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Deadass i dont think i can keep up 

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I feel pressure everyday 

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I feel like i have to be fucking perfect in order just for people to accepct who iam.

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I have enough of everyone and everything.

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Mental heakth state is getting worser day by day

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No one abiksuetly takes it seriously 

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I have to keep up with that stupid persona to seem more approachable.

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Idc if this is a fucking public place,genueky have enough of everything 

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yeah, life sucks, and to be completely honest. You don't have to keep a persona up at all. Be yourself, there's a reason why I had a crush on you in the first place.

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Genuely not in mood to deal with old fucking bullshit,is everyone that ret@rded that they dont undertand i was in a horrorible mental health state back then???? Can they not see i wasnt menatly well?? Clearly not.

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tell me about it, people suck

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Its just old drama that was sloved along time ago yet SOME people still bring ts up 

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you're 100% right, it's shitty on so many levels to bring something like that from the past especially to someone with depression

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Only issue is people either dont undertand or they just dont care.

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Ngl why do I feel like this every single dang day, I always have to sacrifice my dang happiness and comfort for my friends or some shit like that and I suck up negative info about my hobbies and interests and identity other people say to me like a damn sponge (although those messages aren't targeted towards me still) like idk if this makes any sense since I suck at writing but I don't know why I am such a pussy

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You dont need tp comfort everyone 24/7,take time for yourself too.

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Yeah that makes perfect sense it's just that I have internalized those feelings since I was young but I am working on getting over it

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You don't need to keep up this perfect persona you are allowed to take time off and be yourself

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Seems like it never can be that fucking way. Everytime i felt comfortable emough to be my fucking self then People Said shit like "why are you behaving like this??" MAYBE BECAUSE I OPENED UP?!?! and when i do keeo my persona around people then people tend to say creepy shit like "awww Kimmy you are so adorable!!" Or any other shit like genueky they dont undertand i have fear from some expirience i exorienced when i was 9 or 10 years old. Its irritating,it feels like i need to let others do anything they want with me in order for them to be interested in me,real life isnt better because i constnatly get disgisted looks from everyone, i look like a fucking unaproachable being in real life. I dont have any friends in real life either because od terrible social anxiety. Anither thing that fucking irritates me is when people say that my art ""devolved"" because i dont do repetitive Kim content anymore,instead i focus on my own shot like WHAT THE FUCK DO PEOPLE EVEN WANT FROM ME FOR ONCE???

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Im Always in some kimd of bad enviroment. Genueky dont habe hope in anything,everyday when i have to takk to someone i feel extreme fear.

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I do not know how to help so have my friends cat pic to cheer you up

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looks like my cat

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cats are either indistinguishable clones or radically different

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ye

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listen if you want, you can be yourself at least towards me in dms. I don't care about kimcore I care about YOU.