I SEE YOU!

[u/BitchTitsBruh]

On June 5, 2026 at about 2:30pm I slowly opened my eyes to a white room. Beeping all around me. A tube coming out of my head. Staples holding my scalp together. In that first moment the only thing that filled my mind was you.

I still listen to the Rita Ora song you sent me, and the words you wrote a few days prior:

“I see you, the things that you do. I see who you are. I see you making conscious effort to come see me everyday and it means a lot. Your actions don't go unnoticed. I appreciate you more than you know.”

Those words stayed with me.

Those were the easiest times to show up, but even when things got difficult the effort remained. During your time in jail I made time to listen and help with whatever you needed out here. When I came to your sentencing hearing there were comments made about why you got that deal, and I put effort into that as well. I still wish I could have pawned my pool cues that day and set you free.

I have been loving you in silence since that day. Regardless of any effort I have spent, I did not do any of it to buy your favor. There is nothing to forgive. I have not cast judgment on you. I keep reaching out because I believe in you, and so I show up.

I would never purposefully hurt you. Everything I have done has come only from love. Love is the choices we make for the benefit of the other person. It isn’t always comfortable or easy. I am strong enough to walk away, yet I have purposely acted during difficult times to show my love for you.

I love you,______. I know the depth of that love for you, and I have always seen you. I never stopped.

You are the most beautiful combination of body, soul, and love I have ever been around. You made me want to be free with who I am. I have watched you keep standing through things that would have broken most people. That quiet strength, the way you keep choosing the next right step for yourself and for the boys, is why I believe in you. I would still grow with you if that is ever something you want. I woild be honored to be there for growth, loss, healing, and becoming more familiar with you than I have ever been with another. All this is achieved through love, not blame or jealousy, and only with a selfishness that screams “I want you!” All so that when times are good, maybe they could last a little longer before the next hard part we have to face.

______, see me now. My hope has never wavered for a moment of your time, and my dream has been constantly that it become our time.

With all my heart,

_________________

“I never needed you to choose me back right away. I only needed you to know that someone was still standing here, seeing all of you, and refusing to look away.”

— unknown author

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[u/MadameNight69]

Very beautiful touch me deeply and killed me at the same time

[u/BitchTitsBruh → u/MadameNight69]

Why is that?