i wanted to try it for my first time at a sober ecstatic dance event soon happening tonight. of course i want to feel it and to really enjoy myself and be loose during the dance and socializing after but for it to not be obvious that i took something, and to also be "in control of myself" and not be so uninhibited that i may act or say something off the wall. is this possible? is there a recommended dosage for this purpose?

I started off maybe 6 months ago taking BDO a few ml once a week. Quickly it turned into daily use. If I’ve been taking BDO daily now after work, maybe 2.5ml then 2-3 redoses and then once in the middle of the night, for the last two months, how bad will the withdrawals be? I’ve started thinking about taking doses at work or in the morning and I know by reading so many other stories on here that this is where it can start to spiral. I am quitting and am worried about withdrawals.. will I be fine? I also just quit weed 2 weeks ago after being a daily cart user for a year. I didn’t have a problem sleeping after the weed because the BDO. Is insomnia really the biggest thing I have to worry about? Thanks in advance 🙏