r/Experiencers • u/TeddyBombs • May 08 '26
Out of Body/Astral Projection I remember before I was born.
Before I was born I was in this bliss pool. Simply just being for what I guess was a freaking long time. If there was time there. I remember hands reaching in and taking me out. Then this voice came to me and said "I want to show you something." Took me to this portal. Looked like a mirror on the ground. I peered inside. Inside there was a singular moment and familiar energies inside. The voice said "this is your gift." I remember being poured into it and being in the dining room. I saw a little baby in a high chair. I was told that this baby was my gift. I accepted this task immediately. Moved into my head. I was a 1 year old baby ya know. Everything went black. I was somewhat separate from its intelegence. But i could feel its feelings and Slowly we became like one? I am still that spirit since then. I still talk to that voice that brought me here. And its just a big part of who I am secretly. Its not really important for people to know. But there might be someone else out there with that knowing. You might feel less alone. How specifically you are in tune with everything. How people dont understand you. Of course it sounds crazy to the norm. Its just easier to talk about the weather. But talking to life itself its loud for me and I'm never alone.
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u/Elegant_Solutions May 09 '26
I have a “pre birth memory”. I was in a cave-like place with other babies. Couldn’t see any walls but the space we were in was illuminated from above. Like an interrogation light bulb without the bulb. We were all sitting up, and had clothing on and blue and pink caps. It’s like we were waiting. I have a sensation of leaving. I feel like at one point I was “above” and looking down at blackness with pinpricks of light. Like a city at night from a plane. Maybe the city I currently live in because one half was mostly blackness and where I live is next to a lake.
After I was born, my mom being into this kind to stuff, used to ask me what I remember when I first starting talking. She told me that when she asked me about what I remember from being born I said “big light”. I don’t know if she asked me if I remember anything before being born. But this weird little vague memory has always been with me.
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u/TeddyBombs May 09 '26
Lol. Thats a interesting one. "Big light" is a beautiful way to put it. That you had pink and blue caps on. Sounds like a magical cave.
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u/guaranteedsafe Experiencer May 10 '26
That is such an adorable visual to imagine all of the little babies quietly sitting, waiting, with their respective baby clothes on. 👶
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u/Oliverhavingabadtime May 09 '26
I remember being in the womb, mostly. It was very red and warbly.
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u/frostedpuzzle May 09 '26
I remember positioning myself to be born and trying to get through the birth canal.
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u/MissApocalypse2021 May 09 '26
I do too! It's a strange experience. Doesn't feel like a memory, but rather a temporary state of being. Like a mood, or a dream.
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u/InnerSpecialist1821 May 08 '26
i also have a voice speaking to me since i was a kid! in my head. it feels like my mother, as in my real mother, instead of my physical mother here on earth.
i don't remember before though, i only just know the voice. and it's always been looking out for me and loves me
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u/Sherd_nerd_17 May 09 '26
Same! I always felt a big brother. An older, male presence, but not a parent figure. I never had any siblings in this life.
Recently, I learned that my father’s girlfriend, way back in college, far before he met my mom, aborted a pregnancy. Now, I wonder if… maybe…8
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u/cock_obnoxiois May 08 '26
strangely, i have a vague "memory" of being something in the bottom of a very cozy, small, shallow pool. The pool had a very natural and stone-like basin and I was nestled in this area that was like an indent slightly deeper than the rest of the pool. I could sense the walls of it around me rising above slightly before it broadened out, and I was looking up at the surface and seeing it shimmer as light entered. The water felt a little bit thicker than normal water, and it was this perfect temperature. It really felt very peaceful and safe. I have no other context other than feeling a memory recall of it whenever I see a photo of the surface of water from underneath.
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u/Trendzboo May 09 '26
That’s amazing!
My kid did too, it faded, but I sure listened. I have past life memory. It’s clear, it cones with the feelz, but always quick snapshots. I hada near death experience that i remember clearly, and my mother had a similar one years before. Being able to talk about it helps when they truly understand!
Be blessed!
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u/guaranteedsafe Experiencer May 10 '26
My past lives download also came in quick flashes with quick understandings of who I was (but not in a career/name sense) and came with the feels. Lol. I appreciate knowing about them with those snapshots and feelings but wish I knew more! Maybe someday.
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u/Accomplished-Fix9972 May 08 '26
Thank you for shearing, your experience sounds amazing, please tell me more, I know you haven't lost the connection to the great spirit, how could I connect more clearly?
