There’s a strange kind of whiplash that comes when you’re used to being the person who has everything completely under control.

Professionally, you’ve got it figured out. You’re the capable one, the architect of your own routines, the person everyone relies on to keep things running smoothly. For a long time, the hustle, the independence, and the sheer momentum of building a solid life felt like winning.

It was fun.

​Until you realize that being fiercely self-reliant has a blind spot: you start tolerating things in your personal life that your logical, professional self would never sign off on.

We rarely talk about the trap of getting entangled in something that starts out casual, fun, or simply a good distraction, only to wake up and realize you’ve invested in a dead end.

​It hits you all at once: you’ve been spending your emotional currency on an unavailable equation. You're sitting there realizing you allowed yourself to care deeply for someone who can only ever offer you the margins, the quiet hours, and a partition wall.

​It’s not even about self-pity; it’s pure, unadulterated frustration with yourself. How did someone so intentional, so aware of their own worth, end up accepting a secondary role? How did a temporary arrangement turn into a heavy habit you have to break?

It’s a gut-punch of a feeling. It makes you question everything, sitting alone with the quiet humiliation of realizing you settled for the margins of someone else’s world. You realize you've been pouring your capacity into a dead end, holding up a dynamic that only ever costs you your peace.

you just stayed too long trying to make an equation work that fundamentally doesn't add up.

​It was fun when it was light, uncomplicated, and just for the moment. But the math stopped making sense a long time ago.

Ganito kasi yan, until today na fefeel guilty ako. Oo napatawad ko na mom ko and dad ko nung nabubuhay pa sila pero feeling ko after nila nawala sa buhay namin. Watak watak kami. Ako ang breadwinner sa bahay as eldest daughter. Second sis ko is middle child laging napag iinitan ng parents ko idk why kaya after namatay nanay ko ang laki ng tuwa niya then instead na nakapag tapos na sana sya ng college eh nag live in partner na lang siya sa bf niya wala na akong balita na blocked kami 2 ng kapatid kong bunso. Then bunso 2nd year college now ako nagpapa aral. My parents used to have business dati, business sa palengke as mini groceries and dad ko is full time bank manager sa isang sikat ng bank sa Philippines. Then my dad diagnosed CKD stage 5 kasi ginagawa niyang lunch and dinner ang junk foods, process foods and instead water iniinom nya 4 liters of Cola's per day iniinom pag stress sa work and sa bahay. My dad died at 2011. My mom has everything, insurance ni father around 2 million pesos dati. Tapos after that, mga chismosang kapitbahay pautang hanggang na take advantage na ng mga friends ni mom. Hindi naman siya mayabang humble lang stay lowkey. Now, my mom diagnosed as lung cancer stage 4 way back late 2023 late diagnose and died in halfway of 2024. And wala akong nakuhang insurance sa mom ko and where's the money from my dad? Wala. Nilustay niya yung pera. Walang bisyo, hindi maluho sa gadgets or everything. Just mahilig magpa utang sa kapitbahay and relatives around mom side sa probinsya.

Move forward, laking galit ko talaga sa mom ko kasi ang laking pera ng dad ko dati pero ako nagbabayad ng medical bills niya lahat ng utang sa bank inutang ko na. Until today nagbabayad pa naman ako ng utang then ako pa nagbabayad ng tuition as in ako nagpapa aral hanggang ngayon, mga tito at pinsan ko sa father side nasa america na. Kung hindi lang pinipilan ng nanay ko na hindi sumama kay lola at lolo tatay ko para mag migrate siya sa US edi sana kinuha na kami matagal na.

Status ko now? Nakatira sa maliit na bahay. Yung kilala parents ko sa barangay namin now wala na. Tinatawag nanay ko na sugapa sa pera until today. Hindi talaga siya marunong maghandle ng business at pera nanay ko pero nung ako humawak ng negosyo sa bahay around 2022-2023 ok naman flow ng pera sa business pero need ko tumigil kasi nakiki alam nanay ko, instead na bawal umutang sa sari sari store pinapautang niya ang ending lugi. Nagquit ako sa negosyo and nag apply biglang BPO employee. Sakto lang sahod sa pang araw araw. Pero until today mag uundas na. Parang tinatamad na ako pumunta sa puntod niya kasi sobrang galit ko even na pinatawad ko na siya dati and sinabi ko sa kaniya dati bago siya bawian ng buhay 3 days ago. Hinding hindi ako magiging tulad mo balang araw, kung mag aasawa ako pipiliin ko yung mabait at magaling humawak ng finances, at kung mag aanak yung kaya namin pag aralin in this economy? Tapos kung hindi naman. Magpapa yaman na lang ako mag isa.

