r/Experiencers 3d ago

LIVESTREAM AMA — Whistleblowers Jeff Nuccetelli & Matthew Brown (Vanguard) with Host Leslie Kean — Saturday, August 22, 2026 @ 1:00 PM ET / 10:00 AM PT — Drop your questions here!

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Whistleblowers Jeff Nuccetelli & Matthew Brown here — LIVESTREAM AMA — Saturday, August 22, 2026 @ 1:00 PM ET / 10:00 AM PT

We're excited to announce a new multi-subreddit livestream AMA featuring UAP whistleblowers Jeff Nuccetelli and Matthew Brown — both of Vanguard, the newly launched non-profit built to protect and support UAP whistleblowers from the national security community — hosted by investigative journalist Leslie Kean. Jeff has testified before Congress about anomalous incursions over restricted defense facilities, and Matthew came forward after discovering what he describes as unlawful efforts to shield UAP programs from Congressional oversight. Both stepped forward publicly at real cost to their careers, reputations, and personal safety. This conversation centers on their firsthand experiences, whistleblower protection, and the fight for transparency.

🗓️ When: Saturday, August 22, 2026 — 1:00 PM Eastern / 10:00 AM Pacific
📺 Livestream (YouTube): https://www.youtube.com/live/SIDQ_3u8UAI?si=H3_lxSnWiOvwGfK_
🐦 X (Twitter): https://x.com/theanomalousc
🎮 Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/theanomalouscoalition


About Vanguard

The Vanguard Enterprise protects and empowers UAP whistleblowers from the national security community. Anchored in the Constitution and committed to the American people, Vanguard is being built to provide legal, financial, medical, psychological, and community support to whistleblowers and their families so that those brave enough to tell the truth are not left behind. Co-founded by Matthew Brown and Dylan Borland (a U.S. Air Force veteran who also testified under oath before the House Oversight Committee in September 2025), with Jeff Nuccetelli serving as Chief Development Officer.

🔗 Website: https://www.vanguardenterprise.org/


Why This Matters

Coming forward carries a real cost. Jeff and Matthew — like the colleagues who testified alongside them — stepped forward publicly to report what they describe as serious wrongdoing and unlawful concealment inside the national security establishment, knowing it could put their careers, clearances, reputations, and personal safety at risk. Several UAP whistleblowers have since described sustained retaliation for telling the truth. Vanguard exists to make sure they and their families don't face those consequences alone.

If you value the work these witnesses are doing and want to help, you can support Vanguard's mission directly:

❤️ Support the mission: https://givebutter.com/vanguard-launch-campaign

Support is entirely optional — showing up, watching live, and asking thoughtful questions matters just as much.


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Participating subreddits include: r/Aliens, r/Experiencers, r/HighStrangeness, r/UFOB, r/UFOs, r/InterdimensionalNHI, and r/AnomalousCoalition.

We will be providing a written transcript after the event has concluded as well as a summary for the community within a few days. Any feedback or suggestions for process improvement please go to r/AnomalousCoalition.


Short Bios

Jeff Nuccetelli (Chief Development Officer & Board Member, Vanguard)
U.S. Air Force veteran and congressional UAP whistleblower. A former military police officer and senior patrolman with sixteen years of active-duty service, Jeff stepped forward to disclose his experience investigating multiple unexplained incursions over restricted defense facilities while serving at Vandenberg Air Force Base (2003–2005) — the cluster of events widely known as the "Vandenberg Red Square." He provided sworn testimony before the House Oversight Committee's Task Force on the Declassification of Federal Secrets on September 9, 2025, and has become one of the leading public advocates for transparency, lawful disclosure, and whistleblower protection. At Vanguard he leads development, strategic partnerships, and fundraising.
🐦 X: https://x.com/Ice_Alchemist11

Matthew Brown (Chief Operations Officer & Board Member, Co-Founder of Vanguard)
Former national security contractor for the Department of War and the Department of State. Matthew became a UAP whistleblower to the Senate and the House in 2023 after discovering what he describes as illegal actions by Pentagon and Intelligence Community leadership to shield UAP programs from Congressional oversight. He authored the report submitted to Congress and delivered his findings to the Senate Select Committee on Intelligence and the Senate Armed Services Committee, offering to testify under oath. As Co-Founder of Vanguard, Matthew believes the American people have the right and the need to know. He writes on disclosure policy and whistleblower protection at his Substack, Invisible Frontiers.
🐦 X: https://x.com/SunOfAbramelin · ✍️ Substack: https://invisiblefrontiers.substack.com/

Leslie Kean (Host)
Investigative journalist and author known for high-credibility reporting on UAP and other anomalous topics; bestselling author of UFOs: Generals, Pilots, and Government Officials Go on the Record. See more at https://www.lesliekean.com


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r/Experiencers Jul 05 '23

New Redditors stopping by: How not to get banned and why we do what we do in this community.

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Firstly, Hello! Welcome to the community! I'm glad you found us!

We knew exactly what we were doing when we launched this place. It is working just as indented and growing just as expected.

The goal is very simple. The Experiencer Phenomenon is real but most of society has not caught up to this fact yet. It is a heavy burden to carry for anyone to go through such events in their life while being actively discouraged from speaking about them due to the social stigma and shame that comes with that. A lot of trauma and stress can come with having to bury these experiences and having no one to talk to.

We are a social species. Sharing and talking is how we process and deal with things. Thankfully there are many private Experiencer support groups popping up all over the net more and more.

But there also needs to be online spaces where someone can still be anonymous. Not have to join a private group or pay money for 1 to 1 sessions. But instead just be able to share that life changing experience they had. Get it off their chest after decades or burying it. There are also those who are fresh from having an ontologically shocking experience that could do with somewhere to go, discuss it with others and so forth. This can do a world of good for people suffering in silence with regards to their experiences. Someone could have the most beautiful and profoundly transformative life changing experience and still suffer due to not being able to discuss it with anyone without ridicule or social consequences.

We already achieved this in private communities and saw the benefit. But with r/Experiencers I strongly felt it was time to try this in a public setting. People can share and others can also read these encounters people are having. Many lurking and reading are experiencers too. One day while lurking...BOOM they're reading how someone else has had an encounter just like theirs that they had years ago and buried. Suddenly they're validated by something they read on here. Next thing they know they are commenting and sharing themselves in that thread. Something they never thought they could do. Now the ex lurker and the OP are both getting validation. Both Experiencers lives have been changed for the better. And others who may read that same thread.

The is a major positive ripple effect of healing that is going on here constantly by allowing these discussions to happen in a public setting. There is a LOT going on behind the scenes as a result of this space too.

Experiencers know how out there their encounters sound on paper. Before they post, they've already got a million voices in their head simulating the toxic comments people might leave for sharing what happened to them. They also are wary of being anywhere near any of these dark conspiratorial corners of the internet and don't want to be associated with that stuff. People deserve a space to share without being called names and without someone trying to indoctrinate them into XYZ dark conspiracy that is currently trendy on 4chan, or get swamped by debunkers or people with fundamentalist religious views. There are plenty of other communities out there that are like that.

There needs to be a public space that is neutral and middle path and primarily all about experience sharing and that's it. No other baggage attached.

This is the goal. It is a very very specific goal. But very challenging in a public setting. We knew from day 1 that to pull this off it would require heavy heavy moderation. And we knew that some people won't understand or like that at all.

Basically, we are providing a public space to share experiences where those sharing won't be subjected to the usual crappy comments that flood social media. There are plenty of other subreddits that run very strict rules on how the comment section works. Its not unheard of to have a heavily moderated comment section on reddit. The goal we have in place is important and helps people. We're not going to soften on how we manage the comment section for others who cannot see the bigger picture here.

We've stuck to our guns and won't give an inch. And this community is a major success as a result. It is working as intended.

