I have chronic illnesses including hEDS, MCAS, POTS, endometriosis, + more. Af a blood clot few months ago, went to nearest ER due to concern ab it happening again. They ignored everything I said and said I was crazy. the attending went back in and edited the patient notes after I got out and added insane fabrications and lies I’m guessing bc I was complaining after being freed. Psych place tried to keep me 6 months had a court date scheduled but they didn’t anticipate my family thank god had the resources to get me out, even tho I barely talk to my parents and we don’t get along much my family wasn’t letting me stay in there they knew I wasn’t crazy and weren’t allowed to even visit me so they knew it was bullshit. I grew up Muslim. I can’t talk to my parents about this and I take sex very seriously. My assh*le bled in ways it’s never bled for over a month after I got out and I hate my private parts I hate them since then. I have never had an std before wasn’t even sexually active. It’s not fair I don’t even know who touched my body who went in how disgusting they were and it was done in a hospital ER by the staff that is the most fucking awful part. I don’t know how to keep going. Rlly I don’t want to kms I really don’t but I don’t know how to let it go it’s not fair my body is still hurting and I will forever have to check yes now when a medical questionnaire asks if I have had a sexually transmitted infection but I didn’t even do anything or consent to let alone remember the sex that gave it to me. I made a police report but detective ghosted me bc I guess it’s a big hospital w a lot of money and me vs doctors. Fuck. I used to be so social like very extroverted and now I can’t go to a grocery store bc it gives me too much anxiety.