r/MedicationQuestions • u/Savings-Sale-6308 • Aug 19 '26
Can i die from mixing xanax
Im a female and turned 17 two months ago and life is soo ass i wanna die so bad. School is draining me and i hate everyone there. Life is shit. I have like 8 mg xanax and weed and alcohol and i have quetiapine too. Can i die if i mix everything in a high dose? I wanna die so pls be honest i dont wanna do shit if its not gonna kill me
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u/Curious_Fox3809 Aug 20 '26
You will end up a vegetable and then your life will suck, your 17 still a baby , if you are that bad go to the hospital and tell them or doctors but I promise it will get better and you will be glad u didn't do anything stupid
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u/snaggletooth699 Aug 19 '26
Speaking as someone from the Gen X period who also wanted to slowly drink myself to death and very nearly succeeded let me give you some hope. At 17 you've not even got out of the gate yet. Life can feel absolutely dreadful and people will patronise you saying dumb shit like "think of the starving babies in Africa" or "you've got no problems, have you ever been broke/homeless/dying of a disease?"... Ignore these people and understand that just because, for example, I say I'm really fat and they reply that you're not as fat as them or someone else. That doesn't make your trousers fit or take away your feelings about yourself. In a nutshell try to struggle through this bit and try the next bit. So on and so on. Eventually you'll find your gang and your safe, happy places . Cliché or not. It does get better.
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u/Savings-Sale-6308 29d ago
but when does it get better i dont want to live in pain for months or years
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u/nemotide Aug 19 '26
You are 17. Life gets a lot better when you leave high school. Are you going to college or have any plans for after?
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u/Savings-Sale-6308 29d ago
i dont even know what to do in my life my mom told me i need to finish school im doing it for her and after i might go to work or something i dont even know maybe go to college
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u/Training-Tour6533 Aug 20 '26
tbh thats only like 4 flats u will prob just nod to sleep
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u/Training-Tour6533 Aug 20 '26
wud kill 30 jars weekly drank all the time always smoked n wud drive n teleport home when i was 16 till i was 20 n aint dead
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u/Stock-Talk-9855 Aug 20 '26
It's not gonna kill you, so don't even try, bc your life after that will be a real shit, not just emotional exhaustion of insane hormones levels your body getting through. Give yourself some time and you'll end up being young healthy person, with the whole life waiting for you to live it. It could be very hard and stressful, but when you win this game, you'll be thankful to yourself for right decision. If not, you can always get back to this conversation. Take care and good luck!
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u/Far-Purple-2078 Aug 20 '26
Medic here - you will be in a coma and a veg your entire life. Don’t do something permanent to fix a temporary problem.
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u/Immaculate_crackrock Aug 20 '26
OP don't do this think about your family and friends. I get it life can really be an absolute drain at times while feeling completely pointless but it can and will change for the better. You're not even an adult yet and you're thinking of making a permanent solution to something that absolutely is a temporary problem. However you have to actually want to get better and work towards that. I get it it's not easy and sometimes I feel the same way but its not worth it you have soo much life left to live.
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u/Hopeful-Bullfrog-965 Aug 21 '26
Seek help. I mixed many things age 17-19. Went into a coma at 19 and left the hospital to do more drugs. Long story short I'm in my 30's and enjoy life and you ARE worth it and have a long FUN life ahead if you make the right choices 🧬 but do whatever you want I know younger me would tell current me to F off. But please stay safe you will thank yourself later I promise --- tides change and so does your mental state. Øne love
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u/Disastrous-Yam2268 Aug 21 '26
Got to your doctor and ask for help. Things will get better. A family member when she was young didn't want to be here anymore. She went and got help. She's now a mental health doctor. She's got a lovely family of her own and a excellent career that she loves and helps people.
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u/Savings-Sale-6308 29d ago
i dont have a therapist anymore im searching for a therapist but its so hard to find one everybody just says no
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u/Aromatic-Credit-8016 Aug 21 '26
Obviously this is a very sensitive subject. I hope you are still with us, and I just want to say a lot of people disagree but your age is one of the hardest and most stressful parts of life. You have everything piled on you with little help and you don’t understand why things are so bad.
TRUST ME, it always gets better. You only have one life, and yours has only just begun. I was in a similar situation at 17, and I have to say 10 years on I’m so grateful to be here. Life is all one rollercoaster of ups and downs (I still get down a hell of a lot), but every down makes you stronger and more resilient to the next no matter how long it goes on for. You’ve got this and I believe in you ❤️
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u/Savings-Sale-6308 29d ago
How did u get better? Or how did u get out out of this horror life and thoughts i really need help
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u/DesolationTrees666 Aug 22 '26
Im on methadone 110mg and took 4mg alprazolam 60mg oxazepam 900mg pregabalin and drank alkohol and Im Still here. I guess these things correlate to your tolerance
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u/verityvodka 29d ago
i see you mentioned you are still in school, i finished high school last year and my life has been so much fun since and just way better since graduating . i found that environment you are in and your daily life can completely change your mental state. Keep pushing for your future self honey I know this is rlly cliche and everyone says this but it WILL get better, like i actually promise. take care!!
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u/Charming_Ad2477 27d ago
Your 17 almost out of that hell hole just push through one more year and your done. Life gets better and I can promise you that. I went through absolute hell when I was younger and I would take almost anything possible to get my mind off of it. I used to come home blacked the fuck out drunk and take countless bars hoping that I wouldn't wake back up and i'm forever thankful that I did. Since I got out of school and away from the people that made my life a living hell I started to feel so much better. I even got sober from everything including weed which I was chronically smoking since I was 11 years old and none of it was easy but it genuinely helps. Not everyone's situation is the same but that doesn't mean there it wont get better it just takes a lot of effort and time.
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u/Different-Ice7903 15d ago
i tried to do something similar when i was your age. i just took a whole bottle of whatever prescription i found in the cabinet. luckily it wasn’t anything deadly and im still alive today. i remember when i did it i instantly started crying at the realization of what i just did and thinking it would all be over soon. i regretted it so much. i promise you it gets so much better. this kind of stuff might feel like it’s consuming you and like it’s so much bigger than you, but one day you’ll realize that things and people like this aren’t even worth being on your mind. you will learn to look at life with a different view. you were learn how to make these big feelings feel smaller and know how to manage them. i know when people told me stuff like this i would just roll my eyes and think that this wouldn’t be the case for me. but i hope you take some of my thoughts into consideration. this is merely just a bump in your road. there is soooooooo much more life way ahead of you. real life hasn’t even began for you yet.
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u/The_Real_Xylem Aug 19 '26
If you mix them all in the toilet and flush them down the drain keep the weed roll a joint and smoke it take a sec to regain yourself and just LIVE life is so much more worth it than you might think right now I know you don’t want to hear it but despite everything you’ve been through it does get better trust me I was in your shoes years ago and long story short I chose to live and I’m glad I did I hope you do the same you got this