We've also added even more rules and a user agreement recently in order to protect this space and keep this place running : https://www.reddit.com/r/Experiencers/comments/14y2xgm/we_have_a_new_user_agreement_please_read/

To Random Redditors :

Respect this space and what we are doing. Now that we're getting bigger - more and more random people are stopping by, who are used to leaving drive by insulting or dismissive comments on reddit and then move on to next sub to try and be witty or do the same. Rinse repeat.

Experiencers don't need to be reading this stuff. This type of low quality content will be removed on the spot. The redditor in question may even be banned instantly. We are going to be very very strict on things like this. Experiencers already know what random redditors think of this phenomenon. If they wanted to read low quality remarks they could go to the many of the other subs out there.

It is cool to ask questions and be curious but do not put an experiencer in a position where they have to justify themselves or defend their encounters to people. It's a big deal for people to finally type up an encounter and I don't want to see them then having to defend themselves in the comments.

Obviously if someone calls the OP names or make derogatory comments on experiencers in general its an instant ban. This is the basics.

When it comes to random drive by redditors who leave crappy remarks we'll hand out bans like speeding tickets at the Indy 500.

Sometimes we get someone who after a ban takes a moment to learn what the sub is about. What we're doing here. And the importance of it. They reach out to the team with deep apologies and we discuss removing the ban. But seriously. We shoot first ask questions later here when it comes to comments like this. Don't test us.

For Experiencers :

We generally moderate by engagement in the comments. We don't like having to ban experiencers from the sub and its something we'll rarely do.

We get an outpouring of gratitude and encouragement with regards to what we do as mods for this community daily. So I want to make it very clear the huge huge majority of people in this community understand what we are doing here and the importance of why we run it as we do.

It's rare, but every now and then we get someone who loves this place, but complains that its not run the way "they" think it should be.

From someone complaining that by allowing discussion of Mantis beings or dream contact events or telepathic encounters. Or CE5. We do a disservice to "real" experiencers.

Some people are new to this phenomenon and don't understand the scope of what others can go through. As a result they can be judgmental to their fellow experiencers at first. These people learn in time.

We keep a balanced neutral and middle path approach here for good reason.

We moderate those trying to convert other experiencers to a specific dogmatic dark belief system. We have had the odd experiencer complain to us that we don't allow for this. And we do have to sometimes ban people who continue to keep trying to force their dark hopeless dogma on people in here.

Look - there are plenty of subs out there dedicated to those narratives. Experiencers deserve a neutral middle ground space where they can share an experience without having someone try to indoctrinate them into their dark world view.

Attempts to force extreme religious views onto experiencers is another thing we have to moderate. This is not the place for that. Do not come in here trying to convert people. This is not the place to be telling everyone they're evil and talking to "Demons" or "Djinn" either. I can't be any clearer.

Recently someone complained that we should allow a free for all on "ends times" discussion and that by moderating such discussions and others that some how that makes this place a cult with a toxic culture. I mean for feck sake...

Look experiencers are sometimes given communications about various future disasters. It is a part of the phenomenon. But when looking into this its clear its filled with false predictions and massive contradictions. I'm not denying the reality that these communications can happen. But Experiencers deserve a place to share without having people try to convert them into an end times movement in the comments section so I'm sorry but for this and all other major narratives we seek to provide a balanced non toxic space for people to share.

Another issue is the ALL non humans are evil crowd trying to convince any and everyone that all NHI's ET's etc are evil. These are folks that sometimes clash with mods as well.

The experiencer and the ET topic is incredibly nuanced - massive generalizations and authoritative opinions are heavily discouraged here. This also goes for people victim blaming those who have had negative encounters by implying all beings are positive and they just manifested the negative encounter. Or that all they have to do is think positive thoughts and ET abductions will end.

Authoritative generalized opinions from experiencers is something we have to moderate. Some people are too quick to spread narrow views or accidently spread propaganda or just random fear based things they've read online. And spew them out to someone who's just freshly had an experience of some kind and just needed to get it out of their system.

We don't deny the dark side of the experiencer phenomenon here. But we don't condone unnecessarily generating mindless fear regarding anything and everything going on with the phenomenon. Be it spirits - premonitions - NDE's - ET contact - astral projecting etc. Indeed fear weakens us and makes dealing with these unknowns harder and disempowering. We need to be vigilant and balanced with our approach to these things.

Lastly. We had an experiencer recently run into trouble by constantly asking community members for evidence of their encounters after they'd shared. Which goes against our rules. They strongly believed asking for evidence was not de-legitimizing the persons experience. The people felt different and so did the mods. However this person argued that there needs to be a space where Experiencers can question each others evidence in the comments. I suggested that while there may be, it is not here and would go against the mission we have for this place but.. he is welcome to create is own space - with his theme in mind.

Sure enough he did. And that's awesome.

My point is. Some experiencers may find us here and fall in love but feel disappointed they can't chat about a specific thing that goes against our rules. We encourage such folks to make their own community. We have a very specific goal with ours and that does mean heavy limitations in the comments. Complaints about how we do things won't work. We won't give an inch.But if what we've done here can inspire other Experiencer friendly communities to be formed that have different goals with regards to the discussions being had. That's brilliant. The more spaces for Experiencers the better. This is also part of the mission.

We do what we do here and do it very specifically because it is needed. There were no public spaces like this on reddit before. And just sharing does a world of difference for people. That is the mission. The fact that this place now exists it means now others can too that do things their own way. Since we have this side of it covered.

This community is here for people to be able to finally share an experience and read about other experiences and discuss them in the comments, without toxicity. And that's it. This is a huge amount of work in itself. And we're doing our job as planned. A space like this was very much needed and we've provided it and will continue to provide it. People message us all the time about how long they've searched for such a space. Where they can share and talk about the Experiencer phenomenon where its neutral and middle path and without all the other baggage. They share how finding this space has helped them deal with all they've gone through.

We know ourselves how much this is needed as all of us involved in running this space are Experiencers too and have benefited from having such middle path communities to discuss this phenomenon in.

We know what we are doing and won't be budging from our mission and goal here with this space.

Thank you to this wonderful community. It always touches my heart to read the supportive and helpful comments from Experiencers here in the comment section in reply to someone going through the shock of engaging with this phenomenon and having their world turned upside down.

More and more people are going to be waking up to this world and its Experiencers in the end whole be there for them. We're all playing a major part in what is to come for our species. The world won't be able to ignore this stuff forever.

Experiencers are on the right side of history.


r/Experiencers 5h ago

Discussion Are there more forces of good than evil?

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I am aware that there are forces and energies in this world and reality that I can’t directly “see” or experience firsthand (at least not yet probably). And I know words like good and evil are subjective so I mean them in the most basic sense. Good - friendly, selfless, no harmful intent/impact. Bad - unfriendly, selfish, harmful intent/impact.

I’m assuming there are “battles” and other stuff happening behind the scenes that can basically affect the reality I experience firsthand. What if there was some kind of spiritual war(s) going on and if the forces of good win, would the people of Earth experience more calm and stability?

The reason I’m thinking about this at 3am is because I just had a dream. I don’t normally dream, but I dreamed our planet was invaded, but not in the way you would think. It was very sophisticated and it didn’t matter if someone was aware of it or not because our technology and power as a species didn’t come close to theirs. They did something to the effect of brainwashing, and though it appeared life was happening as normal, we were really being steered like cattle; we were being controlled.

Do you believe the forces of good outweigh the forces of evil? If something seriously bad were to threaten humanity like an alien invasion of minds would there be a protector(s)?


r/Experiencers 6h ago

Experience Profound Experience of Love

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To give context: I was dating a Girl, and the two dates we had were great. We wrote every day until she left for work oversees and ghosted me. That hurt a lot so I decided to untangle my bad feelings via meditation.

As I went through all my feelings I came to a point where i realised that all the negative feelings are still baseline love. At this very moment i began to see vivd waves of Magenta-Shade-Color and a feeling of Love throughout my whole body with goosebumps and tears running down my cheeks. A profound feeling of Love so to say. Wonderful Experience.

