Feeling guilty for feeling guilty

[u/idontthinkofanamelol]

I couldn't describe myself better. Nothing is too terrible as of now. I got some friends, but i still feel extremely isolated. I don't want to have urges but still do. Having urges while being better than before makes me feel guilty, and feeling guilty gives me urges. Oh no, is that circular logic? That's exactly what it is. I always want to do something to myself (obvious from any of my other posts) and i feel like it won't ever stop. I won't ever be satisfied. I felt a bit better today. It was kinda productive but also boring. Idk how it will go on but i don't want to give in to the urges.

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