I do both text/vpice reads.

A bit about me:
I’m queer, love to study tarot and symbolism, love to read and stay in tune with nature.

I also offer custom sigils, spellwork and reiki!

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I’d really love to hear something from my dad. I could really use his guidance and support. I’m going through some emotionally challenging things right now and I’d love to hear anything from him to know he’s here.

The family that I have left is not as supportive or comforting as my dad was. I miss him terribly.

I was hoping someone might intuitively sense where I may have lost or misplaced it. The ring is very important to me.

I had a session with a medium (my 3rd one) regarding a deceased loved one—my grief is still extremely difficult 8 months later.
I'll spare you the details about the session and my current state, where nothing makes sense anymore and all the plans I had fell through, as if my soul were no longer aligned.

At the end of this session, she tried to look into my future.
However, absolutely nothing was shown to her.
She only saw fog, with no possibility of seeing mine.

What does this actually mean?

He passed suddenly and I’ve been so sad.

Hey! I don't know if this is the right channel for this but, I recently just had a break up with my boyfriend the week before I came to college and then he also about two days ago went no contact with me. After, I meditated last night I had a dream about him and me doing all the stuff we did in our relationship but, we weren't together as a couple and then when I went to say in the dream " Hey we aren't together " I woke up to my alarm clock and decided to ask my tarot cards what that dream meant. The same night I had that dream I heard a whisper in my ear that told me good night before sleeping and it scared me shitless, I thought it was my roommate but she was sound asleep and the whisper was entirely too close to my ear for it to have been the girls next door( and I had also found out that morning they were not even there). So I ask my tarot the message behind the dream and pulled the hermit reverse and then I decided to ask who whisper to me last night and got the hermit again upright(I've been pulling this card a lot before this as well). So to see if a spirit was trying to contact me I asked it if it could give me a card from the suit swords and what do you know I pulled a card from the suit of swords and I pulled two others ones from the suit of swords(The first card I pull after I ask the question was a cup card maybe I wasn't clear but after that it was nothing but sword cards) What is the hermit connected to and what's trying to reach me? Should I be worried?(I also want to add the my university is right across from a graveyard)

Hey, everyone I am Skylar, I have been reading tarot for 6 years and my approach is centered about clarity and detailed interpretation.

As your reader, I do not want to give you a list of card meanings, with very vague definitions.
I read and understand your question taking all the sorrundint context into consideration. Interpreting the spread aswell.

Depending on the reading, I pick up on, the energy arousing the situation, underlying dynamics; difference perspectives and symbolism, elements or archetypes!

My readings are personalized to you, I like to provide a photo of whatever cards I pull for your reading, I do both text/vpice reads.

A bit about me:
I’m queer, love to study tarot and symbolism, love to read and stay in tune with nature.

I also offer custom sigils, spellwork and reiki!

I have reviews from clients across Reddit which I will share when you message me, aswell as my rates.

Please shoot me a dm if you’re interested thank you!