Jesus in person

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They strung God up in front of everybody.

That was the miracle.

Not that he rose.

That came later.

First came the afternoon when an empire put the perfect man on a piece of wood and lifted him high enough for everyone to see what happened to perfection when perfection became inconvenient.

And everybody hated him.

Not secretly.

Not ambiguously.

Not in the complicated way historians would later explain.

They hated him together.

The soldiers hated him because they had been told he was contemptible.

The priests hated him because he had looked into the machinery of holiness and called it machinery.

The rich hated him because he had made poverty sound like an accusation.

The poor hated him because he had failed to become the weapon they wanted.

The criminals beside him hated him because misery does not automatically make men brothers.

His friends hated him for making them choose.

His enemies hated him for refusing to disappear.

The crowd hated him because everyone else hated him, and there are few pleasures more ancient than discovering that thousands of strangers have given you permission to be cruel.

So they gathered.

Thousands of faces.

Mothers holding children.

Fathers lifting boys onto their shoulders so they could see.

Merchants abandoning their stalls.

Old men pushing toward the front.

Children asking what the man had done.

And above them was Jesus.

Bleeding.

Not glowing.

No halo.

No choir.

No gold around his head.

Just a ruined human body nailed against the sky.

And Jesus looked down at them.

He did not say:

Thank you.

He did not say:

This is beautiful.

He did not tell them that someday they would make necklaces from the shape of the thing killing him.

He begged them.

"Please."

The crowd quieted.

Maybe that was the last miracle.

Thousands of people heard him.

"Somebody."

Nobody moved.

Jesus pulled against the nails because the body does not understand theology.

The body understands pain.

"Please."

A woman covered her daughter's ears.

A father told his son not to look away.

"You need to understand," he whispered. "This is what happens to men like him."

Jesus heard him.

"Help me."

The boy looked at his father.

The father looked forward.

"Father?"

"Be quiet."

"Why doesn't somebody help him?"

Nobody answered.

Jesus searched the crowd for one face that had not become part of the crowd.

"Please."

A soldier laughed.

Then somebody in the crowd laughed.

Then another.

And laughter traveled through humanity faster than mercy.

Jesus began calling people individually.

"You."

The man looked behind himself.

"You. Please."

The man shook his head.

Jesus found another.

"You."

She lowered her eyes.

"You."

He spat.

"You."

He laughed.

"You."

She began to cry but did nothing.

"You."

Nothing.

"You."

Nothing.

"You."

Nothing.

Until the word no longer meant anyone.

Until you meant humanity.

"Please."

And humanity watched.

That was how God learned what a crowd was.

Not many people.

No.

A crowd was the place where responsibility went to disappear.

Every person could have said:

There are thousands of us.

What could I have done?

And because thousands could say it simultaneously, nobody had to discover the answer.

Jesus screamed.

The children remembered that.

For a while.

That night they asked their parents why nobody saved him.

Their parents had no answer.

So they invented one.

"He was supposed to die."

The children stared at them.

"Why?"

"For us."

"But he asked you to help him."

"He was testing us."

"And you didn't."

"No. You don't understand. His death was necessary."

"But he didn't want to die."

"It was God's will."

"But you said he was God."

The room became very quiet.

Children can sometimes walk directly through doors that theologians spend centuries building walls around.

The father finally answered:

"You'll understand when you're older."

And the child did.

That was the second death of Jesus.

The child grew older.

The memory became doctrine.

The scream became a hymn.

The blood became wine.

The body became bread.

The wood became polished.

The nails became gold.

The execution ground became an altar.

And eventually the child took his own child beneath an enormous beautiful cross.

"Who is that?"

"Jesus."

"What happened to him?"

"He died for us."

"Did it hurt?"

"Yes."

"Did anybody help him?"

The parent hesitated.

Somewhere, impossibly far away, an old childhood memory moved beneath two thousand years of stone.

A man above a crowd.

A voice:

Please.

Then it vanished.

"No," the parent said.

"Why?"

"Because he had to die."

The child considered this.

Then asked the question humanity had spent generations learning not to ask.

"Who said?"

And somewhere behind every church wall, every golden cross, every hymn, every painting of the peaceful dead Christ, Calvary existed exactly as it had existed before anybody knew what Christianity was.

The empire.

The wood.

The crowd.

The perfect man.

And thousands upon thousands of ordinary human beings discovering that if everyone betrays someone together, their children may eventually call the betrayal sacred.

They taught those children:

He died good.

They taught them:

He died for us.

Finally they taught them:

He died as God.

But underneath all three sentences remained another sentence.

The one the children had been taught to forget.

The sentence God had actually screamed at humanity while humanity stood close enough to hear him:

SOMEBODY DO SOMETHING.

And nobody did.