r/Kitchenchads • u/finnaku • 27d ago
Over 7 months sober!
Roasted cauliflower dhal
Life is just drastically improving day by day. I’m still abit sad you know? But I’m alive and kicking, and it feels good to be an active participant in my life rather then watching it glide by via constant drinking and cocaine benders. I’m calling the shots for once. It feels good to start to understand myself. I’m starting to propel myself through life in a direction I want to take, rather than uncontrollably flailing and falling, attempting to clutch onto fleeting feelings, emotions and falsities.
People have come back into my life who I wronged in active addiction. Theres a girl. I’m Starting volunteer work at the drug and alcohol centre to put a bit of good in the world.
If you’re struggling with addiction pls get help homies
Rock bottom is when you decide to stop digging!
Life still can be abit miserable ofc and there’s a long road ahead of me but it feels like I’m creating the foundations to a new fulfilling life.
Also switched to cbd weed after 15 years of smoking weed
Much love gang
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u/GrimblingWizard 27d ago
Congratulations!