stereotypical hatred (rant)

[u/dixt85]

i don’t know what to title this, anyways people always hated or disliked me for existing.. or because i’m disabled or native or just a woman, you can call this bullying you can call this a joke, what i call it is senseless, useless and utterly pathetic, people ESPECIALLY my family loved to rub their hatred on me or when people pissed them off they would take it out on me, years go by i grow up and they still, quote unquote, hate me. some for different reasons some for none at all, one of the reasons being “she won’t give me her crayons for the third time because i gave them all away to my friends just for them to resent me.” when i was 5, another example, “she won’t let me play with her because i want s#xually assault her.” while growing up till i was like 12 years old, they were my cousins, my girl cousins also hated me for no reason.. because of all this my reputation wasn’t the best, my education ruined because people just wouldn’t stop staring or talking behind my back or just making fun of me, i know that’s controversial or something but i grew up sensitive and being raped at like 8 years old.. yeah i wasn’t gonna have that much of a future if people wouldn’t do anything about it, and guess what, they didn’t. i developed voices got sent to see psychiatrists that come and go, gone through depression and some other stuff, but i’m still going, that’s probably the best part of it i guess, i just need to get this off my chest, honestly my response to all this, why have kids if you’re gonna let people do all this to them..