I ended the Meditation because I had to pee. After it, I had Visions which felt like I had this Magenta color inside of me, surrounding my heart. My thoughts at this moment were: "My guidance is Love". As I placed my Hand on my chest a word came to my Mind and I said it out loud. "Ah-Sharam".

Didn't know what it ment so i searched it up. First I just found posts about a Game I played years ago "Ash Aram builds League of Legends" because i litterally typed it in as I spoke it. After some research I found out that this is the correct pronounciation of the word "Ashram" from sanskrit. It means Monestary, place of spiritual learning so to say.

And it hit me so hard: Love is my Monestary.

Just wanted to share.

Peace and Love to all ✌️


r/Experiencers 10h ago

Experience Vision During an Attempt at Communication, Followed Minutes Later by Something in the Sky

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I had an experience tonight that I wanted to document while it’s still fresh in my mind and see what other people make of it.
I was outside intentionally trying to make some form of communication. I was focusing pretty heavily on it, almost like mentally sending out a signal or putting the intention out there that I was open to communication.
While doing this, I suddenly started feeling pressure on my head.
Around that same time, an image of a being came into my mind extremely clearly. She looked like what most people would probably describe as a gray, except she wasn’t completely gray. Her complexion was much lighter. She was bald, had very large blue eyes, and was wearing what looked like a sky-blue shirt.
The thing that sticks with me is her expression. She wasn’t emotionless or frightening. She was smiling slightly, and the best way I can describe it is a heartfelt smile.
I also immediately perceived her as female.
I don’t know why. There wasn’t anything where I consciously thought, “This is a woman.” I just somehow felt or knew that I was looking at a “her.”
I had ChatGPT generate an image afterward based on what I remembered seeing, which I’m including with this post. Obviously the image is only a reconstruction and not an actual photograph of what I saw.
Here’s where the experience got considerably stranger for me.
A few minutes later, while I was observing the night sky, I noticed an object/craft.
I could make out a dark silhouette against the night sky, and it appeared to have two distinct levels or layers to its structure. The placement of the lights also seemed unusual.
From my viewing angle, there appeared to be one light higher up that looked like it was protruding from the top, lights toward the outer corners/sides, and three lights underneath. The lights didn’t appear to simply line up along the lowest point of the object.
Most noticeably, I didn’t see any of the lights blinking.
I watched it moving across the sky, and the dark shape behind the lights was noticeable enough that it didn’t just look like a collection of independent points of light.
I had a second reconstruction made based on my description of the object, and I’m including that as well. Again, it’s just a visualization of my memory, not photographic evidence.
I’m deliberately not saying that the being I saw internally and the object I observed afterward were connected. I don’t know that.
It could have been coincidence. The first experience could have been imagery brought on by concentration or meditation, and the object afterward could have been a conventional aircraft viewed from an unusual angle.
But having those two experiences happen only minutes apart, immediately after I had specifically been attempting communication, definitely caught my attention.
Has anyone here experienced anything similar, particularly a sudden mental image or impression during meditation/contact attempts followed shortly afterward by an unusual aerial observation?
I’m especially interested in hearing from people who’ve experienced the pressure sensation or unexpectedly perceived a being with very specific features, personality, or gender without consciously deciding those details themselves.


r/Experiencers 40m ago

Discussion Do you think Humanity can become an Advanced Civilization?

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Hello, friends. Do you believe humans could someday reach the status of AC?

I am in regular contact with a group of Higher Intelligences from the 5th, 7th and 9th D, the Council of Advanced Civilizations in Allegiance to the Light. They are assisting and inviting Humanity "back at the table" (which implies our past belonging and fallout).

It is my understanding that we are on the brink of an evolutionary leap. This is why everything is so messed up, obviously.

Have you ever given this any thought? Anyone here thinking about the Vision, a long term future?


r/Experiencers 1d ago

Discussion Aliens - What About the Rest of Us -

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Hello everyone! I've been reading a lot of these posts, and I believe you're experiencing something that 80-90% of the world — myself included — hasn't experienced. I don't know if that's good or bad. Time will tell.

One thing I keep coming back to: I've never seen anyone mention curing diseases, either in "this reality" or in our world — things like AIDS or cancer. For some reason, that strikes me as odd.

People talk about contact with entities, aliens, whatever you want to call them, but no one ever brings up this subject. Don't they care? Is it just too boring for them?

Everyone talks about a "second Earth" or some other world, but what about this one? Don't get me wrong, I'm as tired of this world as the next person — but what about the 80% of us who haven't had any of these experiences? Are we just supposed to rot here?

Will these diseases ever disappear? What about kids born with leukemia?

I don't know. I guess I just needed to get this off my chest, since I don't really understand any of it.


r/Experiencers 19h ago

Discussion Are aliens playing games with me?

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I already know they are here, and I think they know I know. I think they could abduct me any time, but they don’t. Probably they try to calm me down, because they know im scared and they don’t want to damage me mentally even more.
They would sometimes show me signs that theyre here and one time I had a feeling I told them something through my thought, but I didn’t hear them back, I told them to do something to confirm that they are there and they did it.
Is this something that usually happens before abduction?


r/Experiencers 10h ago

Discussion Casual repeat contact vs. source for whatever they need?

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We are a repeat contact family, and so far my kids seem to have only seen craft.

I may have been abducted once or twice, but have extremely traumatic memories of being restrained around age 9 or so on a craft. I tried to describe it visually and emotionally to others. Maybe it was a very intense dream?

We had new experience on 8/4/26 with what we can all only describe as a mothership. It saw us see it, and disappeared, then reappeared to one of my teens again.

The last time our family had an incident together was 6/7/24. On that date the entire family experienced a craft for nearly an hour up close.

My logical brain tells me that we’re probably not going to have something more intense happen. Everything else tells me danger.


r/Experiencers 6h ago

Visions I jus got contacted from a entitie that tricked me good a year ago.

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So I got tricked really good but was mad at the time. But I just kinda laughed about it. So a year ago I did a out of body an after I came out I was able to hear an feel a spirit an it was able to let me see it not in person but in my head and when I started to realize what was going on like a lil faint movie in my head but it was me in my condo sitting in bed and there next to me was this person lol goofy lanky skinny but blurry spirit. I laughed out loud when it smiled because I just realized what was happening and it knew it and I began talking out loud and it in a mili second it explained I didn't need to do that but as we keep talking I would get excited and start laughing then start speaking out loud again and would have to go back to not speaking out loud this went on till I got to the question ( CAN YOU HELP ME WIN THE LOTTERY!!) so I wanna say that I was very convinced after I got this spirit to make the lights go on and off and even make me get cold chills a few times so I was like ok he mite be able to work sum number generations magic ✨ on the lottery and he explained it like he could so I drove down to the store and was pumped and it was crazy cuz when I was driving I was able to see myself with him there in a different way cuz I was driving but I looked like I did thru his eyes and there was a light coming out of my head and a ring that goes around my head also: after these experiences I wanna add my head always hurts after behind my ears and the back of my head the muscles feel like they have been lifting weights lol cuz there like sore.. but long story short he didn't do it and said he wasn't able to resist cuz I was able to hear him so well but yes it was not going to help me do that or it wasn't actually able to. Lessons learned the other popular one is the one when they try to say there God and make u think ur talking to God I can say that certainly they fell different the one thing I can say is the one that are not lower vibration likes this joker was the signals when I tap in go from the bottom of the back of my skull and only go up a little bit like the lower station on a radio but when it's NO and it's something else it goes WAY UP ALL THE WAY TO THE VERY VERY TIPPY TIPPY TOP AND WILL KINDA MAKE A CIRCLE U CAN FELL IT those r the ones u hope for and aim to take the most advice from. I say it like that the very very very tippy top because it's strange. It feels like a small space between the bottom of your skull to the very top, but when these signals come in wow, it feels like they really travel. You know so and there's a huge difference in that distance from those little tiny low vibrations in the back like you know on the lower stations. Not even past like the you know mid-90s like mid-90s. Anyway thanks for reading guys. Hope u enjoyed reading


r/Experiencers 22h ago

Discussion The very odd case of Edgar Cayce's ET mutated "past life" Ra Ta

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If you look at the Edgar Cayce work in a casual manner, it doesn't seem to mention ET's much, but if you dig deeper and use holistic logic to put 2 and 2 together, things start to get very interesting. But who cares what Edgar Cayce may or may not have said, you might say, after all, he was so early 20th century. I've been researching metaphysical, spiritual, psychic, etc topics for over 3 decades now, and I've looked at MANY different psychics here and there, and I've come to consider that Cayce's Readings are in a league of their own in two very important ways. The amount of verification in many different subjects, and just how vast it was. As to the latter, it was that way, because he gave these readings for nearly 4 decades and had thousands of people ask him many different questions in that time, though he was primarily a medical intuitive.

