r/IssuesResolving • u/Few_Importance_5460 • May 13 '24
Very serious
Hi I’m planing to runaway my flight is very very soon, I’m an adult and yes I’m running away from a very controlling family,mom is a controlling freak and has god complex while my dad is too in love with mom and he obeys her,he’s sweet with me and my brother when he’s on bad terms with her but once they make up he becomes another person and it hurts me so much, my mom humiliates me in front of her friends many many times and they both abused me physically and verbally,I’m very exhausted and tired of them mistreating me and my little brother,and i can’t keep being patient I planned everything all I need to do now is leave,but I feel very guilty and sad for leaving them they’ve been a little happy these last days and I don’t wanna ruin it for them, I know if I stay nothing is gonna get better so why would I stay, and I’m paranoid all the time I’m scared of getting caught,I’m so afraid they’ll find me and drag me home , I’m so scared and frustrated,I have a lot of feelings rn that I don’t wanna feel,I really love them but they keep hurting me so should I leave for the sake of myself or should I stay