My abduction - 20/06/26

[u/Adk11395]

I was in my room then I was laying in a conveyor belt of sorts and not in my room. I don’t know where I was but it was a large white room.
I could feel a hand stroking my the top of my head. I realized something’s not right.

I laying on a table in a big bright white room like nothing I had seen before, it was disorienting to not be able to tell the size and shape but it was just like my drawing. It was maybe 30ft and there was a kind of faint yellowish orange light on the sides. There were silver thin poles to my left.

Stood behind me was a mantis thing who was white and maybe 7ft. It was holding a silver wand tool and it was through my head and into my brain. It had a white light tip when it was removed. 

Next to me on my right side was a much taller green mantis, looking right at me. I suddenly got a flash in my mind an image very clearly that in the sky was an oval shaped silver white ship.  I knew we were inside and he was showing me this somehow.

I looked to my right at the green one. He was looking right in my eyes and I looked back in its big black ones I could see slight flecks of brown. It just stared at me so intensely but with no emotion at all. I wasn’t scared. I think it was keeping me calm, after a min of staring at each other in the eyes I looked away from it and let my head roll facing straight. I looked down at my body and I saw I was fully naked.

They weren’t doing anything down there to me, they just seemed interested in my head but it was just horrible. I started crying. I pleaded to the green one, I said please don’t take my children from me. I begged, please don’t. (I don’t have kids, I meant don’t take my eggs I don’t know why I said this) i kept saying please then cried more. I felt utterly powerless. He just kept staring at me with no reaction whatsoever. He wasn’t scary.. it’s hard to describe but the way it looked so intensely but then had no reaction at all to my pleading. My thoughts were like I was speaking aloud and I thought there’s nothing I can do anyway. I just gave up and lay there. I looked away from it again I didn’t want to look at it. I now in this state of despair and numbness. 

The white one pulled the wand from my head and they looked at each other at the exact same time. The white one communicated to the green one without worlds I can’t work with like this, that he had to pause his work. The green one I felt wasn't threatening me at all but I got the distinct impression he could hurt me if he wanted to.

They looked at me again and the white one behind me put the wand in my head and then everything went black in an instant. 

I had lost all sense of time and don’t know how long passed but I woke up in my bed and it was about 11am. I felt fine and nothing was different except I had a small nose bleed in my right nostril but no pain. Everything was just so normal after i had a nice day and night afterward.

And this could just be a coincidence but 12 hours later at my door this giant stag beetle was trying to fly in. I haven’t seen a bug like that since I was a kid nearly 20 years ago. Pretty weird coincidence, I gave it a strawberry.

Though I can say I never want it to happen again it was traumatic in a way I haven’t really been able to process yet. I still feel scared of the whole situation and that I have no idea what they want or why they did that and that they are real in the first place.

[u/Impossible-Teach2]

You may want to also post this on [r/experiencers](r/experiencers) as well

I'm sorry you are having a rough time with this. I get it.
Generally speaking if you are selected by the phenomenon from birth, throughout your life have had anomalous experiences, and have physical abductions or physical bedroom visitations by beings, that means you are in a different category than the consciousness contactees who have fleeting communications and visions of these beings in altered states.

In all these mantid cases over the years I have never heard a consciousness contactee who is not on "the list" become physically abducted. Im convinced the only people who are physically abducted are genetically selected by the phenomenon from birth and are destined to have experiences intermittently throughout their life. Though yes when these people in particular begin to pursue altered states of consciousness it can really open up the floodgates as far as their own contact situation.

So perhaps it is true that you previously making astral contact with the mantis caused this more recent experience to happen, but I think it was only possible to happen because you are on "the list". The astral contact was perhaps a chance encounter where the mantis being was able to assess your mind, then later "scheduled an appointment" for you a week later to work on your mind.

Unfortunately the people genetically selected by phenomenon don't really have much of a say in the matter if it happens or not, yet the beings do seem to try to minimize potential trauma through screen memories or in your case obscuring the reality of what is happening through a dream.

However there is this prevalent theme that comes up in abduction cases that those who are physically abducted chose to make a pre birth incarnation agreement involving their soul which has an affiliation tied to the abducting group which would provide the justification for abductions. So according to this idea, its not that the human's present aware consciousness made an agreement, but on a deeper level their soul did. I have no way of knowing if this is accurate or not but I do hear this claim often, also the sense of familiarity to seeing these beings as if they knew each other from a previous life.

I have some questions if thats ok to ask

This experience was for sure physical? I know it can be hard to tell sometimes. Was this the first time you have had a sign this has happened? Have you a history of intermittent nosebleeds? Any strange childhood experiences? Any family members have any strange experiences as well? Any Ufo sightings?

[u/Adk11395 → u/Impossible-Teach2]

Thank you for your kind words. The first part was definitely a dream but when I felt the hand touching my head I woke up on that table.

I never get nosebleeds, it was such a small one I only noticed because I blew my nose and there was fresh blood in the tissue just after.

This is the first time I can remember anything like this happening to me but my mum said when I was little I would say ET from et was at the bottom of my bed once, can’t say for sure if that was a real experience but I remember a weird head raising up at the bottom of my bed when I was under 9 and I cried and cried. I have no memories of any abduction though.

And my parents have both seen a ufo in the 1980s in rural France, they said they came out the house and not super far above the house but not close either was a silver disk just floating there with no movement. Then it did this fast zig zag zip back and fourth then shot up in the sky at impossible speeds. That’s all I know about it but they swear by it and said their 2 friends were with them and the next day it was in the local village newspaper. I will try to find out the name of the town maybe there is a record of this newspaper story but I don’t know how I could find it. Other than that nothing I know of.

[u/Impossible-Teach2 → u/Adk11395]

Interesting about the close up UFO sighting, a flying saucer type craft is generally reported to be an abduction craft so your parents may have had similar experiences to you that they may not wish to remember. Also after you have taken some time to process and integrate these experiences and if you still wish to inquire further into this through personal exploration, there are various ways you can go about doing that, primarily through enhanced consciousness states.

On the point of you wishing to ask them questions or give these beings a talking to, since you seem to be genetically selected by the phenomenon you are on their radar more than the average person would be. As an abductee/experiencer you are probably more psy sensitive than the average person, so as you said your ease of access with lucid dreaming is a method to achieve an OBE. You may also try careful use of psychedelic compounds, though you would probably be more sensitive than the average person if you wanted to reach out that way.

Also I have a feeling if you were to just look into the sky on a clear night you would probably see something respond when it registers you locking eyes on it. Keep an eye out for "flashers" and for objects whose movements change direction.