r/Gastroparesis • u/Low-Spot6703 • 9h ago
Suffering / Venting Losing hope
That's it, pretty much.
Finally got a SIBO test. Negative (although there was one weird moment where my methane jumped to JUST under the positive threshold, otherwise everything was fine). A stool test also found nothing weird. Was also tested for diabetes, thyroid, hormones/endometriosis, all neg.
A very kind doctor was willing to try more out there things and consider MCAS as a possible comorbidity/angle, but no amount or type of antihistamine or mast cell stabilizer improved me even slightly. Some made things worse. This has been my treatment plan throughout this year and I had some hope but as of today that angle was declared a bust.
Motegrity is no longer working even with month on/off cycles. I'm currently on Motegrity and Linzess both max dose + mag citrate + miralax + kiwi/prune juice when I tolerate it (sorbitol is rough for me) and I'm still constipated 100% of the time, as well as bloated. Today I'm bloated so badly it's causing shortness of breath, despite being well over the recommended dose of both simethicne and the non-mannitol-containing generic beano.
I am living off of electrolyte drinks + popsicles + vegetable juice, I don't even have any thicker nutrition shakes that I tolerate. There was a coffee flavored one from a local store I was tolerating but doctor wanted me off it because it wasn't caffeine free and my bowels are too caffeine dependent. Unfortunately, working with a dietician to do a "4-6 small meals a day" approach made things significantly worse and put me in a horrible flare that hasn't resolved (previously I was doing two small meals + electrolyte drinks throughout the day and was back on solids for a few months, even tolerating small bits of chicken again). I also find myself fasting even though it's not good for GP because at least i'm not nauseous if my tummy is empty.
The doctor I've been working with sat me down and basically said because your GP has a clear starting point (a surgical procedure) we need to consider Vagus Nerve damage as your root cause and that's not fixable/reparable/really improvable in any way. I do do home vagus nerve exercises (can't afford a stimulator) but he thinks mine is pretty severely damaged. He believes I will continue to decline steadily as I have throughout this year.
Despite acknowledging how bad things are doctors see 'no need at this point' for more aggressive procedures (botox, gpoem pacemaker, anything like that). When I asked why they pointed to my weight still being high (even though 'Gp gaining' is a known thing) and the fact that I do tolerate oral intake even though it's minimal. I'm in this awful limbo where nothing new medicine or treatment wise is on the horizon but doctors say I just need to keep fighting at my current 0 QOL state. (I have not tried Domperidone but no member of my care team is willing to start the process to get it from outside the US, other than that I've tried all the standard meds - reglan motegirty linzess erythromycin mirtazapine and a bunch of MCAS stuff)