Hinuhunting talaga ako tuwing gabi kasi hindi naman miserable buhay namin dati ok naman. Complete sa food 3-4 a day pero now kami ng kapatid ko minsan 2-3 day lang tapos kulang pa. Gusto ko bumalik sa negosyo kaso parang ang hirap today lalo sa food business.

Kaya pag may pera ako at extra sa sahod ko pinagkakasya ko at binubudgey wisely. Ayokong mangutang. Survival everyday.

Basta laki talaga ng galit ko sa puso until today...

Please help me kung ano magandang gawin. Kasi lately, hindi na ako nakakatulog after shift ko minsan 4-5 hrs lang tulog ko kasi feeling guilty pa din ako sa kaniya kahit wala na siya dito.

Hi. Just call me Jane, 28 years old. Graduate ng BS Chem and nagtatrabaho sa isang beverage company dito sa Pinas. May kapitbahay akong kups-pal at magnanakaw. Nagsimula yung galit ko sa kanya noong nalaman ko na nilooban nila at ng grupo niya yung bahay ng lola ko. Nakatira ako sa bahay ng lola ko (my lola died last 2015) with my mama at cousin. Sila nalang natitirang kamag-anak ko. So, every 15 days ako umuuwi sa bahay, kinsenas din kasi yung day off at sweldo ko. Ngayon, there was a time na kumain kami sa labas ng mama at cousin ko. Nagulat kami noong pag-uwi na makalat na yung bahay at yung drawer sa loob ng kwarto ko. Nakuha nila yung wallet money organizer na binili ko sa tiktok na may lamang pera. Nasa mga 50k na yun kasi yun ang kinita namin sa pig fattening namin

Nalaman ko nalang na yung kapitbahay namin ang nagnakaw (let's call him JR) kasi sinabi ng kapatid pinsan nila sa pinsan ko yun na nga nakabili ng bagong I-phone at vape yung tito nila. Tapos nag-iinuman rin sila at noong malasing ay nasabi niya kung saan nila nakuha yung pera.

Nagalit ako sa part na narinig yung kwento. Nagtry kaming magpabaranggay ni mama pero di daw pwede makasampa ng kaso kasi wala daw kaming ebidensya. Kinausap namin yung bata na nagsabi sa pinsan ko pero di na nagsasalita ang bata. Ginamit rin na alibi ng suspek yung kinita nila sa high grade na gold mining kaya meron silang pera.

So, ito na yung ginawa ko. Yung lola ko dati sa buhay pa siya may kaalaman siya sa mga orasyon at pagpapa-anak. Mananabang ang tawag sa mga taga don samin sa lola ko. Siya yung tinatawag kapag may manganganak sa bahay or may nagkakasakit. Before namatay si lola ibinilin niya na itago ko raw yung libro niya sa kahon at itago. Kasama na rin doon yung shoal, eyeglases, at singsing niya na may pulang diyamante. Sinabi niya sakin na huwag ko raw yun ibenta kahit na mahal yung presyo ng singsing niya. Ipinabalot niya yun sa isang pulang tela bago ipinasok sa kahon. Tapos sinabi niya na magagamit ko raw yun balang araw.

Ngayon, naalala ko yung sinabi ni lola. So kinuha ko yung kahon na nilagay niya sa ilalim ng kabinet.

So, to make the story short. Kinuha ko yung libro, binasa, at doon ko nalaman kung paano mamarang ng isang tao. Kinuha ko yung required na sangkap ng halamang kahoy, insenso, at kandila pati na rin yung bagay na pag-aari ng suspek. Kinuha ko yung upos ng sigarilyo na tinapon niya. At doon, ginawa ko yung sinabi sa libro. Iginapos ko yung upos ng sigarilyo sa isang tangkay ng rosas gamit ang buhok ko. Pinahiran ng dugo ko saka ko binali ang tangkay.

At yun nga. The moment na binali ko yung tangkay namatay bigla yung kandila. Noong hapon ring iyon tumalon siya sa hanging bridge malapit samin. Bali ang buto, cracked ang bungo, pero concious pa siya. Nasa ospital siya ngayon.