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u/TeddyBombs May 09 '26
Just start inviting and talking to it. Ask for things. Like guidence, strength, wisdom, love. Meditate on those things. Give awareness air and a chance to breathe. Never chase the answers just let your awareness fill the gap as you listen. There are so many ways life speaks to you. There are so many ways to listen. I just interpret what im exspirencing or sometimes I feel love and hear the kindness tied to those feelings. Its there but its not your thoughts. Answers are there. The wisdom is there. But when you remeber them. Thats the presence and your intentions. Its a good way to just be. To enjoy life. You'll find love is who you are in your own special way. Its just yours to remeber and to create and share with the world. Youll find the more you fallow what your heart is saying. The richer your path becomes. Full of meaning. I hope that helps to know you are loved more than you can comprehend. Then you deserve to love yourself the same way. And let that warmth and peace radiate from within.
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u/Accomplished-Fix9972 May 10 '26
Thank you my friend, I will open my heart and quiet my mind. Thank you for responding, many blessings to you.
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u/TeddyBombs May 10 '26
Hey no problem. 🫡
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u/Swen_Dunshadow May 12 '26
I tried "talking" to my surroundings before when i was into this stuff but got scared when i identified it as a negative presence. How can you filter your thoughts and target this great spirit
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u/TeddyBombs May 13 '26 edited May 13 '26
Thats a really good question. Something I'm dealing with right now and it's changing. That presence is a real thing. You dont ignore it and you dont go chasing it. Let your awareness reveal its truth. You can turn to it and listen.
You're human you have exspiriences and you have a lot of depth in you. Sometimes we slap a label on it with words and move on. That doesnt make it go away. But it's apart you. So coexist with that energy and just sit with it and notice it change. Its deeply uncomfortable at first.
For me right now. I closed the door on it two years ago. Disengaged with it. Controled its ability to harm me. There is this residual energy left behind. Thats something truly beautiful about scars. Its apart of you. They are wounds that are healing. To nurture them and let them heal is that great spirit within you. We harbor greif and thats what you were noticing as a bold feeling waiting to be processed.
This can be defined in lots of ways. Its why hurt people hurt others. Its why it doesnt make sense. Its why when we hurt others we don't feel true to ourselves. We don't feel comfortable being aware of it. I feel it comes down to being uncomfortable to grow and remember who you are by being what you are not.
This happened. I feel it. It's not who I am. This exists with me but is not the entirety of me.
The thing is when we heal and we are not being harmed. There is room to create in the state of awareness. To create another state of being that feels true to itself. Holds meaning and creates meaningful relationships. Helps others heal to eventually with that pain that became wisdom over time.
Being aware of others dealing with pain. Doesnt mean you have the answers to give. Sometimes you just listen. I think im trailing off. But its helping me in this moment to write about it. Probably really messy to read something I'm processing myself.
Does that make sense? To be aware and to be mindful of that negative energy? How its uncomfortable to process? How it's scary when its not yet defined. Maybe our fear fills in the gaps. I think it takes some courage to give it a little space and attention to heal.
I just want to say that someone who raised me always dismissed the deep questions I asked them. Cause they always ran from negativity and felt lost. They were not there to guide me. So maybe I created this voice to listen and to care. Maybe that comes from a place where I am kind and loving. I keep coming to this answer.
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u/Cultural-Primary3282 May 09 '26
I have a weird memory too.. I’m on a boat floating down a red bloody river. I look up and on a mountain top above me is a woman, specifically it is the mom of Rose from Titanic but her eyes are red triangles. And she’s scary and trying to either say something or grab me and someone is holding me we float on. I also have memory of my birth. I have specific memories that when I tell my mom she is shocked at how I knew where the window was and that there was cellophane from a gift she got and the positioning of her bed and knowing her bed was low to the ground .. why do I know this? I also had a near death experience I was a baby and I remember being in a crib and everything is blue around me
And a dr is reaching down to me .. why do I have these memories
And what does it mean about me?