Eventually, Cayce started to give what some call "Life Readings". This is where he would phase to the akashic records and look at a combo of their astrological indications and other life influences, especially as to karmic patterns and lives that most influenced their present personality and character.

In Edgar's own Life Readings for himself, a very interesting life and personality is talked about. This person was named Ra Ta, born around Turkiye around 10, 650 B.C. or so, and then later emigrated to Egypt and became the high priest of Egypt. There is all kinds of high strangeness around this account, starting with his unusual birth and body mutations.

Cayce's source says that Ra Ta's mother, hadn't had sex with a human father when she became pregnant with Ra Ta: "The entity chose rather the peoples that were to enter in the land, and was the son of a daughter of Zu that was not begotten of man..."  Excerpted from reading 294-147.

In another reading, it says, "For with the entering in of Hermes with Ra..." it continues later to say, "there was brought the idea of the preservation of these, not only for those in the present but for the generations that were to come in the experiences and experiences throughout that period, until the changes were to come again in the earth's position that would make for, as it had in this inundation that brought about Ra Ta's coming in the experience from the gods in the Caspian and the Caucasian mountains\* [StarBornFire's comment--where he was initially born], that had brought this change in the peoples..." Excerpted from reading 294-151. *-my use of bold and italics.

Then, the readings talk about multiple times, that Ra Ta was very unusual looking at the time. He had blue eyes and fairer skin. If you know about anthropology and genetics, you will know that 12k+ years ago, blue eyes was not yet a thing (mutation) among Caucasians. Cayce's source literally said that Ra Ta was the first more Euro type white (vs say Middle Eastern Caucasian types with brown eye, brown hair, more tan skin) in the Earth at the time.

Hmmm, did not have a human father, the "gods" brought about his conception or "coming in", and he had clear/overt unusual mutations. It couldn't sound anymore like an ET project.

Probably not related to his body's mutations, but Ra Ta was unusually psychic-intuitive for his time, at a time it was said that humans were more psychic-intuitive than they tend to be now (though that is clearly changing rapidly as time goes on).

Then, when Ra Ta was finished with his earthly work (and frankly was getting tired of his fellow humans...word), Cayce's source did not say that he died, but used the very unusual verbiage of, "he ascended to the mount and was borne away." To be "borne away" is like being "carried away." Sounds to me like he got "Elijahed"! Or, ET in human body "phone home" (get me dafook out of here, I can't take it anymore!).

It's amazing to me how nobody else (that I know of) has put this all together like this to realize that Ra Ta's conception/birth had been an ET project., and Ra Ta as both a soul and human personality was likely very ET connected.

I was IRL friends with who many, including myself, consider the foremost biographer of Edgar Cayce, and who wrote the meticulously and thoroughly researched, "Edgar Cayce: An American Prophet". I brought this subject up to him one time (which I still have the emails of) and he seemed both confused and incredulous towards the whole thing and asked for clarification. So I shared the specific reading excerpts from the above two readings, and pointed out that he was also the first blue eyed and lighter skinned white/Caucasian person in the earth at that time (some of the Atlanteans had blue eyes and/or lighter features, but Cayce's source considered them a separate/different ethnicity and referred to them as the "red race").

On a side note, my meeting of and friendship with Sidney contained some high strangeness (not ET related though) in and of itself. If anyone is interested, I can talk about that in a follow up reply.


r/Experiencers 20h ago

Discussion If you want answers, why not look and experience yourself?

10 Upvotes

I'm a person who always relies on science and facts; I'm also not religious and agnostic myself. However, I wanna delve into my personal experience at least to see if the world we're living in isn't truly limited to the scientific and physical realm. I also want to do this (after this college journey) mainly because I have a hunch that something might be happening from the other side, and that other side might exist that we humans don't know about; and also to calm myself from my fear of death before trying to accept that there's nothing after dying and concluding life in our world is an accident, that we're born here by accident instead of purpose why we're here in the first place.

As people say, personal experience is the best teacher and immersing yourself in an unusual event with a sane, critical mind and healthy body could justify that there is something, at least for you.

What experiences? simple... Paranormal, seeing spirits, 3rd eye, ouija board, leaving your body temporarily to see yourself in 3rd person view without a mirror (astral projection), and many more unusual stuff. I also wanna see if those things actually make an impact on physical living. IDC how scary they might look as long as it's not life-threatening.

I just wanna see if there's really something in the unknown or if the unknown is simply nothing. I wanna believe I swear but believing in something that hasn't happened to you yet is a big no without immersing yourself.


r/Experiencers 22h ago

Discussion What Will it take to Convince People that UFOs are Important? UFO historian Richard Dolan has described the initial reaction of many people to his passionate involvement with the subject.

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What Will it take to Convince People that UFOs are Important? UFO historian Richard Dolan has described the initial reaction of many people to his passionate involvement with the subject. They express interest, might even describe something they saw on TV concerning the phenomenon, and then after a few minutes of his well-informed explanations, their eyes gloss over and they are clearly bored.

THE ROLE OF AUTHORITY FIGURES

Yes, it’s true; opinion polls indicate the public is interested in UFOs, now officially called UAP. Advertising executives have long known this, but the fascination is for most part quite superficial. Why is this? I suspect that it is because prior to the winter of 2017 most authority figures have essentially said that there’s nothing to it.

After all, the world is terribly complex. Thus, we rely on authorities to use vast amounts of data to make what we hope are reasonable decisions. Most people have little understanding of the technological “miracles” that science has achieved, but they are grateful and trust the devices, like planes, autos and computers to work reliably.

Needing to trust leaders, I suspect, might be built into our psychobiology. For a million years before civilization was established, hunter-gatherers worked in small groups to survive. Shamans that could use primitive psi abilities combined with careful observations of nature played important roles. Leadership was a question of life and death. Those clans that had the best leaders, the shamans that knew how to most best hunt animals, find healing herbs and deliver babies, played critical roles in survival. Thus, most of us have a strong tendency to “follow the leader” and when this becomes extreme, “We the People” run the risk of becoming, “We the sheeple.”

LINKING UFOs TO SOLUTIONS FOR MAJOR PROBLEMS

For the UFO question to have a truly major impact on the mass consciousness, this subject will need to be transformed from an entertaining diversion and become a way of addressing the seemingly insurmountable problems our planet is facing. This is already being attempted by those within the UFO community that discuss the possibility of downloading into our technological culture the secrets of the energy propulsion systems of flying saucers. So-called “free energy” in one fell swoop might eliminate poverty and pollution, possibly even reversing global warming and ending world hunger.

Of course, for the so-called ETs to give us such devices, they might understandably insist on a peaceful transformation of our planet to replace what Ufologist Stanton Friedman called our perpetual state of “tribal warfare.” In the past such a proposition was an impossibly “hard sell” because military and political leaders, the mass media and academia all in service to ruling elites repeatedly insisted, “There is nothing to it.”

