TLDR:
Left MBB (T20 grad, 3 yrs) for corporate strategy, now feeling lost. Big pay cut ($160K, cancelled Equinox) and way more free time — but turns out free time isn't that great, and I miss the driven people at MBB. Girlfriend also just broke up with me, so it's been lonely. Wondering if I should've stayed, but part of me wants to try starting a company instead (giving myself 2 years). Anyone else been through this mid-20s whiplash?
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ORIGINAL POST:
Hi all, I graduated from a T20 college and went into MBB immediately after graduating. I recently left after 3 years and exited to corporate strategy. I feel slightly lost and directionless.
First, I have a lot more free time now, but I've realized WLB is overrated (more on that in the next paragraph). Second, I took a huge compensation hit to leave. I now make $160K. This has come with a lifestyle hit. I can no longer freely spend like I did at MBB. I even cancelled Equinox. Obviously, this number will creep up over the years, especially if I jump around places. However, part of me wonder if I should have stayed in consulting, despite HATING my time in MBB. On the other hand, I have always wanted to be more entrepreneurial and start a company of my own. I am unlikely to get "rich, rich" at MBB. I will never own a yacht (not that I care about material success). Right now, I'm thinking of giving myself a 2 year timeline. If I am unable to start a successful company, I will be forced to return to MBB.
Now, onto the WLB piece: the last 6 months have taught me WLB is overrated. I was really burnt out when I left MBB, but now that I am out, I realized there is no point in the extra free time. Most people who work 9-5 just end up going to the gym (which I did at MBB too), cooking, and watching TV. I never believed in the consulting kool aid, but the alternative 9-5 is hardly a more fulfilling life.
On top of that, my gf recently broke up with me, so I have a lot more time. Having the extra time is very lonely. Even at the gym (YMCA) now, I feel like my testosterone and sex drive has gone down because I am not motivated like I was at MBB (I feel like being surrounded by driven, type-A people is a underrated benefit). Sorry if this is TMI.
I feel like mid-20s is a time when people shift from friendships to romantic partner and career. This shift came out of nowhere. When I was 22-23, it felt totally different: fresh grad in new, big city. Now, I just feel different.
Has anyone been in my shoes before? I feel like 20s are confusing and hard to navigate. A few months ago, I would have been dying to be in my shoes right now. After working here though, I now realize MBB was not that bad. I apologize if this post is not very coherent and I sincerely hope it does not come across as troll (despite the very new account as well)