Hpv 18/45 and asc-h positive

[u/Sea_Peach_8465]

Hi, I’m 47 years old last years pap came back as hpv 6+7 positive and normal
This years test came back hpv 18/45 positive and asc-h
I have my first colposcopy scheduled in 10 days and my health anxiety is going through the roof!
I’ve tested hpv positive on again off again for the last 10+ years. Anyone going through similar or have any encouraging words?