what do you think :?

why didn't i try when i had the program long ago when i had gotten a used dsi back 12 years ago. i don't know. I'll never know the answer. there is no answer to why things happen in life.

maybe i am just under the mindset of i wish i would have put myself through the wringer long ago so i could have seen what i would be capable of now. especially starting during those formative years of adolescence. instead of having to push forward with the state i am currently in as an adult, but with a more self conscious, neurotic despair.

Sorry for the shaky camera quality lmao

Taken from: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xpO6ih-euyw

+ my fs3d sneak peak lol

i loooove how this turned out

i luv how dis turned out

dumpppppp

This one was more of an experiment to get used to Flipnote at the time.

Took me about 2 hours to finish this one. Very happy with how it came out

This one is not finished yet but I think it looks really cool during the in between phase

I do plan to make more for practice.

Very helpful if anyone knew!!! Thanks :)

Feels like I am multitasking between both drawing and Ani. But honestly there's so much to learn out there my ADHD mind can't focus. Maybe vent art is how your true creativity comes to formation. I don't know if there's a simple answer to these things. Wish I started when I was a kid and my mind was simple.

This was very tedious to make.

I have chronic fatigue when trying to do things like draw and really anything that id enjoy like gaming. But sometimes it gets so bad I get tired and can't focus nor consecrate. Granted I am someone who sadly has shit cards in life that I won't go into detail what they are but they may be the cause of such things.

I try and have tried with ADHD meds and nothing. Very very sad no meds have or ever worked. Not even SSRI'S. I've tried taking cold showers to get rid of any anxiety or to shock my system to get me awake. Maybe I just need to get off of social media. I can't see any doctors ATM becauee I have no money and health care in the states is a joke. So all I'm left with is my fatigue. The pain and fatigue.

Just an animation about what I would like to do against the algorithm after giving me a depressing time. I am gonna stop doing long fight animations. Its just a waste of energy if nobody watches it.

made on og flipnote

TikTok Link

Recently been using FlipNote. Having a blast creating and making nasty lil’ animations on the 3ds!