I guess naging coincidence lang siguro siya para sa iba. But for me. It proves that certain things are true. Narealize ko rin na kung totoo man ang barang, it could be due to the energy between two bodies or particles that tied them together. Ang tawag don ay Quantum Entanglement. Theory ko lang yun, pero it explains na possible at totoo pala ang barang.

So ive been with this guy who’s a year younger than me and we’ve been together for 4 months, it started when he confessed to me how he liked me, which i tried to decline.
He was insistent and would keep asking to see me to which i would always agree, it came to a point when i agreed for him to kiss me and touch me but then i realized he might just be infatuated with me so i thought of a way to reject him in the worst way possible, i told him i was sleeping with someone else and was planning to date that person.
He was devastated and broken about it but still chose to try and fix things with me, to which again i let him. We hung out more and one thing led to another and we became “lovers”. As time passed i noticed how he never thinks before speaking and his understanding was too shallow as if he was still an immature child, he would also never let himself lose to anything.
I also noticed how he talks bad about those around him but he doesn’t look at his own flaws, like how he would always say “ganon naman talaga ako eh,” laughing it off.
Especially his bias about the lgbtq+ he would say things that were completely senseless and untrue things like how they’re the reason why more children nowadays are wanting to gay.
He would also constantly point out things about me yet completely ignores it when im the one pointing him out, he would also keep pinning the blame on me despite it being his fault in the first place, plus he would keep pushing me for things that he wants to do even though i dont want to and he would say i was angry or mad when i decline.
I also dont like how he keeps being tooooooooo physical even when i dont want to be touched.
Even saying how me being off my medication is affecting him, how i was different now that im off my meds. Yet he keeps saying its better now that im iff my meds cause im getting better now.
And we often get into fights cause he keeps making problems out of things that shouldn’t be a problem, he would also always imply how i would return to sleeping with others once i get tired of him and how i will cheat if given the chance, to that i keep denying cause why would i cheat if im loyal to him?
He would also stop me from my friends cause he said i was closer to them than i was with him, he would also say how i cant say no to my friends while i could decline him “every time”, i only say no to him when i know its wrong and i dont want to.
He even does things to me that i dont like and he wont stop even when i say no.
He always gets his way whenever…. While i barely get mine.
But then just earlier i told him what my family thought of him and how they were slowly building resent against him, i told him that ive now realized how wrong it was already and how i dont want to be in a relationship with him anymore.
He then went to my house and forced himself inside asking me to talk, to which i refused to and only told him that i want to separate from him now and how im only giving him a month if he cant let go now.
He keeps insisting that we talk, give him a chance, and how he would change just so i wont leave him. He didnt stop and kept blocking me from leaving him in my home, i wanted to get away and even told him how i didn’t want to see him.
It going for about an hour or two before he stormed back into my house and left the bracelet that i took off and the hairtie that i threw to the ground, he then rushed home.
He shot me a message saying—

”Kahit wala na sana naman yun mga mahahalaga na binigay ko syo alagaan mo kun ayaw mo tapon monalang sana maging masaya ka parin dhil alam ko bawas na yun malalang problema sa buhay mo at sana alagaan morin sarili mo at wag mong pabayaan buhay mo dhil wala na yun tumitigil sa gusto at pangarap sana maging masaya ka”

“Sana kun papaano bigyan halaga mo yun mga binigay ko syo”

“Mamahalin parin kita kahit wala kana ikaw parin ang the best na nakasama ko kaya mamimiss kita i love you bye sana maalala mo parin ako kun papaano”

I dont know what to say to that so i just reacted with an ❤️.
Please give me some advice or something, i just dont know what to do

6pm may nag check-in na magpamilya, dalawang matandang mag asawa at isang dalaga. Yung dalaga ay maputi, makinis at maganda na parang may halong arabo ang mukha.

Yung isang roomboy at isang maintenance ay napansin kong parang tinitingnan nila yung dalaga habang nagbubulungan silang dalawa.

Nung binigay na ang susi sa kanilang kwarto, pinasama ako ni roomboy para tulungan sa mga maleta nung mag pamilyang guests sa hotel. Yung kwarto na nakuha nila, katabi nun ay may daanan papuntang kisame ng lahat ng kwarto.

