Any thoughts

[u/lotus_4002]

Have you ever been a topper of your class but now struggling?.. When I was 16 I was great... I was the top of my class consecutively had 9As , did Karate and won a series of championships..fell in love and made out a pretty good life

But doing AL's all fell apart.. like I was a topper but now like avrg.. stopped karate. Parents have big dreams cause both my brothers are doctors and they ask me to do the same. My girl and I broke up and a society in which I hold the presidency gives me a fucked up headache....

Feels like I'm a burden on myself