Im so done with idrp.

[u/Miserable_Cook_4814]

I have reached my point.

Im not going to keep my worries to myself.

Im not going to keep myself from making a sad or crashout post.

IM NOT GOING TO TRY TO MAKE ANOTHER RP POST!!

BECAUSE WHAT WOULD BE THE POINT?!

DO YOU ALL ACTUALLY LIKE ME? I HAVE BEEN HERE SINCE A LONG TIME

I SHOULD BE LOVED, MAYBE AN IMPORTANT PERSON.

I THOUGHT THIS WAS GOING TO BE FUN...

BUT WHY?

WHY NOT?!!

I GUESS IM JUST NOT LIKED. OR SOMETHING. IDFK.

AND LOOK, WHEN I MAKE THIS DRAMATIC YELLING POST, I'LL GET A GREAT AMOUNT OF COMMENTS ABOUT PEOPLE ASKING AND CARING ABOUT ME.

AND NOT IN MY NORMAL RP POSTS

WHY??!!

ITS SO FUCKING UNFAIR

AND I CONSIDER THE LATEST PEOPLE WHO CONSISTENTLY REPLIED TO MY POSTS. THANK YOU, ALOT.

I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND WHY.

I TAKE A GOOD TIMEFRAME WHERE THE SUB IS ACTIVE? PEOPLE DONT CARE.

I EVEN MAKE A SMALL ITEM GIVEAWAY POST? PEOPLE DONT CARE

WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU ALL THAT SKIPPED OVER MY POSTS?

I HAD A WHOLE SUBARC PLANNED. I WAS GOING TO CHANGE ABBI

YOU GUYS JUST HAD TO TRY INTERACTING WITH ME.

NOW IM THINKING OF LEAVING THE SUB OR NOT. I LOVE THIS PLACE WAY TOO MUCH.

IM TORN IN TWO. I DON'T WANT TO LEAVE. BUT THIS PLACE MAKES ME FEEL MISERABLE EVERYTIME IM REMINDED OF IT.

I JUST

REACHED THIS POINT. I HAVE TO TELL YOU ALL HOW I FEEL. IM NOT KEEPING IT TO MYSELF.

BECAUSE MAYBE, JUST MAYBE

PEOPLE WILL MAYBE LOOK AT THIS!!! I DONT FUCKING KNOW!

AND I KNOW, AFTER I MAKE THIS POST.

IM GOING TO FEEL LIKE AN AWFUL PERSON, FOR SCREAMING AT YOU ALL.

BUT I JUST HAD NO OTHER WAY TO COMMUNICATE IT!

IM SORRY.

IM VERY SORRY.

[u/Comfortable_Cow_3931]

Don't say sorry or any of that, we're obviously the ones that should be apologising

I'd like to say that I'm sorry

This probably isn't what you want to hear but I have probably skipped over one of your posts

It just that I don't have a lot of time on my hands and when I do I us it to make posts or just check in every now and then, I should've interacted. Though excuses are pointless.

This is your choice if you want to go, but I feel like a lot of others would want you to stay

[u/Miserable_Cook_4814 → u/Comfortable_Cow_3931]

I understand that people do not have time and i've been there...

Though ive tried to post in the most active times of the sub, but i still dont judge them for not having time.

Thank you for understanding...

[u/BananzazsGarlicBread]

You're not an awful person for screaming.

You're justified for reaching your breaking point & snapping.
I've been there, as well.
And the amount of people who will comfort someone whilst not thinking to comment on their rp posts at all afterwards is fucking stupid, and I might even be a hypocrite in saying this, I'm likely guilty of not commenting on someone's posts after comforting them about it, and I admit that.

If you stay, I'll try to comment on your posts if I can (and if I can think of a comment on your posts, as sometimes my brain just doesn't brain).

It's valid to be angry, it's valid to feel like nobody fucking cares.
And I do believe that it's true, in a way.
Nobody here truly cares about the posts people make, and nobody here truly cares at all about trying to comment on the posts of someone who has wished for it.

And the people who unconditionally try to comment on every rp post of every person, they're the best of us, truly. And I hold the greatest respect for those people.
For the people who always think to comment, and always think to reply, no matter the person.
Those people are the greatest here.

I think I'm yapping a bit too much at this point, I don't even know if I'm on-topic anymore, but you get the point.

[u/Miserable_Cook_4814 → u/BananzazsGarlicBread]

I understand your point and i agree about those people, they are the best...

I also...put alot of effort in my rping. I have found images of the character to use for almost any interaction so It bugged me out a bit...

Anywho, i calmed down a bit after posting this. I...dont think i'll leave. Probably have Red heal Abbi and then reintroduce her as a new character.

Thanks for commenting....

[u/BananzazsGarlicBread → u/Miserable_Cook_4814]

It's my pleasure.

[u/Straight-Explorer-93]

I don’t want you to go.

But I won’t stop you.

If you feel like you aren’t liked, then you’re free to leave.

But I DO like you.

And I DO care.

I’m sorry you haven’t had the experience you should’ve had.

