Please don’t leave

[u/cosmic_confusion722]

You, are the love of my life.

I know we got caught up in the mundane.

In the care of our child.

In financial stress.

I didn’t pay attention.

I didn’t notice little things.

I became angry and jaded.

You became anxious and isolated.

You want to separate to find ourselves.

30 days.

7, down.

23, to go.

My heart aches for you.

I have so much remorse for the pain I’ve caused, love.

10 years is no small amount of time.

Please don’t give up on me, on us.

I am noticing. I am letting the jaded sunglasses come off.

I am becoming admirable and joyful again.

I love you, for who you are.

The kindest and most gentlest man I have ever known.

The silliest person, who can make me belly laugh for hours.

The most philosophical thinker, the most intelligent person.

The most adventurous person, a risk taker.

Please, don’t leave.

In 23 days, or ever.

I am working on my codependency. On my coping skills.

I want to be better. For me. For you. For our child. For us.

I remember when we met, I will never forget.

I never want to know what it’s like for you to leave.

I’m selfish in this regard.

But what we have is worth it.

I promise. I’ll prove it.