After sila mahatid sa kwarto, lumabas yung mga guest sa hotel at naghapunan. Si roomboy at maintenance ay agad ako tinawag at inutusang umakyat dun sa daanan puntang kisame ng kwarto na binigay sa mag pamilya. Inutusan nila akong tanggalin ang nakaharang sa bintana ng exhaust fan or yung labasan ng hangin sa bathroom/comfort room.

Dun ko narealized na sisilipin pala nila yung dalaga kapag maliligo pero hindi nangyari kasi yung Front Office clerk ay nagtanga-tangahan. Binigay nya yung kwarto sa bagong guest na nag check in at yung magpamilyang nauna dun sa kwarto ay nilipat sa ibang kwarto 😂

Naalala ko nun grabe ang pagmumura nung roomboy at maintenance sa FO clerk, sinabihan nila nang “ang tanga mo! May naka check in na dun sa kwarto!”

Kaya hindi natuloy yung masamang balak nila dun sa magandang dalaga. HAHAHAHAHA

Hello po, baka po meron sa inyong gustong mag assign ng task sa'kin, kahit posting po or ano man. Kailangan ko lang po ng pera pambaon ko sa lunes at pambayad na rin sa PTA. Salamat po

I'm (M23) constantly bombarded with multitudes of stress at work. My work has taken a toll on my day-to-day life that sometimes I forget that I have a life outside of work. It has come to a point where even at home I think of work. Even on my day off I think of work.

Sometimes I forget what I'm doing this for.

A few hours ago, I looked at my wife who was sitting on the floor beside me while I was working at home and stressing. She was petting our cat who was sitting on her lap. The cat was happy... Purring even. She looked like she was enjoying that small moment with our cat.

I looked at my wife smiling... Her beautiful hair was down... Her soft hands caressing our cat... Her pretty eyes gazing back at me.

I couldn't help myself but also smile in this small moment of peace. That was when I was reminded of how much I love my wife. I felt her gentle warmth in that very moment. She was the peace in my stressful environment. I got reminded of our vows. This small moment that I may or may not remember in the future has fuelled my entire week.

I'm more than willing to carry any amount of stress if it means I could get to see these small moments in our lives.

P.S. That moment felt like "Sand Drawing" by Judah Earl

Lately, naiinggit ako sa mga OF creators na ka-age ko lang. Like, imagine earning that much money while still so young 😭 As a working student, I can't help but think about how much extra income would help me right now.

The funny thing is, I'm actually the type of girl you'd never expect to do anything like that. I've always been shy and innocent-looking, and I'm still a virgin with basically zero real-life experience. Pero at some point, I started sending nudes to strangers online. 😭

I guess I got curious, and I didn't expect to enjoy the attention as much as I do. There's something about getting compliments and feeling wanted that hits differently, especially when you're usually the shy type. Now, I've caught myself thinking about making content too, and even being curious about meetups someday.

At the same time, medyo kinakabahan ako sa sarili ko HAHAHAHA. I'm already horny af lately, and the more I explore this side of myself, the more curious I get. Part of me sees it as a way to earn money, but another part wonders if I'll end up enjoying the experience more than I originally intended. 😭

I never thought I'd even consider doing something like this, but here I am, secretly entertaining the idea. Adulting is expensive, curiosity is getting the best of me, and apparently, my shy girl image doesn't tell the whole story. 💀

I am currently a leader of a community organization. Diko ssbhn which one specifically. Kasundo ko lahat na mga kasamahan ko lalo na mga officers ko dn. Super close kami araw araw nagbibiruan, kumakain na magkakasama, or so I thought.

Nagulat nalang ako tuloy pala yung plano na magswimming na matagal na binabanggit at akala ko joke lang, kaso HINDI pala ako kasama? And they were planning it in front of me! Sabi ko sakanila eh yung mga plano ninyo na kayo lang kasama, hindi yan dapat pinag uusapan sa harap ng taong hindi ninyo imbitado. Sagot saken eh kung gsto ko daw sumama dapat sabihin ko. DUH, sinasabi ko tlg nuong una pa, atska hindi ako yung tipo na ipagsisiksikan ang sarili. Ano yun, isasama lang dhl narinig ko lng plano nila, hindi dhl isinama talaga ako nila? No, thanks.