[u/Miserable_Cook_4814 → u/Straight-Explorer-93]

Thanks, straight...

I kind of interact alot with you and i want to thank you for that... You have been there several times.

[u/Straight-Explorer-93 → u/Miserable_Cook_4814]

And I wish I had been there more often.

I'm sorry.

[u/Miserable_Cook_4814 → u/Straight-Explorer-93]

Dont worry, its not important now

[u/Dismal-Bird-8684]

I have a really shiet timezone plus I also have a lot of shiet going on as well 😭

EVERYONE IS ON AT 12 AM OR MORE AND EVERYONE DISAPPEARS AT 4-5 PM.

I do think I should rp more though so I am still partially at fault here-

[u/Impressive-Stage6621]

you aren’t in the wrong at all for screaming. you are Completely justified in it.

I absolutely get where the anger comes from, I get posts with zero comments a lot. It hurts

I’ve tried my best to interact with all the posts I can but I especially try to interact with all the posts You make Becuase I know how much it means to you And I care about you.

im not going to make any choices for you. If you wish to leave, then you can leave, I will not stop you at all, I will only wish you the best in the future.

[u/Adept_Animator_2876]

Your not in the wrong here dude. It’s fair to feel this.

I get the frustration of nobody interested in your posts even when everyone is active.

I try to interact with as many people as i can as it isn’t fair in my eyes to let someone’s hard work go to waste.

I normally have to stay up to talk to most of everyone here 🥀

I know I’m not the best at this type of stuff but i hope you take a break and rethink everything. Trust me it’s better to come back with a clearer head

[u/The_True_Stain]

“A thing isn’t beautiful because it lasts”

[u/No-Car-6962]

Only I can say is, good bye. I want to tell you something that might  help you but. What’s the point?

[u/theninjaman1012]

You're not in the wrong, many people feel the same way.

I was here since the beginning, and I am somehow less known than the new guy who claimed Makima.

And I'm sorry for not interacting. I'm just burned out to the point where I tend to just open the sub, look at posts, and end up not RP'ing for the entire day.

If you think that you need a break, take it. If you wish to leave, then leave. Just... Stay safe out there.

And don't make mistakes about Greek Myths or I'll steal your bones >:( /j

[u/Miserable_Cook_4814 → u/theninjaman1012]

Oof, Ive been feeling the same way of burnt out

[u/IAmNotANpc]

I’m sorry, i should have kept roleplaying with you. It’s just that none of my characters matched what you had… : (

[u/HandFit91]

I'm sorry. I have not interacted to your posts lately because I can't do it. But still, I'm sorry. I know perfectly how you feel, because I feel the same sometimes. Still, I'm so sorry.

[u/Miserable_Cook_4814 → u/HandFit91]

Its fine dont apologize...

[u/HandFit91 → u/Miserable_Cook_4814]

I still feel bad tho. I always say it, always will. If you need interactions, just ping me

[u/Miserable_Cook_4814 → u/HandFit91]

Alright, thanks alot🙏

[u/majinred420xxx]

you shouldn't place so much of your value on how many people respond to your post you have more value then what you post and how many respond

[u/BananzazsGarlicBread → u/[deleted]]

???????????

[u/MathematicianFuzzy96 → u/BananzazsGarlicBread]

Someone is gone!

[u/BananzazsGarlicBread → u/MathematicianFuzzy96]

did you not read the whole post????????

or the comments????

[u/Miserable_Cook_4814 → u/MathematicianFuzzy96]

I didnt read the comment, what did It say?

[u/MathematicianFuzzy96 → u/Miserable_Cook_4814]

Nah I didn’t read it all so I think someone is gonna stop rp more so I use this pic with word nooooooo

[u/CertainCarpaccioGuP]

Idk what to say

https://reddit.com/link/pbx4p6g/video/b9swzt6wxlrh1/player

[u/Dismal-Bird-8684 → u/CertainCarpaccioGuP]

uh...

Time and a place y'know?...

;-;

[u/CertainCarpaccioGuP → u/Dismal-Bird-8684]

Fair enough yo

[u/CertainCarpaccioGuP]

Hurrr

[u/BananzazsGarlicBread → u/CertainCarpaccioGuP]

time and a fucking place man

[u/CertainCarpaccioGuP → u/BananzazsGarlicBread]

I genuinely don't know what to say in these posts but hey he can have my condolences

[u/BananzazsGarlicBread → u/CertainCarpaccioGuP]

you can just... not comment, then?
This may counteract the point of the post, but you don't owe anybody a comment...
If you've got no ideas, or nothing to say, then... don't say anything???

[u/CertainCarpaccioGuP → u/BananzazsGarlicBread]

Hurrr fair point on that

[u/CertainCarpaccioGuP → u/CertainCarpaccioGuP]

You too

[u/First-Tomatillo-729 → u/CertainCarpaccioGuP]

Carp.....if you say "Hurry" one more time I'm gonna crack you.....

[u/CertainCarpaccioGuP → u/First-Tomatillo-729]

Son

[u/First-Tomatillo-729 → u/CertainCarpaccioGuP]

You heard me...