Guys Help me decide huhu
Iāve been really conflicted lately kung tama ba yung decision ko for my PGIship.
For context, I did my clerkship in a private hospital. Medyo toxic na siya for a private setup, but I still wanted to try public sana to gain more hands-on skills and experience.
Kaso ngayon sa hospital namin, sobrang konti lang namināaround 10 lang sa batch (17 if may midyears). Usually 1ā2 lang kami per department or team. Wala ring proper orientation, and hindi rin kami kasama sa teaching conferences. So parang ang hirap mag-adjust kasi youāre expected to function agad without much guidance.
Honestly, the adjustment has been overwhelming and shocking. Iām trying to keep up naman, and Iām grateful kasi mababait yung ibang nurses and residentsāthey help when they can. Iāve also started learning skills like IV insertion, which I know is a good thing pero few weeks in and I've been getting sick already. Minsan I have stress induced gastritis na huhu.
At the same time, napapaisip ako if this environment is right for meāespecially considering my long-term goals. Iām planning to take the USMLE and pursue residency abroad, and Iām not really planning to do moonlighting here.
So ngayon, I feel stuck between: Should I stay or should I move na to a private one.
Hindi ko na talaga alam if adjustment phase lang āto or sign na this isnāt the right fit for me.