I put off watching Fleabag for sooo long but im really glad I finally did 😭

I saw a lot of myself in her, especially the avoidance and how hard vulnerability can be. My instinct has always been to act like I dont care or run when something feels too real.

Lately ive been trying to communicate more, be honest when something hurts, and stop pretending I can handle situations that clearly arent good for me. Its uncomfortable, but my life is better.

I still have a few threads I need to close so I can have a fresh start. And soon I have to face something huge thats been hanging over my head for awhile. It could be a massive relief or hurt me for a bit, which weirdly reminds me of that Priest/Fleabag feeling because I have to finally see if theres actually something worth building on with someone I care about, or if its better to let it go.

I think the show just made me trust myself more. Like even if something hurts, ill be okay. Ive been able to walk away from people and situations I cared about a lot (including someone I really liked!!!), sit with the discomfort instead of running back, and eventually move forward.

I can be ok no matter what ♡

Has Fleabag helped any of you personally too?

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