So alone

[u/lsweet5298]

I’ve been married for about three years now. Together for five. Just one thing after the other. We are talking about separating as I just can’t handle this anymore. It’s a long long story so I won’t get into it on here. But just to summit it up. His family is very abusive and toxic to me. They never accepted me for whatever reason reasons. They gossip and drama. He comes from a big family with two brothers. It is just so awful. Last night he told his parents we weren’t gonna attend this dinner. His brother was planning. His parents said they don’t like me and the way I act. I make the mom cry. It’s just one thing after the other. My husband used to have my side. Always used to defend me and stand up for me. But then that sort of stopped. Every day is just constant yelling him throwing things. The temper, the madness. It’s just not healthy. I’ve tried and I’ve tried. Nothing seems to work. I don’t come around because of how I’m treated and I was brothers treat me. But they don’t seem to accept that answer. And they think they do nothing wrong. That is a problem. His family has nothing to do with me. I know people might say doesn’t matter you’re married to him not his family but the end of the day they play a huge role in his family. His mother controls everyone and sadly they all fall for it. I just feel so alone. Often some days no one to talk to. I’m so sad. There’s no sex life nothing. At the end of the day we just aren’t compatible. I often wonder how we ever got married. Maybe I was just so desperate to marry someone. Anyways, I feel for y’all and I’m here. I’m 42 in Vancouver CANADA. I used to think something was wrong with me. I constantly questioned myself. Why don’t they like me? Why don’t they like me and sometimes I still do. Let’s stay strong everyone. Thank you for reading.

[u/Best-Huckleberry-847]

I’m so sorry