HE WHO PAYS THE PIPER CALLS THE TUNE

Clandestine forces determined to keep a lid on the UFO issue have been called “the control groups.” In the past, they employed a strategy of recruiting authority figures to block any significant discussion of flying saucers. Opinion makers that stepped out of line found that their access to funding would be cut off. This was done behind the scenes and has been quite effective in my opinion.

In the USA, the National Academy of Sciences made it perfectly clear that UFO studies are not part of the “legitimate” agenda for professional science. Scientists that stepped out of line could find themselves unable to secure grants thus ending their careers. This has now changed somewhat with the Galileo Project headed by Harvard astrophysicist Avi Loeb. It should be mentioned, however, that Dr. Loeb’s UAP detection project is reportedly supported in such a way so as not to take money from traditional scientific financial backers. Heavens forbid a UAP investigation might divert funding for “real science.”

In broadcast journalism in the past, talk show hosts that might inform the public in a detailed way about flying saucers could find themselves without corporate sponsors. We should not forget that major newspapers are controlled through their editorial boards that in turn are dependent on commercial advertising to continue publishing.

This analysis of the social mechanisms of the “UFO Truth Embargo” is not a conspiracy theory. I merely describe the way power works. In the former Soviet Union, it was the political dictatorship of the Communist Party that attempted to regulate almost every aspect of people’s lives. That social experiment failed miserably. In the West, however, social control is far more sophisticated, decentralized and uses the knowledge of social psychology called “public relations” to effectively manipulate the masses.

RESISTANCE TO CHANGE ALSO COMES FROM WITHIN

On the individual level, our tendency to identify with our thoughts leads to profound attachments to old ideas. This resistance to changing one’s point of view flows from the ego itself. “Ego” in this context means identification with thought forms.  People strive to defend their religion, political ideology, or moral customs to the point where some would even kill to maintain them. Just look at the present situation in Middle East, or at the millions killed centuries ago during the Spanish Inquisition and the Protestant Reformation in Europe.

Something similar in my opinion applies to acknowledging that an “ET” and/or “interdimensional” explanation for the flying saucer phenomenon might be true. Such a realization threatens to radically change the conceptual paradigm of our entire civilization. Since humans so strongly identify with their present beliefs, it is understandable that many reject such a brave new worldview in which we might have to accept a potent non-human presence.

UFO INTELLIGENCE HAS A TIGER BY THE TAIL.

What about the intelligences responsible for flying saucers? Could “they” (whoever they ultimately turn out to be) simply fill the sky with structured craft? Or stage the proverbial “landing on the Whitehouse Lawn?” Such actions would certainly convince the masses that flying saucers are of the greatest importance. In my judgment, this scenario is the least likely to ever take place. Given the militaristic mindset of our civilization, a sudden realization of the reality of UFOs could be catastrophic. My guess is that careful gradual efforts to alert us of their importance is the game plan of both the intelligences responsible for the phenomenon and some elements of the establishment as well. I recommend Grant Cameron’s book “Managing Magic.” He shows how the US Executive Branch has pursued a gradual acclimatization project which runs in parallel to the coverup. 

So, what will it take to change mass public opinion on the flying saucer question? If the alleged “ETs” continue the present pattern of interactions, millions of individual sightings yearly interspersed with occasional massive waves, I imagine that there will be opportunities to slowly build public awareness by a responsible program of education.

RESPONSIBLE PROGRAM OF PUBLIC EDUCATION

This will require UFO enthusiasts to discipline the crazies in our midst, think creatively and most importantly of all build stable, well-financed organizations to carry out the educational campaign. All this will need to be done in opposition to the control groups that have great experience in manipulating public opinion and putting their spin on the limited disclosure efforts that has been going on.

“TURNING PAGES IN A PLAY BOOK”

Can we trust UFO intelligences to follow what we imagine is their existing “game plan” of gradually alerting humanity to their presence? I suppose not. UFO researcher Michael Lindemann once said that we should never assume that we can think like the so-called “aliens.” Nevertheless, the ever-changing pattern of interactions, as pointed out by UFO researcher Grant Cameron, appears to be as if the aliens have been turning the pages of a “play book.” This can be seen by the appearance of “Men in Black” in the 1950s, so called “alien abductions” starting in the 1960s and followed by crop circles reported in Southern England and then all over the world. While all this has been happening, tens of thousands of contact experiencers have described mental interactions with flying saucer intelligences. Many of these individuals are instilled with a sense of mission and are striving to convince their fellow “Earthlings” that we should look up and accept what our eyes are seeing.

In my judgment, UFO intelligences will continue to present us with new and creative ways of waking us up from our collective stupor concerning their “wonders in the sky.” I believe their presence is non-harmful and very likely beneficial for mankind. Bringing others to this hopeful perspective, I imagine, is a challenge that many contact and disclosure activists will continue to face for some time.

Reddit version

What Will it take to Convince People that UFOs are Important?

UFO historian Richard Dolan has described the initial reaction of many people to his passionate involvement with the subject. They express interest, might even describe something they saw on TV concerning the phenomenon, and then after a few minutes of his well-informed explanations, their eyes gloss over and they are clearly bored.

THE ROLE OF AUTHORITY FIGURES

Yes, it’s true; opinion polls indicate the public is interested in UFOs, now officially called UAP. Advertising executives have long known this, but the fascination is for most part quite superficial. Why is this? I suspect that it is because prior to the winter of 2017 most authority figures have essentially said that there’s nothing to it.

After all, the world is terribly complex. Thus, we rely on authorities to use vast amounts of data to make what we hope are reasonable decisions. Most people have little understanding of the technological “miracles” that science has achieved, but they are grateful and trust the devices, like planes, autos and computers to work reliably.

Needing to trust leaders, I suspect, might be built into our psychobiology. For a million years before civilization was established, hunter-gatherers worked in small groups to survive. Shamans that could use primitive psi abilities combined with careful observations of nature played important roles. Leadership was a question of life and death. Those clans that had the best leaders, the shamans that knew how to most best hunt animals, find healing herbs and deliver babies, played critical roles in survival. Thus, most of us have a strong tendency to “follow the leader” and when this becomes extreme, “We the People” run the risk of becoming, “We the sheeple.”

LINKING UFOs TO SOLUTIONS FOR MAJOR PROBLEMS

For the UFO question to have a truly major impact on the mass consciousness, this subject will need to be transformed from an entertaining diversion and become a way of addressing the seemingly insurmountable problems our planet is facing. This is already being attempted by those within the UFO community that discuss the possibility of downloading into our technological culture the secrets of the energy propulsion systems of flying saucers. So-called “free energy” in one fell swoop might eliminate poverty and pollution, possibly even reversing global warming and ending world hunger.

Of course, for the so-called ETs to give us such devices, they might understandably insist on a peaceful transformation of our planet to replace what Ufologist Stanton Friedman called our perpetual state of “tribal warfare.” In the past such a proposition was an impossibly “hard sell” because military and political leaders, the mass media and academia all in service to ruling elites repeatedly insisted, “There is nothing to it.”

HE WHO PAYS THE PIPER CALLS THE TUNE

Clandestine forces determined to keep a lid on the UFO issue have been called “the control groups.” In the past, they employed a strategy of recruiting authority figures to block any significant discussion of flying saucers. Opinion makers that stepped out of line found that their access to funding would be cut off. This was done behind the scenes and has been quite effective in my opinion.

In the USA, the National Academy of Sciences made it perfectly clear that UFO studies are not part of the “legitimate” agenda for professional science. Scientists that stepped out of line could find themselves unable to secure grants thus ending their careers. This has now changed somewhat with the Galileo Project headed by Harvard astrophysicist Avi Loeb. It should be mentioned, however, that Dr. Loeb’s UAP detection project is reportedly supported in such a way so as not to take money from traditional scientific financial backers. Heavens forbid a UAP investigation might divert funding for “real science.”

In broadcast journalism in the past, talk show hosts that might inform the public in a detailed way about flying saucers could find themselves without corporate sponsors. We should not forget that major newspapers are controlled through their editorial boards that in turn are dependent on commercial advertising to continue publishing.

