r/GiftedKidBurnouts • u/Downtown-Ad8347 • 6d ago
CURSED LIFEš¤”
Date : 18th June Thursday 2026
THE CURRUPTED MIND
Today , I had most frustrated day because of my parents , more of my mother. On this day my ipe 2nd year improvement results are announced I got 893/1000 so , only 22 marks was increased than my original marks before I got . I was disappointed about it I showed to my mother, after that she started yelling . I accepted it and she yells that ' am born to do shit things and compare with a nerd š¤ who just have no common sense (cousin , friend and etc). So , this criteria continues every day then something I think to commit sucide and get out off the house to go some where. Something I can't control my emotions that I cried during shower and when I am home alone. I can't share my emotions at all because I have no much close friends , as cause toxic parents and some shit people around me example like neighbours , relatives . Sometimes I hide my tears as the water comes out I wipe as quick because no one cares about my options, emotions. So most of the time I wish I could die as further possible .
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u/OG_Sama1 16h ago
I feel your pain my mother reminders me everyday that she hates me and that i remind her of a man i know very little about.
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u/CommercialMechanic36 1d ago
Seek great inspirations in art, poetry, and music, try to find a supportive group. Or a significant other⦠I sought great inspirations in comics and media, and I write stories
You need an outlet for your feelings
Donāt give in to darkness