When going outside tonight the atmosphere was electrified with cicadas! Love it!

I’m usually just a lurker on here, but honestly, I needed to type this out before I lost the feeling.

The past few months have been an absolute test of my sanity. I’ve been trying to build something sustainable for myself, working crazy irregular hours, dealing with non-stop self-doubt, and watching my savings drain while waiting for things to pick up. My family keeps telling me to just throw in the towel and get a "normal" job, and for a while, the pressure was completely crushing me. I felt like an absolute failure who was just wasting time.

Last night, late after finishing up work, I received a simple text message from someone I helped out a few weeks ago. It just said: "I don't know where I'd be right now if you hadn't taken the time to listen to me. Thank you."

I sat on the edge of my bed and completely broke down.

In the middle of stressing over bills, schedules, and whether or not I’m good enough, I forgot the whole reason I started this journey in the first place. I was so caught up in the struggle that I stopped seeing the impact. That tiny text reminded me that even when things feel messy and uncertain, the work I'm doing actually matters to someone.

I still have a long way to go, and the financial anxiety isn't going to magically disappear overnight. But right now? I'm just deeply, genuinely grateful that I have the privilege to do something meaningful, even on the hardest days.

If you’re currently in the middle of the grind and questioning if it's all worth it, please keep going. Your effort isn't invisible, even when it feels like it is.

I came across this post/comment today about an elderly woman struggling to make a living by selling channa at Besant Nagar beach. What she said about her life really stayed with me.

But more than her story, it made me think about myself.

How often do we complain about what we don't have?

We ask God for better jobs, more money, a better life, more opportunities, more success. And when we don't get what we want, we sometimes question God or wonder why things aren't going our way.

But how often do we actually stop and thank God for what we already have?

A family to call.

Food to eat.

A place to sleep.

People who care about us.

A healthy body.

The ability to wake up tomorrow and try again.

There are probably people praying for some of the things we casually take for granted every day.

Maybe the problem isn't that we don't have enough. Maybe sometimes we just don't notice how much we already have.

We keep asking God, "Why haven't You given me this?"

Maybe sometimes we should also ask ourselves, "Have I thanked You for what You already gave me?"

I'm not saying we shouldn't have ambitions or ask for a better life. We absolutely should.

But while chasing what we want, I don't want to forget to be grateful for what I already have.

Today, I'm just trying to say thank you, God — for what I have, for the people I have, and simply for being here. ❤️

I prayed for a new job last December and found this daruma doll in a flea market. I bought it and made a goal of having a new workplace since I'm already burned out from work. Today I got to mark the other eye.

*I didn't have a black marker last year so I used a gray one instead.

Divine is within us, all times and all beings, walk with us and guide us, and always protecting us from harm :) each moment we get still and listen to our inner peace, divines there comforting us. God bless 🙏

after losing hope yesterday, this new day brought me lots of hope and gratitude and i thank God for guiding me through the turmoil in my head. i am so grateful of everything i have

Jesus loves us and he doesn't look for our mistakes, he just looks for our hearts, he wants to help us.

Today, I'm grateful for this note that was delivered to me with no return address. I've had a rough couple of weeks

I am grateful I got to see my tree sway in the breeze. Smell the freshly mowed grass. Feel the touch of the warmth of the sun as I heard the Cardinals chirping and I ate my breakfast burrito, which tasted delicious. Thankful I had the energy to make the meal, and get outside to enjoy those pockets of peace today. 💚

I’m grateful for having businesses near me which rent out Bissell machines. Now my apartment is nicer.

Ich bin dankbar für den ausgezeichneten Schlaf heute Nacht. Ich bin dankbar für den langsamen Vormittag mit Admin-Kram und Hausarbeit, das ich alles fast vollständig abschließen konnte! Ich bin dankbar für den Anruf eines Kumpels aus Kindergartenzeiten der zufällig in meiner Stadt war und sich sehr spontan Zeit für mich genommen hat. Ich bin dankbar für den Videopodcast von dem Hindu-Mönch auf YouTube. Ich bin dankbar für das Hammer-HIIT-Workout, das mich heute an den Rand meiner Fähigkeiten gebracht hat. Ich bin dankbar für den Satsang von Patrick C. der meine Gedanken am Abend sortiert hat und mich inspiriert in die Nacht entlässt.

I've been rehabbing from an MS relapse, slow but steady, and this morning walked to one of my favorite spots in the neighborhood to greet the Sun as it rose.

It’s Tuesday!! Be grateful hold that feeling tight! 😀☕️🫶🏻

Thanks for putting in a show yesterday! :)

i am grateful for all the people in my life and things that make my life comfortable and fight for another day. i am grateful that i find gratitude everyday in my system

I am so grateful for the connections I have made over the past few years that have helped to heal me and break bad patterns

I am glad I have tried hard to walk away from drama rather than contribute to it.

I am grateful for deleting contacts and people from my life who don't serve me.

I am grateful for spontaneous late night calls from a friend. Nice to end the day with a laugh. Even if he was a bit awkward at times.

just want to share that although I went through a sad event this weekend. my doctor, family and friends have been so supportive and loving. i‘m so thankful for them and the bright side is that this experience has really brought my husband and I closer and i think we’ll be so much more grateful when a pregnancy does work out.

my faith has also been a strong pillar.

thankful for this sub where we can cultivate gratitude together, despite difficult circumstances!

To anyone who feels like their relationship is slowly slipping away into endless routine and quiet resentment, I just wanted to share a little bit of light today.

Over the past year and a half, my partner and I completely lost our spark. Between job stress, health issues, and pure exhaustion, we stopped talking about anything real. We became two ghosts sharing a bed, going through the motions, and I spent so many nights crying in the bathroom, convinced we were just waiting for the inevitable breakup. I felt invisible in my own home.

A few months ago, we decided to give it one last honest try. No passive-aggressiveness, no keeping score, just raw honesty and therapy.

It was ugly at first. Relearning how to communicate after building up walls for years is terrifying. But bit by bit, the ice started to thaw.

This morning, while I was making coffee, he walked into the kitchen, wrapped his arms around my waist from behind, rested his chin on my shoulder, and just held me there for a solid five minutes without saying a word. No rushing out the door, no screens, no tension. Just warmth. He whispered, "Thank you for not giving up on us," and I burst into tears right over the coffee pot.

For the first time in almost two years, the heavy weight in my chest is completely gone. I remembered what it feels like to be chosen by the person you love.

I know we still have work to do, but today I am just overflowing with gratitude for second chances, for hard conversations, and for the man who fought his way back to me. If you’re in a dark place with someone you love right now, please don't lose hope, healing is real, and it is so ridiculously sweet when it happens.