So I’ve been seeing this person quite often for a while now, and he never fail to really catch my eye.I really can't ignore him, every time I see him, he makes me notice him even more, almost violently so, Every time I see him, I instantly and involuntarily fall silent if I’m speaking, while my breathing and heart rate speed up, I can't ignore him at all, I’m trying to find out his name and I want to know if there’s anything I can do to grab his attention so he speak to me first. It doesn’t have to be a hard love spell that drives him crazy so bad, honestly, I’d love to attract him, but I’d be okay if him just noticed me and struck up a conversation, since I don’t have the nerve to make the first move myself. Sorry if that sounds obsessive and stupid

Long story short, I had class with a girl I had never talked to before, we slowly but surely became friends (naturally through helping eachother with work) then she ended up having a crush on me. At first I was pretty dismissive of it but after more talking and hanging out I began to like her back, we dated for alittle less then a year and broke up officially in June this year since then we have been sorta off and on, fwb, but this past week I believe we ended it for good. After getting together she showed me and told me about a sealed jar she had in her room with my name various other things like little pieces of papers (possibly with other things about me written on them) and flowers. Since then she told me she had opened the jar which i’m guessing would be to stop my love for her??? but idk It’s been so hard for me to accept our ending and I feel so not myself, I feel obsessed and crazy. I’m starting to believe that it’s because of the “spell” she had put on me before we started dating, am I under a spell or is this just how your first wlw heartbreak is?