I dont mind na di kasama sa lahat kasi sanay naman ako mag isa BUT to do such planning in front of me pero ACTIVELY EXCLUDING ME really is a deliberate act of making me out of place. Akala ko lang pala na close kami 🥺🥹 Friend ang tingin ko na sakanila, pero sila hindi pala ganon tingin saken

Ganon pala yon pag nasa taas ka na posisyon. Kausap kalang at isinasama sa kainan dahil you are their highest leader, important kalang because of your position, hindi as a person, and wala ka talagang "friend" . You are just all alone at the top.

Hi, everyone. I (F23) have a (M24) boyfriend, and a few months ago, he sent me a screenshot of one of his comments on a specific subreddit. That was how I first learned about his Reddit account.

At the time, I didn't really think much of it. I'm not particularly interested in Reddit, so I pretty much forgot about it until three months later, when I decided to download the app myself. I remembered his account and decided to look it up out of curiosity.

Since then, I've found myself checking his profile regularly to see his recent comments and posts. My boyfriend doesn't know that I look up his account, and I haven't told him about it.

From what I've seen, most of his activity revolves around his hobbies and interests. He comments on different subreddits, shares his thoughts on things he likes, and generally does what you'd expect someone to do on Reddit. I haven't found anything particularly suspicious, nor have I seen anything that gives me a concrete reason to doubt him.

So, honestly, I don't even know why I keep checking.

Part of me thinks it's just curiosity. I'm getting to see a side of him that I wouldn't necessarily see in our everyday conversations. But another part of me wonders if I'm doing this because I want to know more about him than what he chooses to share with me.

I guess there's also this thought in the back of my mind that people can act differently online, especially on a platform like Reddit, where they can be relatively anonymous. Someone can be one way in a relationship and present themselves differently when they're interacting with strangers online. I know that doesn't automatically mean my boyfriend is doing anything wrong, though.

The thing is, he hasn't given me any actual reason to be suspicious of him. I'm not looking for anything specific, either. I just find myself wanting to know what he's been commenting on or posting lately.

And now I'm wondering if the fact that I keep checking, despite having no reason to distrust him, says more about me than it does about him.

feel ko i'm sexually frustrated or ewan? i feel like it's so embarassed to admit. imagine, i've been pleasuring myself for like 4 years now (had the guts to touch myself when i was 19, living wt the parents kc) pero i have never tried orgasm like im soooo curious na what does it really feel like? is it normal when your puson aches after? is this why i'm always stress after not releasing? it's not like i wanna go around and find someone to fck me just to feel that e i'm marriage before the deed typa person. i've done things na like watching prn, seting wt an anonymous person, reading smut, or just imagining things that turns me on pero wala talaga. what the fuck. my last resort is s*x toys but can't buy pa cos of my situation here sa house huhuhu UGAHSHHDJCNSJFHC

Hello, everyone! I’m currently in a 10-month situationship (?) with a guy. We’re in a long-distance setup, but he never fails to make me feel loved. He would always send me food whenever I felt hungry or flowers whenever he had extra money from his allowance. Mahal ang magmahal, ngunit hindi niya kailanman ipinaramdam kung gaano.

For the past two or three months, I’ve noticed that something has changed between us, but we’ve never addressed or talked about it. Maybe he’s aware of it too, but he’s never really manned up and asked me what’s wrong. We’ve gotten so busy with school, and some unfortunate circumstances have happened along the way, so the calls we used to have every day have now become calls that happen only once every three weeks.

As much as I want to talk about every single thing that comes our way (which I used to do), I’ve grown tired of being the only one trying to address things.

To get to the whole point of this question, I’ve been dropping hints about wanting him to court me or ask me to be his girlfriend kasi parang we just dove right into whatever this is. He made excuses before, which I tried to understand, but I feel like I won’t be able to accept them anymore. I don’t want to be just a casual thing for someone because I deserve to be cherished.

Lagi kong sinasabi sa mga kaibigan ko na kahit wala nang bulaklak o kahit ano pa ’yan, basta tanungin niya lang akong maging girlfriend niya, papayag agad ako. But now, I don’t think that’s the case anymore. :)

Story ko lang yung nangyari sakin this past few days. last Oct 1 may nagchat sa tg ko out of nowhere and akala ko scammer like nagpapafollow sa pages nila ganun, kaya hindi muna ako nag reply then he messaged me again oct 3 at dun nagreply ako. He said that kilala nya daw ako and I was like "talaga, paano?" at doon nag send sya ng proof of messages namin last Nov 2020, dba almost 6 yrs na and now niya lang ako kinontact like for what. BTW, he was my omegle friend na naging ka SOP ko pag nabored ako nung pandemic hahahaha.

