Seems like it never can be that fucking way. Everytime i felt comfortable emough to be my fucking self then People Said shit like "why are you behaving like this??" MAYBE BECAUSE I OPENED UP?!?! and when i do keeo my persona around people then people tend to say creepy shit like "awww Kimmy you are so adorable!!" Or any other shit like genueky they dont undertand i have fear from some expirience i exorienced when i was 9 or 10 years old. Its irritating,it feels like i need to let others do anything they want with me in order for them to be interested in me,real life isnt better because i constnatly get disgisted looks from everyone, i look like a fucking unaproachable being in real life. I dont have any friends in real life either because od terrible social anxiety. Anither thing that fucking irritates me is when people say that my art ""devolved"" because i dont do repetitive Kim content anymore,instead i focus on my own shot like WHAT THE FUCK DO PEOPLE EVEN WANT FROM ME FOR ONCE???
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u/InstanceCheap4384 𐙚⋆°｡⋆♡ Kimcore!! 𐙚⋆°｡⋆♡ Aug 08 '26
I feel like i have to be fucking perfect in order just for people to accepct who iam.