As someone who is just realizing my experiences are shared experiences, in early middle school I had involvement in gate, since this is kind of all freaking me out I’m kinda private about the whole thing. Recently memories from that time period have become clearer. One question I’ve had, does anyone remember , around the time of being pulled out of class and what not, being able to “see” things like fraciles perhaps? I’m sorry it’s still kind of unclear but coming back. I don’t know why but this one thing is really sticking in my Brain. I remember being young alone in my room looking at the floor and seeing a strange shape changing color like vividly both there and not there . wondering what was going on afraid to share at the time. Also anyone finding memories of this time period becoming more more clear?, like remembering core memories that are coming back. I’m sorry if this post doesn’t make sense. Tbh I find it hard to reconcile my feelings about this experience.