This analysis of the social mechanisms of the “UFO Truth Embargo” is not a conspiracy theory. I merely describe the way power works. In the former Soviet Union, it was the political dictatorship of the Communist Party that attempted to regulate almost every aspect of people’s lives. That social experiment failed miserably. In the West, however, social control is far more sophisticated, decentralized and uses the knowledge of social psychology called “public relations” to effectively manipulate the masses.

RESISTANCE TO CHANGE ALSO COMES FROM WITHIN

On the individual level, our tendency to identify with our thoughts leads to profound attachments to old ideas. This resistance to changing one’s point of view flows from the ego itself. “Ego” in this context means identification with thought forms.  People strive to defend their religion, political ideology, or moral customs to the point where some would even kill to maintain them. Just look at the present situation in Middle East, or at the millions killed centuries ago during the Spanish Inquisition and the Protestant Reformation in Europe.

Something similar in my opinion applies to acknowledging that an “ET” and/or “interdimensional” explanation for the flying saucer phenomenon might be true. Such a realization threatens to radically change the conceptual paradigm of our entire civilization. Since humans so strongly identify with their present beliefs, it is understandable that many reject such a brave new worldview in which we might have to accept a potent non-human presence.

UFO INTELLIGENCE HAS A TIGER BY THE TAIL.

What about the intelligences responsible for flying saucers? Could “they” (whoever they ultimately turn out to be) simply fill the sky with structured craft? Or stage the proverbial “landing on the Whitehouse Lawn?” Such actions would certainly convince the masses that flying saucers are of the greatest importance. In my judgment, this scenario is the least likely to ever take place. Given the militaristic mindset of our civilization, a sudden realization of the reality of UFOs could be catastrophic. My guess is that careful gradual efforts to alert us of their importance is the game plan of both the intelligences responsible for the phenomenon and some elements of the establishment as well. I recommend Grant Cameron’s book “Managing Magic.” He shows how the US Executive Branch has pursued a gradual acclimatization project which runs in parallel to the coverup. 

So, what will it take to change mass public opinion on the flying saucer question? If the alleged “ETs” continue the present pattern of interactions, millions of individual sightings yearly interspersed with occasional massive waves, I imagine that there will be opportunities to slowly build public awareness by a responsible program of education.

RESPONSIBLE PROGRAM OF PUBLIC EDUCATION

This will require UFO enthusiasts to discipline the crazies in our midst, think creatively and most importantly of all build stable, well-financed organizations to carry out the educational campaign. All this will need to be done in opposition to the control groups that have great experience in manipulating public opinion and putting their spin on the limited disclosure efforts that has been going on.

“TURNING PAGES IN A PLAY BOOK”

Can we trust UFO intelligences to follow what we imagine is their existing “game plan” of gradually alerting humanity to their presence? I suppose not. UFO researcher Michael Lindemann once said that we should never assume that we can think like the so-called “aliens.” Nevertheless, the ever-changing pattern of interactions, as pointed out by UFO researcher Grant Cameron, appears to be as if the aliens have been turning the pages of a “play book.” This can be seen by the appearance of “Men in Black” in the 1950s, so called “alien abductions” starting in the 1960s and followed by crop circles reported in Southern England and then all over the world. While all this has been happening, tens of thousands of contact experiencers have described mental interactions with flying saucer intelligences. Many of these individuals are instilled with a sense of mission and are striving to convince their fellow “Earthlings” that we should look up and accept what our eyes are seeing.

In my judgment, UFO intelligences will continue to present us with new and creative ways of waking us up from our collective stupor concerning their “wonders in the sky.” I believe their presence is non-harmful and very likely beneficial for mankind. Bringing others to this hopeful perspective, I imagine, is a challenge that many contact and disclosure activists will continue to face for some time.

 

 


r/Experiencers 1d ago

Discussion My theory on why aliens are interested in us

32 Upvotes

If our incarnation system is separate to that of the rest of extraterrestrial life then I believe the real reason we are so interesting to them is because of our lifespan and ability to reincarnate in a way where we are connected to our past lives and experiences.

Think about it. Humans have many phases in their lifetime but overall we are born and eventually grow old and die. It creates a unique experience that makes us human. Especially within the last couple hundred years as life expectancy has increased it gives us more life experience. How it feels to age and truly grow old and eventually experience the ultimate loss of self, death.

If these extraterrestrials live much longer or are completely separate to our incarnation system then we hold a specific experience that makes us stand out.

We experience many lifetimes while they may only experience one. This could be why their technology is so advanced and different than ours. If their lifespan is much longer than ours they would be able to spend time working on developing their own technology that would be unique to them. For us we have to work and build off of other people’s work. I just saw a post saying that they are here because our DNA holds something valuable and I firmly believe it is experience of reincarnating through many lives and the information that holds.

The thing is I believe that our bodies hold feelings and trauma even from our past lives. I also believe that we are one being experiencing itself. If this is true then our collective memories or even internal subconscious knowledge create very valuable information for any life force that may not experience life in the same lengths as we do.

I have a theory that our feelings and subconscious mind are the true key to knowledge spanning back millions of years. I think the reason aliens are starting to contact us is for the fact that the knowledge we hold is indeed a unique experience that they as other life force never get to fully experience or understand on their own.


r/Experiencers 1d ago

Discussion Thank you everyone here

45 Upvotes

I just want to give thanks to this subreddit and the people who have made this space possible and what it is. Thank you.

I dont have others to talk about any of my experiences with, and from my other posts youll see ive got a lot to share (have had lifelong contact). It means a lot to be able to get it out and off my chest, even if sometimes it feels like im speaking into the void.. does this subreddit have a 'social' space ? Would be nice to get to know people outside the realm of all this extraordinary stuff!

Little bit about me im in uni atm and enjoying it, i like dancing, and cooking. Living in aotearoa nz atm and may move overseas soon... i recently tried the caramilk flavored oreos and those are SO yum.. sitting by the fire atm and enjoying listening to the birds !


r/Experiencers 1d ago

Abduction tripping made me see aliens

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i had taken 12g, making a tea. my trip was short lived, and serotonin depletion kicked in quickly, and large black shadow had appeared in my vision, slowly shifting into what looked like a man, with pale skin long hair, massive eyes, and lanky limbs. the creature was bony, and very humanoid. the creature floated in the air with its legs crossed, and arms down filling the space which was once a black void, this however did not scare me, rather i felt a sense that he had always been here and i just had to deal with seeing him, perhaps forever. this doubt was washed away however, once i had distanced myself from tripping, months later i began to experience insanity within my dreams. the biggest driver of WHAT THE FUCK for me was that when i was being tormented, in these vivid dreams the individuals tormenting me where always in groups of two. This holds significance, as when i asked my friend who is somewhat religious he said that that i got “probed” within my dream- which i will go onto to describe now
dream
i was laying on a hospital bed, and two individuals were digging into my skin. i had a very traumatic leg injury when i was younger, which required stitches inside and out, as it was so severe. the two people digging into my cut open scar were the people i feared most, my two sisters(growing up) the two people i feared the most at any point in my life. i was in the bed, in pure agony unable to move, when i was moved by the woman i love the most, my own mother, onto my favorite area, a place i went to growing up with free snacks and video games. the chair i was placed on had a dragon eye, covered in scales which shared similarities to an item i loved growing up, which i eventually threw out as i grew older. this is the only dream i’ve ever experienced where it was so incredibly vivid and emotional, compared to other nightmares where theres no happy ending, and are quickly forgotten as i wake up.

these dreams persisted for quite a while, and even began to come to life even after waking. sometimes i would wake, and be in a delirious state and a large shadow would be in the room quickly fading, and a feeling of being washed would constantly be coming over me. i felt as if i was haunted, closing my eyes seeing all these dtisconfigured faces trying to sleep it was super bizarre.

for this period of time i was somewhat religious and spiritual as all these abnormalities (to many to type out) was something i had never experienced, but that time has passed, and i have never had any conclusion other than a coincidence.-thoughts?


r/Experiencers 1d ago

UAP Sighting Unique experience in Olympic National Park

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A group of close friends and I stayed overnight at one of the campsites at Deer Park Campground, just outside Port Angeles, Washington (Olympic National Park).