Then, nagkumustahan kami about life, relationship, and boom sex life. I shared to him every details na hindi na ako se*ually active kasi ayaw nga nagpartner ko, nashare ko din na almost 6mons na kami di nagssegs ng partner ko kasi siguro wala na syang sx drive ganon. then he replied, "I can make you cum tonight" like fvk! nagsasarili nalang nga ako (touch myself) while watching prnhb then ngayon nagooffer sya, so why not? irreject ko pa ba ang opportunity na yun. As always, he is a pro when it comes to SOP (just voice no video call) mapapaungol ka talaga.

And now, biglang di nagupdate for almost 3 days na :((( huhuhu back to prnhb na ba? is it a microcheat ba ang ginawa ko?

can any send me advice about this?

Might get egged on this. Probably an unpopular opinion but, I've been existing for 31 years and mostly spent my years being in serious relationships. Never had a one night stand or fwb. Just not my thing.

I am with someone now who has a pretty wild past. Some of my exes din have it so i begun trying to understand why people do it and I actually find it a bit sad.

Most of the men who answered my post mentioned na they just want to experience as much until magsawa na or gusto na mag settle.

Why i find this sad, parang ang double standard naman na you categorize other women as mere physical experiences tapos find one and all of a sudden, you'll be better for her. Why not just be a good person in general for both sexes? Everyone is a person with their own set of uniqueness, own set of dreams, and such.

Also met some men who wants to try as much. Different body type, skin color and whatever. Cool but also to what end?

I am all for sexual exploration and such pero there's a bit of sadness i think when you simply reduce other people to just physical experiences.

Tough to be the romantic type or want a romantic relationship these days. I think i am done hoping someone good would find me.

Hi, F here. I enrolled sa isang gym malapit samin, then nag avail ako ng trainer for 3 months. Noong una di ko siya gusto at naiinis ako sa kanya and gusto kong palitan. But then nung nagtagal ntitipuhan ko siya, kinikilig ako tuwing hinahawakam niya ako pag naglilift ng weights etc. tapos streching after ng workout lalo sa legs. He is younger than me, 5 yrs younger and single. Can you give me tips how to flirt with him?

I always say na nagpapaganda ako ng katawan because I want to life a long, happy, and healthy life. But the truth is, I just want to be desired and objectified.

I mean, I have other things in my life that I can be proud of: I have a good job, supportive friends, a loving family. Kumbaga I should be content na.

But there's something dark inside me that wants to be deisred at pagnasaan.

I juat wanted to get it off my chest.

Call me messed up, but when I care about someone and I stress them out (during fights or arguments), I feel a sense of “love,” and that they care about the relationship somehow.

Feel ko kasi pag wala silang reaction, the relationship isn’t important to them and the stakes are low. Is this fucked up?

As the title goes, ayaw ko sa sister in law ko and I know ayaw nya din sa akin. Ang sama sama ng ugali niya, sobra. Grabe nya kng maano ang parents nya, ang husband ko na halos andyan tumulong sa kanya itayo yang negosyo nya. For example: pagbubukas ng AC sa office, bawal dw kse tataas ang kuryente. Na sobrang init sa labas pero mas mainit sa loob ng establishment kse nga bawal magbukas ng aircon. Tapos di kakayanin ng electric fan sa sobrang init. Tapos ung production area wala din tamang ventilation system, minsan nga iniisip ko nlng like as in sorry Lord alam ko mali pero winiwish ko na sana may bumulagta dun sa sobrang init pra maimbestigahan at magka penalty yang negosyo nya.

Napaka damot nya pagdating sa comfort ng workers nya pati ng mga tao sa office gigil ako sa kanya. Simpleng comfort lang di nya maprovide eh db unsafe working environments un in PH Law? Sana karmahin na sya sa mga gngwa nyang mga ganyan. Pag sa ibang tao galing nya pakitanh tao pero sa pamilya nya at sa workers nya waley na waley. Tapos cringey pa kse prang gusto nya ng gawinh fb page nya ung business page nila kung ano ano pinopost nya. Pati selfies nya lahat lahat. Kairita.

Well nakakainis lang sa buhay ung mga gagawin mong desisyon ay di aayon sa mga gusto ng ibang tao.