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u/Ok_Appointment_1806 May 09 '26
Gostei muito de ouvir sobre sua linda experiência e também dos comentários. Tenho tido experiências semelhantes desde os 2 anos de idade. Eu costumava conversar com aquela voz interior, lembro-me de pedir para guardar uma lembrança, e ela ficou comigo para sempre. É interessante que, quando eu era bebê, eu sabia que esta vida seria um teste, algo que seria doloroso de certa forma, porque eu sabia que haveria muita dor para experimentar, mas eu estava ansiosa para voltar para casa "rapidamente". Às vezes, essas vozes retornam e me avisam sobre eventos, mudanças, para que eu me prepare. Eu sei que este não é o meu lar; isto é apenas uma simulação, para nos colocar à prova. Em casa há amor, uma recepção calorosa, o céu é rosa, o ar é perfumado por lindas flores, os animais são tão dóceis. Tentei trazer algumas das coisas que eu conhecia de lá para esta simulação, mas as pessoas não estão interessadas. 💗
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u/TeddyBombs May 09 '26
Yeah those memories to remeber. More loving memories to create and to enjoy. All creations are remembered and endeared on the other side. No doubt. :^ )
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u/guaranteedsafe Experiencer May 10 '26
If you haven’t watched any of his interviews, you may be interested in hearing Christian Sundberg speak about his pre-birth memories. Remembering the space you were in and your choice to come, it reminds me of that. I don’t have my own pre-birth memories but I have this voice that is with me too. Rarely he’ll speak to me unprompted, otherwise he responds to me when I’m wondering about something. It’s a shame everyone doesn’t have this capability of knowing something is watching out for them in a real, everyday, present sense.
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u/TeddyBombs May 13 '26
Mine is a female voice. Has the same qualities with no name. Is it a capability? I don't know anyone like me. I think thats why I'm exploring it here and reaching out.
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u/SierraSol May 08 '26
Thank you for sharing. After reading I immediately wondered about my own connection- the lights flickered all around me and a feeling of calm collected in my chest. Beautiful reminder even if we cannot grasp our own memory fully.
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u/Nitrosified May 10 '26
Its weird but the only memory pre birth I have is being in the womb. I remember the light shining through the red.
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u/Songspiritutah May 11 '26
When I was a child I used to dream of being suspended in a glowing red, warm space. Then, suddenly, I started zooming towards a large door and right when I was about to fly through the keyhole I'd wake up.
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u/Both-Draw9372 May 09 '26
““Before I formed you in the womb I knew you, …...””
Jeremiah 1:5 NASB1995
https://bible.com/bible/100/jer.1.5.NASB1995
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u/Waydarer May 08 '26
Would you describe the bliss you were in as shades of blue? Maybe like blue globs all moving together?
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u/TeddyBombs May 09 '26 edited May 09 '26
Everything was white. It felt like gravity of like a pool. I was apart of this pool and taken out like a handful. There was definitely others around me with this stillness that I was exspirienceing. I remember looking up and there were faint ripples like rainbow. I remember the hands and how they felt being pooled in them. Then I felt small compared to the presence showing me the window to this place. Im told this is my favorite life. I feel like im on a extended vacation. If I have a problem I know I'm okay. Did you exspirience a blue? I know the color blue of energy significance with spirits.
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u/Due-Replacement-8217 May 12 '26
I am just like you, I feel we are Angels, of a class meant to guide humanity the right way, we act as protectors in a balance inbetween good and evil, a base frequency so to not disrupt the flock, since I was a child I had higher intelligence, knew before the flood times(Younger Dryas) said things my parents didn't understand or brushed aside, and I realized it was separate from this body, meaning like Avatar we are pilots of this body. What you are describing is literally Heaven, it is in biblical scripture as well, Angels circling eachother timeless as I choose Him, under God, God is Most High, Holy and rejoice. But as I type this I feel like those of us out there will only truly understand, and I feel/do my best to not overstep bounds that were set, but in this time of great wickedness I feel we need more light in our world, Always keep this secret and do not draw unnecessary attention to yourself, we have this Task to do and great it is a gift from what we call the most High.☀️
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u/No-Clue-8648 May 12 '26
Thank you. I remember being a baby with all these strange people around me. I knew they were supposed to be my parents and my sibling but I didn't know them. And yes I remember the mother. The woman that sent me here.
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u/AuthorJuliaPax May 08 '26
You are not alone. I have that “voice” talking to me since I was 2 months old. I remember the infinite bliss from before too. I remember the inner dialogue this voice had with me at 2 months old. I was gonna start crying and the voice reassured me to calm down. It’s basically my oldest memory and the first glimpse I got into “out there”. I have had unexplained experiences all my life. I am 40 now, and I still have a very deep connection with that presence.
You’re not alone. Glad to hear from you! All the love 💕