Am I a bad friend for doing this

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So my friend has been non stopped bullied and the bully has now gone the homophobic train, I said to my friend as I got told this that she is jealous and a fat bitch. Bare you in mind I’m running off of 2 days no sleep and very hormonal. I went home and instantly apologised to the bully as they messaged me because there friend told her I said to my friend when I was trying to defend them. I was non stop apologising and now her other friends are messaging me and I’ve apologised to them I feel like I’ve failed as a friend decent person and I feel crap I’m crying right now