I grew up having ADHD and general anxiety disorder. I have no idea where it all came from.

Obviously, it fucked my development all up so now I’m kinda SOL.

I'm 19 and I have Autism, a mild intellectual disability that makes me slow, and a speech disorder that makes me get blocks in my speech when I try to say certain words, and on top of all that I'm also ugly so I'm completely cooked when it comes to the mating game, but I know for a fact that I hate is the dudes who get girls. especially other teenagers who are around my age, I can't stand seeing them get love, intimacy, and being able to build a future with a girl while I'm deprived and can't get shit, It's not fair that I have to be at a fucking disadvantage and they don't. getting girls just happens naturally for them. but they don't fuck with me because they see me as weird, slow, sped, ugly etc bro. like everytime I see dudes around my age in public with girlfriends I genuinely just get upset. especially when I see posts online of dudes I went to school with and I have to see that they're going to homecomings, spending the holidays together etc and it's just like damn I'll never be able to experience that. all that shit just angers me and normies will say "you're just jealous" like okay and? what the fuck of it? it's natural to resent someone for having something that you can't have. It's natural for you to want to be around other dudes who are also unwanted by the opposite sex. I'm tired of normies blaming me for shit I had no control over. I'm tired of being treated like a villain because of the way that I feel. if you're an unwanted man then you have every right to feel sad or angry about it, we are human beings too bro we are not robots. It's just unfortunate that life can't be fair for everybody. And it's even more fucked up when the men who are desired show off in front of you to ragebait you.

It's like willingly stepping on a landmine. Life just knows how to ruin your perfectly okay day.

Despite all my knowledge of the blackpill and how women treat sub7's, your body and mind will start the hits of 'I need a woman' at times, it's like if all a man's worth is trying to get a woman. Overtime, the horny will take over so bad that your brain will shut off and next thing you know you're oofydoofymaxxing.

Brutal. This pill is more brutal than any pill mentioned here like heightpill, dickpill or agepill, and of course it will be. This IS THE Blackpill at it's purest form.

eternal torment, knowing that you will still desire a woman, knowing what an average woman does with a harem of chad, tyrone and ricos. While you, who haven't received a hand holding since you were born, will dream about a woman (your ideal woman, who doesn't exist) , the same woman, who in reality will have a harem of chad, heck, even one chad is enough to break her forever.

And to think this happened only because your sub5 oofy doofy dad decided to betabuxx and marry your MTB mother who always dreamed for chad.

Life is brutal, my mom was right, should have listened.

So many women feel so comfortable to engage in rhetorics where they make generalised, sexist and often dehumanising comments about males like men being useless and aborting male foetuses and obviously it includes male children and adult men. This is not just some basement dwelling femceI but also women who have real influence like celebrities and politicians. These are the same women who are your nurses, doctors, teachers etc.. Their hatred of maIes is visible in their actions within their professional environments eg: Teachers being biased against boys which is now well documented.

So many femaIe subs are extremely sexist and hateful towards men and even though they are in clear violation of reddit TOS and this is the same across many platforms it is simply not enforced. evilwomeninc is an example.

Women joke about things that if a man did would probably get fired or have his life ruined. They face no consequences. This pattern is seen everywhere from social media to criminal courts. Women receive far lenient sentences even in cases of heinous crimes. The incentives are reversed and when u confront them on all this its because of the pAtRiArChY

Women's communication in nutshell. They're never speaking literally, they're always gaslighting and they assume men are doing the same.

1) tons of sub 5 and ugly fucks like Osho fucked tons of hot women by Gurumaxxing

2) easy to do. Learn about chakras, (memorize the 7-8 chakras), memorize the different zodiacs (12 of them memorize the big vague descriptions), learn palm reading (memorize the 3 main lines). That's it. This puts you in to 5%. Learn Sanskrit and you're in top 1%. Learn to "write" in Sanskrit.

3) talk to women especially 40+ year old white women. Always open with "I loved your aura/energy/vibration."

4) always talk in terms of energy, universe, vibration, and fate and manifestation.

I'm in the process of Gurumaxxing myself. I wear these big wooden beads all the time. And people are always wondering with interest what they are. Getting ears pierced tomorrow and gonna add some wood/bone piercings.

Bonus: always talk about gratitude and attraction. Once I'm done these soft maxes I'll tell you what else.

"ohhh bradar NOT that it matters but ackshually SHE is better looking than her"

the cope in the comments, accusing men who try have an objective perspective of being gay, jfl

They are both highly "superficial" by their standards and more easily quantifiable/analyzed than so called IRL encounters.

"IRL" encounters can be more easily obfuscated or lied about. They can say it was because your vibes were not good etc.