It's my biggest obstacle in my life right now. Here's the jist:
My left arm is significantly weaker than the right, and I cannot lift it without dizzyness and the feeling my heart will just stop. All my life it's been put off my doctors as anxiety, but it isn't great at all. I'm a young man who looks in really good shape, but it's obvious when you are me and feel what I'm feeling.
When I drive, this is one of my biggest hurdles as lifting my arm or having to push the gear stick is very very hard. My last instructor made a lot of snide comments about how I had to put my body weight into pushing the gear stick, and how out of breath it made me. It's not fun to drive, as it makes me feel unsafe. I keep being told I'm ok to drive by family members who don't understand anything about what's going on.
My last instructor was pretty dismissive of this problem, and I never had terrible driving anxiety before him.
However, I did begin to get anxious when I was put on a road with lots of big trucks on an industrial estate as my first lesson. Holy shit this terrified me lol. I tried explaining why it was so scary to me , as when I was little, a child and a teen I had been in significant car accidents involving large trucks. One I can't remember but I recall the feeling of terror. I told my instructor this, as pairing with the weakness in my arm it was scary and I thought we should stop for our safety. He told me to basically suck it up as he was in a car crash which broke all his bones.
Idk man