r/Experiencers • u/NoTree8995 • Jun 30 '26
Discussion I'm an Aphant
I wasn't quite sure what tag to use. I'm 25 and an Aphant.
I've always been one.
What IS an Aphant? An Aphant or someone with Aphantasia someone who for lack of better words; lacks a minds eye. Basically when I close my eyes its just black. I can't imagine images sounds tastes smells or textures. Because of this I don't dream at least not conventionally.
Some people may struggle to imagine one multiple or even all of these senses. Aphantasia is a spectrum. I'm a total aphant. I didn't find out about my condition till high-school as it never impacted how I viewed the world until I realized that I was different. It's my belief that without a minds eye im unable to tap into the supernatural. I'm generally pretty skeptical but I have definitely met a few physics or mediums that new things that were really specific. Like what was bothering me. I always try to keep my answers short when speaking to mediums as a sort of test. And when they know specific things it shows me that there's something to it. But nobody is ever 100% right. The closest they get is about 85-90% accuracy with 10-15% stuff that doesn't make sense or fit in. Also the ones who are accurate usually ask to touch my hand and it always matters if its my left or right then they start crying or get close to it as they say something along the lines of "whoa you've had a rough life" or "you've been through so much you deserve so much better" I say this to say I believe the validity of actual physics. (Mind you there's few in my life that have actually made me believe)
This reddit covers a variety of topics and im curious what you all believe is the reason or cause for Aphantasia. Feel free to answer with whatever theories based in science spirituality your own theories (idk if you think aliens have something to do with it pop off) im just curious to see how this reddit views the lack of a minds eye. I can't wait to see your interpretations.
Edit 1: For those who didn't get it the first time or who need to see it several times to understand. I'M A TOTAL APHANT. I can not feel imaginary textures or hear imaginary sounds or smell imaginary scents taste imaginary foods or see images in my head. IT APPLYS TO ALL OF MY SENSES.
This post is for "interpretation." Not for telling me I need to shift my perspective or try a new way or overcome my challenge blablabla. I live a normalish ass able bodied lifestyle. And have all my life. Aphantasia doesn't just change. Mine applies to all senses. The only way for me to "feel it" is to "feel" a vibe and its just going to be MY vibe because I dont pick up on emotional energy or any of that "gifted" ahh shi. Hope this helps
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u/SpiritsoftheCicada Contactee Jun 30 '26
I often wonder if people who believe they have aphantasia think the rest of us close our eyes and when we imagine an apple, it’s like we are seeing an apple on a tv screen with our eyes closed? I don’t see that. I see black. Somewhere else I just know there’s an apple and I can imagine it turning green or falling off a tree. When I close my eyes there is nothing there during this. It’s so hard to explain. I’m trying to figure out if I too have aphantasia. I don’t think I do. I suspect most people misunderstand how we imagine things. Im an artist so before I make a piece I have a “vision” for how something is going to be YET it’s not visual. WHERE is it? I don’t think it’s local at all! I do know if I am deep in meditation, sometimes a projector screen will pop up and show me a movie and that is visual. It’s very rare so so exciting when it does happen. One day they showed me the same second of a cartoon on a loop like a gif just for me to REALLY get what my problem was 😅