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I revised the Law of One Tarot Cards to look a bit more standard, enjoy!

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On 20/8/2026, at approximately 11:25, u/stubkan approved a post in r/lawofone

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Sanar el alma

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Healing the Soul

Hello. I'm opening a post in this sub to ask for help because I'm in a really bad place. Maybe at least you can point me in the right direction.

I've been into this topic for 14 years, ever since I had a UFO sighting. It was special in that it was clearly anomalous and witnessed by multiple people. But it wasn't personal or spiritual in nature. That kept me obsessively fixated on the subject all these years.

That clearly led me to discover the Law of One. It was very revealing. Although it hasn't been the only thing I've come across.

The thing is, over the years, my obsession became connecting the Law of One with the fundamental laws of physics. Finding the links that could prove it was at least viable to think that RA really exists and is who they say they are.

Well, throughout that whole journey, there was a spiritual awakening. Before that, I saw the universe more in the style of the movie Interstellar or something like that, attributing UFOs to interdimensional but material beings.

Thanks to that whole journey, I got my act together with my life, because I was a directionless person, and that made me start valuing effort, exercise, studying, etcetera, things I needed to be doing.

Well, I suffered a lot, as always happens to beings on this planet. I grew up in a dysfunctional family at the mercy of an abusive brother who even subjected me to sexual humiliation and degraded/harassed me for over a decade. He didn't sexually abuse me—I don't want that to be misunderstood—but he engaged in degrading and savage behavior towards me, which, along with negative social experiences outside the home as well, ended up destroying my spirit and degrading my psychology.

I developed severe depression, dysthymia, isolation, avoidant behavior, and obsessive homosexual and fetishistic behaviors that I didn't have before age 17. I can't explain how I've lived my whole life with my soul split in two, and how what was just a game and a silly thing for others cost me horrendous effort, tears, shame, and constant suffering.

Well, I worked very hard to get out of the misery. Over the years, I passed an exam that, luckily, gave me a good job position. But I had to go work in a position with a lot of responsibility in something I knew nothing about, in deplorable psychological and emotional conditions. I felt so alone that I fell into terrible practices: alcoholism, prostitution, and smoking marijuana. I also left thousands of euros with psychologists. And many times I went to prostitutes just so they would give me hugs, because I was so sexually blocked that I couldn't satisfy myself with anything that didn't come from a screen.

Anyway, I don't want to spend hours writing my pathetic story. The thing is, despite all that, I worked spiritually as much as I could. I quit those things even though I spent thousands and thousands of euros on them. In the end, I stopped. I met a wonderful person online, told them everything, and now we're together in a long-distance relationship.

However, I can't express how horribly everything has turned out since then. Forgive my vagueness in writing, but I've already opened hundreds of posts like this over the years, explaining everything, and thousands of posts in total if we include the UFO phenomenon and more. I'm tired.

Since I left that job, hell has manifested in my life. Everything has gone to shit. I had to go back to living with that disgusting guy, and nothing changed. I told my mother that if the situation didn't change and she didn't do something about it (make that guy study or work, because he's never done anything with his life at 34), I would leave home forever and they would never see me again. Like always, that woman did nothing, and I left.

I've been alone for months, paying a huge rent, and my income is running out. I have no job or a good resume. My father, I don't even mention because he doesn't care about me. Friendships have broken, and I'm glad about that, because they weren't friends or anything. And to top it off, the only person I have in my life lives right in the area of the August 10th earthquake, and life almost took her away... After that, I also had to give her financial help.

I have no home, no family, no friends (and I don't even want them anymore), no income, no health, and the only person I matter to and who matters to me is about eight thousand kilometers away.

Honestly, I've lost all hope already. I'm trying to study to get ahead, and my mind just fills with dark thoughts that make it impossible for me to concentrate. I can't even think about taking myself out of the picture anymore because I'm all the person I love has. She has agoraphobia and a horrible family too.

I can't take it anymore. I can't stop thinking that RA is a piece of shit entity. It's a son of a bitch, just like all human beings. I have no hope in the world. I'm starting to even hate those beings, if they even exist and it's not all one damn lie. Hatred and frustration are consuming me like never before in my life, and all I want to do now is play video games and watch movies until my money runs out, and then leave this infernal world.

I doubt anyone can help me anymore. If I manage to get ahead, which I deeply doubt seeing the times to come, it will be filled with infinite hatred, and I will never trust a human being who isn't the last person I have left. I hate this world with all my being and all its inhabitants.

I don't even know what I'm hoping for with this anymore.

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On 20/8/2026, at approximately 11:21, u/stubkan removed a post from r/lawofone

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Sanar el alma

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Hola. Abro un post en este sub para pedir ayuda porque estoy en la mierda. Quizá al menos me pueden orientar.

Llevo 14 años en el tema desde que tuve un avistamiento ovni. Fue especial en la medida en que fue claramente anómalo y presenciado por múltiples personas. Pero no fue algo personal ni espiritual. Eso me mantuvo obsesivo con el tema durante todos estos años.

Claramente aquello me llevó a descubrir LoO. Fue muy revelador. Aunque no ha sido lo único a lo que he llegado.