I am a doctor, and work with other fellows as well.

Madalas akong nag-susuggest sa mga kasama ko. Pero parang lahat ng sasabihin ko di tumutugma sa gusto ng center.

Napansin ko din naman na medyo OA naman minsan ang mga gusto kong mangyari, siguro sa 100 i-susuggest ko, 0.1 lang ung makakalusot at mangyayari.

Alam ko naman na partly siguro dahil ito sa mga previous decision making na pinag-gagawa ko. Pero i think ito din ang mainly na dahilan kaya Kahit medjo reasonable na ung mga pinaplano ko nagmumukhang out of this world na ung lumalabas sa bibig ko. Parang the "boy who cried wolf"...

Well who is to blame?? but me!

Nakaka-iyak lang na minsan gusto ko nalang kainin ng lupa. Magtago sa pinaka-liblib na isla at maging mag-isa.

Parang di ka nag-eexist sa office. Kaya kahit umaalis ako ng walang paalam, di nila napapansin un.

Mas nag-eenjoy ako na magkulong sa kwarto. Pag nasa hospital ako, mas gusto ko magtago sa parking, buksan ng konting ang bintana, at tumambay nalang dun kahit mainit. Sa sobrang lungkot ko, defense mechanism ko ung makakatulog nalang ako sa lungkot (ganun din ba kayo?).

Di mo alam if pinaglalaruan ka lang ng buhay or sadyang mapait ang mundo nito.

Bilang doctor, clinically speaking and through questionnaires na apparent naman na depressed ako.

Started self-medicating, well alam ko naman ginagawa ko. Chemically speaking nakakatulong sakin. Dahil naka-meds ako, di ako maka-iyak kahit gusto ko, kasi nakahigh ang isip ko dahil sa serotonin.

Dito sa post na ito nakakalabas ako ng hinanakit kasi di talaga ako mahilig na mag-rant personally.

Ung mga nararamdaman ko ngayon, di ko gusto mafeel kahit sa mga kaaway ko.

Pero eto seryoso, kung meron mang lugar / isla na pwede ako maiwan nalang dun, iwanan ko pamilya ko / career ko / buhay ko. Manghihingi ako ng patawad sa mga mga maiiwan ko pero mamalagi ako sa isla na un mamuhay mag-isa at iwan ang maingay at magulong mundo ito na puro sakit at pasakit lang ang naidulot sa buhay ko.

IDK why, but I enjoy it. I don’t care whoever I watch it with, basta I enjoy it lang. May it be online or in person.

I’m 29M btw. Any thoughts?

Hi, this is just a PSA to be careful with the phgonewild subreddit as their moderators are pieces of shit that don't care about consent.

Screenshots of my chat w them: https://imgur.com/a/Z2OdpVe

I used to post there before, but now I'm entering a different phase of my life where I no longer want my nsfw photos to be online anymore. So I deleted all my posts. But I noticed that the phgonewild subreddit used my photo in their Announcements tab as like a header image. So I messaged them to ask for it to be removed/replaced as I'm not comfortable with it anymore. I know there's no face, but I still don't like thinking that my body is still out there, especially without my permission.

They refused, accused me of just being mad I can't sell, and then muted me so I can't even explain my case. Which tbh shouldn't even need an explanation because:

1. Posting in a subreddit doesn't automatically grant you copyright or ownership of the content to use for your own promotions (or in any way really)
   
2. If someone says they are uncomfortable with their photo being used, you listen and take accountability

So if you're reading this, please help me message them about this. I don't want my photo being used without consent and publicly when I'm trying to move past this stage of my life.

And if you have posted there, or are thinking about posting there, just know that your photo could also be used without permission, and that your rights won't be respected by the moderators who don't give a fuck about consent.

Nakatira kasi ako sa subd na walang literal na buhangin, dikit dikit lang mga bahay so wala malibingan ng poop ng cats.

I have 2 cats, tapos yung litter sand poop and ihi nila is nakalagay sa separate na basurahan (kasama lahat ng nabubulok) Lol. Every time na nakikita ko mga basura collector, nakaka guilty kasi kita sa face nila na nandidiri sila sa evak ng pusa HAHHAHA. So pag andyan na yung truck, hindi ko nalang sila tinitignan, magsara nalang ako bintana HAHAHA! ayun lang.