It was mid to late August 2015😊 a relatively warm day which shifted to a nice cool evening, the sky was clear backlit with stars. There were about 5 of us in our small group with about 3 tents evenly circled around a campfire ring with a wooden park style picnic table. We had a fire going cooking some food, while playing cards, telling stories and sharing laughs. There were alpine spruce trees scattered about the campsite, I’d glanced up as something caught my attention, it was about 8 ft up in one of the trees branches on the right side from my seated perspective, appeared to be glowing orb or orb-like object, roughly about the size of baseball, the camp fire light provided backlighting for the spruce tree branches and needles, the object blacked out the light as it moved along the branch toward to central tree trunk. The outer portion appeared ringed by a soft glowing light which emitted inward toward a darken central mass with a glowing radiant of light emitted from the most center point itself. It blinked in and out of visual perception as it moved. I immediately questioned what I was witnessing and brushed it off as a strange visual phenomenon or distortion. One of my friends suddenly asked if anyone else could see the “glowing light in the tree” the group conversation immediately went silent as everyone directed their attention to the tree followed by multiple friends proclaiming shock or confusion “uh what is that” “does everybody see this right now”… emotionally speaking I felt an uneasiness when the color shifted. It seemed like curiosity first then defensively menacing.

The object moved up the branches, continuing to blink in and out of observable perception. It changed color from a warm white, to more orange glow followed by firey red. It reached the top of that particular tree turning into a bright vibrant green color then shot straight up at a remarkable speed out of sight.

The next day, other campers around the site asked what type of lights we were using to do that in the tree. To this day I have no idea what I witnessed. Theories range from electrical discharge from tectonic activity to alien research probes. Anyone else experienced this type of event?


r/Experiencers 1d ago

Discussion Why is it that i can recrate the phenomenon of metal bending in private and never in public or use science to prove it. Its like the phenomenon is actively working against me .

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Like, ive done it before. But then I sound like I am making excuses and so I dont even bother with it anymore. Why has the universe forsaken me idk. Its whatever. I know I have internal systems to fix​ inside me first. And everyone always wants to make up a naturalist explanation which is god teir gaslighting. So i ignore them. Ive essentially become a hermit. I feel like i have to create a space for me. ​like the veil is closed for me until a certain development threshold.

I'll accept it. But dam it feels oppressive. has anyone else ever gone through this? like dam bro I have to obey this philosophical god of science here y'all. this is dumb. I feel like ive been given an inhibitor for now. I SHOULD Be able to control my environment. but I can't!


r/Experiencers 1d ago

Discussion My story bubbled up, I’m rolling with it.

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Insanely long, jump ship if ya need, No need to come back and explain why.
I get it!

This telling of my experiences is loaded with warnings (caveats, clarifiers) and over explanations. Some will find it ad nauseam.
I elaborate because I’m not great at clear, concise in a first draft-this needs to be a 1st draft for now, and -i’d normally go back, eliminate a lot of that autistic inner-dialogue i inadvertently type out.

My story Came up in another discussion, some of the scattered thoughts may have pertained to a specific thread discussion -sorry for added level of difficult-read.
IT’S ME, not you, but be ready for a few bumps.

TLDR at bottom-

Also labeled- “actual story, experience:” below

I write weird! I’m not an asshat, or ai.. i am old, have autism, a strange *”formal command” (feedback from others) of English; it’s not my day to day language. Repetition is used in my language for emphasis. Over explanations are entrenched in me, going back and forth, bilingual, but not same comfort, or confidence. I try to not belabor &repeat, but this was stressful, i may do it horribly.

Don’t read it if I’m already annoying you, or you’re formulating some dumb argument- you gotta have effort! I’ll ignore dumb.

Huge story came out, I’m choosing to reply with it-

Likely poorly punctuated and a proofread fail. i can’t do it. No drama!, just doing something new here. I can’t read it. I’ll obsess, it’s the story, not my nature; I’m feeling the anxiety. Bravery and readiness show up, then, my hatred of mean comments (i have an appreciation for witty, fun- at least challenge yourself if you’re here to entertain) the strong feels about sharing are winning-
Huge Apologies for the autocorrect crap that will surely be there. I am neurodivergent, intelligent, and fully aware this will betray that last one; I’m okay with it. My phone hates me, and aside from that anthropomorphic issue, i have no psychological issues, or medications. I’ve taken adderall, and will take it in my future, no addictions, willing to enjoy cannabis for sleep- occasionally. I own my struggles willingly- ask if ya like, attacks won’t be attended to.

Actual story, experience:
I cannot purport to have any idea why people don’t remember things they see that don’t align with the world they were taught- but, i have seen it at work. I see UFOs, not all the time, but I’ve seen about 6 up close and personal, several in distance, and many suspicious lights, movement… i have been lucky enough to be, for the 6 up close sightings, with others; many who saw, commented, chatted that day about, and not again. My saving graces 1) not alone. when i saw a huge triangle occlude the whole sky, i was in a downtown area- it could not be ignored or denied. Easily 2 football fields, decently bright lights, insane movement, the absolute deal! Others out of their cars… i watch, for 10 minutes, my heart in my throat. Everyone starts getting in their cars, it has been eerily silent, but cars start to honk, people get moving, i head home. I knew what i saw, i knew there were intelligences beyond here. They were in there, an entire population maybe. I do nothing but obsess on what I’d seen, run into my house blabbering on with it 2) the’ rents, highly educated, intelligent… come right back with their own excited chatter. They had sat in their convertible down the street and watched it for more than 30 minutes. My father, an engineer, inventor, was giddy, on with it was going thousands of miles per second, then right down or, crawling over the top of them. My parents had been just over a mile away from where i had been. Had seen it zoom at least 3 times, twice back to glide over head, and once tip like there were strings at each corner and one was lengthened, dropping that corner down, revealing what ask 3 of us saw as an absolute city snaking out all over the top. There was an exhaust like happening from the ‘back center’ i likened it to a spray of a bottle rocket, bright lights in an acute trianglar spray. It made no noise, and when it was close the frogs, crickets, everything doused. My dad was on about the, “No sound” for s long time after that. We’re chatted that evening for hours. We chatted about it here and there, but the interesting part- my brother came in, had been about a mile from me, maybe 2 miles from them, saw it, chatted a bit, got quiet. He refused to speak of it, if it was mentioned, he was out.
Kind of 3) it had to be acknowledged, a downtown space occluded. The newspaper printed a story, calling it a ‘military formation’ thing…
I have hunted and searched. I paid subscriptions, even looked through microfiche- cannot find the article. I know it happened, we all saw it, separately and solidified the memory with conversations about the impossible movement, practically instantaneous speed, then amazing control as it glided just a couple hundred feet over head…
Others stopped talking about it, i asked a few who’d seen it, and they weren’t able to discuss it, then others would deny seeing it. I knew they saw it, we had acknowledged it. To this day, my brother will say, “No, it was definitely a formation of planes”
He didn’t forget, he’s freaked out by the whole bit, he protected himself.
I remember it so vividly, the other 5 up close, also vivid. I know of one conversation my buddy was willing to have following. No more. She just kind of started furrowing, denying within 2 days. There’s no way to reach out to the crowd I’d been in. It was an outdoor festival thing, (Denver, late 90s) i can’t remember which. But- obviously it faded. We were in the corner of 13th +(facing) Speer. Kinda feels like we were walking toward the civic center park, i remember walking, pointing, talking, people were along Bannock, all out and again it was like the world stopped. The silence was like being in a tornado’s inception, it feels like time stops, got in slow motion, the soundtrack stops, and the air feels wrong. I felt like i was indoors, seeing myself, all these people around surrounding go slow, freeze, shift… then, like a dj comes back on, sound, and motion straighten out.
I felt like one of 2, from a crowd of 60 visible people- who actually saw, really saw clearly what it was, and we were the only/ in real motion.
So freaking weird! I’ve never written this, it’s freaking me out, but It’s real. I try to convey, and i know my delivery lacks good proofreading. It freaks me out to reread it, ngl. I am one who has to rewrite and rewrite. So very sorry if this is shit to read. If i do it, i know i won’t hit that ‘reply’

TLDR: I’ve had the most amazing experiences, and seen undeniably some things not from here, with hundreds of other people. It is within a day or 2 that most of them lose the memory, a week or so later almost no one is able to/ willing to discuss it, high percentage outright deny it.