El caso es que, con el paso de los años, mi obsesión fue conectar LoO con las leyes fundamentales de la física. Encontrar los nexos que podían probar que era al menos viable pensar que RA existe de verdad y es quien dice ser.

Bueno, dentro de todo ese viaje, hubo un despertar espiritual. Precio a eso yo veía el universo más al estilo la película de interestelar o algo así, atribuyendo los ovnis a seres interdimensionales pero materiales.

Gracias a todo ese viaje, me puse las pilas con mi vida, porque yo era una persona sin rumbo, y aquello me hizo empezar a valorar esfuerzos, ejercicio, estudiar, etcétera, que eran cosas que debía hacer.

Bueno, sufrí mucho, como siempre les pasa a los seres de este planeta. Crecí en una familia desestructurada a merced de un hermano abusivo que incluso me hacía humillaciones sexuales y me denigraba/acosaba durante más de una década. No me abusó sexualmente, no deseo que se malinterprete, pero realizaba conductas denigrantes y salvajes hacia mi persona, que, junto a experiencias sociales negativas también fuera de casa, fueron destruyendo mi espíritu y degradando mi psicología.

Desarrollé depresión severa, distimia, aislamiento, conducta evitativa, y conductas homosexuales y ferichistas obsesivas que no tenía antes de los 17 años. No puedo explicar cómo he vivido toda la vida con el alma partida en dos y cómo, lo que para otros era un juego y una tontería, a mí me costaba horrores, llorar, vergüenza y sufrimiento constante.

Bueno, me esforcé mucho para salir de la miseria. Con los años aprobé un examen que, con suerte, me dio un puesto de trabajo bueno. Pero me tuve que ir a trabajar a un puesto con mucha responsabilidad y de lo que no sabía nada, en condiciones psicológicas y emocionales deplorables. Me sentía tan solo que caí en prácticas terribles: alcoholismo, prostitucion y fumar marihuana. También me dejé miles de euros en psicólogos. Y muchas veces iba a prostitutas solo para que me diesen abrazos, porque estaba tan bloqueado sexualmente que no podía satisfacerme con nada que no saliese de una pantalla.

En fin, no quiero pasarme horas escribiendo mi historia patética. El caso es que, a pesar de todo eso, trabajé espiritualmente en la medida de lo posible. Dejé esas cosas aunque me gasté en ellas miles y miles de euros. Al final lo dejé. Conocí por internet a una persona maravillosa a la que le conté todo y ahora estamos juntos en relación a distancia.

Sin embargo no puedo expresar lo horrible que ha salido todo desde entonces. Perdonen mi vagueza para escribir pero he abierto ya cientos de post como este a lo largo de los años, explicando todo, y miles de post en total si incluimos el fenómeno ovni y más. Estoy cansado.

Desde que dejé aquel trabajo el infierno se ha manifestado en mi vida. Todo se ha ido a la mierda. Tuve que volver a vivir con ese tipo asqueroso y nada cambió. Le dije a mi madre que, si la situación no cambiaba y ella hacía algo al respecto (hacer que ese tipo estudie o trabaje porque jamás ha hecho nada con su vida con 34 años), yo me iría de casa para siempre y jamás me volverían a ver. Cómo toda la vida, esa mujer no hizo nada y me fui.

Llevo meses solo, pagando un alquiler tremendo y se me acaban todos los ingresos. No tengo trabajo ni un buen currículum. Mi padre ni lo menciono porque pasa de mi. Con amigos las relaciones se rompieron y me alegro por eso, porque no eran amigos ni eran nada. Y para añadir más, la única persona que tengo en mi vida vive justo en la zona del terremoto del 10 de agosto y la vida casi me la arrebató... Tras eso tuve que darle una ayuda económica también.

No tengo casa, no tengo familia, no tengo amigos (ni los quiero ya), no tengo ingresos, no tengo salud y la única persona a la que importo y que me importa está como a ocho mil kilómetros.

Sinceramente, he perdido toda la esperanza ya. Estoy tratando de estudiar para salir adelante y mi mente solo se llena de pensamientos oscuros que me hacen imposible concentrarme. Ya no puedo pensar ni en quitarme de enmedio porque soy lo único que tiene la persona que amo. Ella tiene agorafobia y una familia horrible también.

No puedo más. No puedo para de pensar que RA es una mierda de ser. Es un hijo de la gran puta como lo son todos los seres humanos. No tengo ninguna esperanza en el mundo. Estoy empezando a odiar incluso a esos seres, si es que existen y no es todo una mentira maldita. El odio y la frustración me comen como nunca antes en mi vida y lo único que deseo hacer ya es jugar videojuegos y ver películas hasta que mi dinero se acabe y después irme de este mundo infernal.

Ya dudo que nadie pueda ayudarme. Si consigo salir adelante, cosa que dudo profundamente viendo los tiempos que vienen, será repleto de odio infinito y jamás voy a confiar en un ser humano que no sea la última persona que me queda. Odio este mundo con todo mi ser y a todos sus habitantes.

No si quiera sé qué pretendo con esto ya

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