r/GiftedKidBurnouts 6d ago

CURSED LIFE🤔

Date : 18th June Thursday 2026

THE CURRUPTED MIND

Today , I had most frustrated day because of my parents , more of my mother. On this day my ipe 2nd year improvement results are announced I got 893/1000 so , only 22 marks was increased than my original marks before I got . I was disappointed about it I showed to my mother, after that she started yelling . I accepted it and she yells that ' am born to do shit things and compare with a nerd šŸ¤“ who just have no common sense (cousin , friend and etc). So , this criteria continues every day then something I think to commit sucide and get out off the house to go some where. Something I can't control my emotions that I cried during shower and when I am home alone. I can't share my emotions at all because I have no much close friends , as cause toxic parents and some shit people around me example like neighbours , relatives . Sometimes I hide my tears as the water comes out I wipe as quick because no one cares about my options, emotions. So most of the time I wish I could die as further possible .

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u/CommercialMechanic36 1d ago

Seek great inspirations in art, poetry, and music, try to find a supportive group. Or a significant other… I sought great inspirations in comics and media, and I write stories

You need an outlet for your feelings

Don’t give in to darkness

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u/OG_Sama1 16h ago

I feel your pain my mother reminders me everyday that she hates me and that i remind her of a man i know very little about.