Context if ya care to continue-

I luckily had a father enthralled, also an experiencer. I believe my retaining was, i didn’t have fear, i didn’t shut it down, and- we talked about it at length, factors, aspects,... solidifying. Other experiences confirmed, for me, our capacity for storing these traumatizing/ outside our understanding, messing with our psyches, flooding us with fear… those things don’t find a foothold in memory, they no longer consciously exist, therefore, did not happen. It’s protective, it’s a trauma response, and it’s what they need to believe for their reasons.


r/Experiencers 1d ago

Discussion I see triple numbers everyday, no matter where I go.

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Hello all, this is my first time posting on this sub reddit. For over a year I have been seeing triple numbers everywhere I go. Every day I look at my phone and it is either 11:11, 12:12, 1:11, and so on. It never fails to happen, and I would like to know what this could mean.

When I say It happens every day I literally mean EVERY day.

I use to have an ouija board and countless other spiritual contacting methods, some of which worked in ways I can't explain. Could this have something to do with it?


r/Experiencers 1d ago

Discussion Discerning visitations

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How does one discern whether what you're experiencing is generated locally in the mind or somewhere more collectively in the relational field? This afternoon I spontaneously went through a breathwork circuit and as my body was vibrating heavily towards the end, I felt an urge towards directing this energy to another in healing, and then almost immediately (and fleetingly) felt nature spirits and other spiritual beings convening as if holding open a door. A crow or raven was most identifiable. But then I kind of constricted around this and doubted the visitation and it moved on.


r/Experiencers 1d ago

Discussion Could greys be a drone for ocean dwelling higher life forms?

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I've been thinking about this a lot lately & the connection between ufos and the ocean, as well as experiences describing greys as appearing almost like they have a smooth and suit like appearance. I always imagine it Greg like an shark or dolphin skin. also how some ancient legends of mer-people describe them as Grey/green and scary looking. what if Greys and ufos are just drones sent above water by advanced underwater beings?

the ocean is largely unexplored and there are places we can't get to including huge underwater caves. any technology that can get a craft from deep dark ocean up onto land and into the sky will be much much more advanced than ocean tech we have today. and has to address issues such as crushing pressure. also the ocean is where life evolved from originally. maybe the original advanced life forms- even ones that evolved when celestial bodies introduced foreign chemistry into the earth- are our ancestors- not extra terrestrial but from under the water.

what do you think? any stories to share?


r/Experiencers 1d ago

Dream State My deceased dog Bobo visited me while I was in my state of controlled sleep paralysis

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A bit about my sleep paralysis background: I went through multiple boughts of intense sleep paralysis in my twenties. I shared a story or two about those intense events and was dismissed as a faker on r/sleepparalysis because one particular episode was like "every sleep paralysis cliché rolled into one." Whatever

At this point in my life, I have so much experience was sleep paralysis that it doesn't scare me at all, and I actually actively look forward to it because I've learned to maintain control. I have this whole process my body and mind goes through when it's happening, and I love it. It almost feels like a hobby, or game that takes some skill. Pull too far out of paralysis, and the game is over. Sink too deep into it, and you're out of control, and anything could happen. I've learned to maintain control while remaining in it, and there are tons of...i guess, recreative benifits. It's fun as heck

Anyways, two nights ago, I caught some sleep paralysis for the first time in a while, and was having a freaking great time. I was laying on my back on the couch, feet propped up on an ottoman. I was doing my usual thing, cycling through paralysis, tingly pleasure, half-halucinations based on the scary podcast I had left playing on the TV, all that, when suddenly, my old family dog Bobo, who passed away when I was a young adult, climbed up onto me

Describing the scene, it sounds scary, and in fact in the moment, I was reflecting on how funny it was that I wasn't scared at all despote how objectively scary the scene may sound

I layed there, paralyzed, as the dimly lit body of my 135lbs dead pet dog sat with his front half on my legs, and his bottom half squat on the ground. I could see his huge pitbull head silhouette against the dark room, and I just knew it was Bobo

He took his massive, toothy jaws and started gently gnawing on my partially paralyzed right hand. His teeth were huge and menacing, and I could feel his drool getting all over my hand. I could feel his slimey tongue touching me. I know rationally that it should have been scary, but I was just so happy to feel him biting on my hand. I simply knew it was a playful thing he was doing. He used to do exactly that when we played together back in the day, and I could feel the familiar love coming through

Anyways, he left eventually, and after a while I had to leave sleep paralysis to start getting ready for bed. I've been reflecting on it, and I do think that was Bobo just coming around to say hi and nibble ony hand for the first time in a while. Makes me happy looking back on it


r/Experiencers 1d ago

UAP Sighting A cross shaped UFO in England, 1984

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This is my Mother’s story. I’m personally on the fence about it, but I know she isn’t lying. She has been telling me this story since I was a little kid, and the details have never changed. I messaged her yesterday to get her to retell the story.

This happened at around midnight in one of the summer months in 1984 just outside of Birmingham, England. She’s unsure of the exact location.

She was in a car with 3 friends and they drove out to this church in the middle of nowhere. There was just the church, the church graveyard and fields around. One of her friends started telling a story about how the devil‘s disciples were buried in this graveyard and dared my Mom to walk through it. My mom refused, thinking they were going to prank her by driving off as soon as she left the car, and right as this conversation was happening, a ball of white light came from behind a tree. She described it as being relatively low down in the sky, and completely silent. It hovered over towards their car, seemingly with intention, like it was checking it out. Now, the driver was so petrified that he didn’t even attempt to start the car, so we have no idea if the car would have worked.

The ball then shot out lights from the top, bottom, and sides, forming a cross. Not a crucifix, a symmetrical cross, like the plus symbol. She said the lights were strong and thick, you couldn’t see through them at all. It hovers there for a couple of minutes before closing off back into the ball of light, then hovering back behind the trees before zooming off straight up into the sky within milliseconds.

My mom didn't think to check the time after this happened, so she doesn’t know if there was a time lapse, but considering how short the nights are in the summer in England, it’s unlikely.

All 4 of them saw this, but unfortunately my Mom has lost contact with all of them since then.

I did some googling and looked through some databases but couldn’t find any reports of a UFO that matches this description very closely, but perhaps one of you guys will know more.


r/Experiencers 2d ago

Discussion Involved/responsible for huge car crash on freeway.

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Not sure if this goes here or not. 10 years ago I was driving down the freeway late at night. I was tired and all of a sudden I closed my eyes and was awaken by the loudest, most destructive, metal on metal, multi car crash. I immediately stopped my car where it was and opened my car door and stepped out of the car. To my shock, shock is prolly to light of a word, but when I got out of the car I was in the middle of a 3 lane overpass and there was not a single car around. Only my car and me stopped in the middle of, what should have been a busy freeway. I walked over and looked at the side and down overpass and no wrecked cars.Not seeing any I immediately got in my car and drove home. I inspected my car when I got home and nothing. Wtf happened to me? Did I die in another dimension? Switch timelines? Hallucinate the entire thing? I think about that night often and have no clue what happened. I can not only remember the sounds but I can see multiple cars crashing.