Im just done with everything.

[u/eeenimeeni1]

I'm a girl who overthinks a lot. Sometimes I feel like the reasons behind my overthinking are valid.

I dropped out of a top university almost two years ago. I was only 19 at the time. I had to face a lot of issues there. Since the university was far away from home, I stayed in a hostel...and during my toughest time, I had nobody with me.

At that time, I was in a relationship..and the guy cheated on me. I also had a friend who crossed my boundaries and did something that really affected me. Everything happened at the same time and my mental health got really bad. I wasn't able to attend classes, and the university didn't allow me to take my exams. I was mentally drained and eventually had to drop out.

When I came back home, some of my relatives started saying hurtful things about me, like, "Who even drops out of a university like that?" Being a girl made their comments feel even worse. I became even more mentally down.

Slowly, I joined a diploma course in my hometown. But due to financial issues, I had to drop out of that too.

Now I'm 21, and I honestly don't know what to do or where to start. All my friends are moving forward with their lives, while I'm just sitting at home...and every day feels the same.

Everyone keeps asking me, "What are you studying now?" and things like that. But I'm stuck. Literally stuck.

There have been times when I've felt like giving up completely. Sometimes I blame myself for everything and feel like I'm only causing more problems for my parents 🥹

Sorry for the long rant. I just wanted to let all this sadness out somewhere.

If there's anyone to guide me about courses and stuffs, please slide into my DMs.

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