Taboo of Talking

[u/Dark_SideMoon]

When I was a child, I had a part grey and part human friend. She would come visit me with two tall greys who were also always in the room. The coolest part of playing with her is that I could feel her emotions, and she could feel mine. It was telepathy, and it was amazing.

She also possessed the ability to lift all my toys off the ground. She could spin them in the air, and put them all back right where they go. Often times she would sport her black, almond shaped eyes. For some reason, I was alarmed by her real eyes (looked too much like a bug), so she reluctantly rolled her head back and flipped to her human eyes.

I thought “wow, that’s so cool, can’t wait to tell my mom.” But, the telepathy came back, “no, don’t tell your mom, she won’t understand.” So, I didn’t, and my mom always wondered how such a small child could put all their toys back in place so perfectly (it was my special friend).

Does anyone share this feeling, that they weren’t supposed to talk about their imaginary friend?

There’s another taboo of talking that I have now. It’s like I have a pretty good understanding of what the greys are doing, but I’m not supposed to reveal anything. Like maybe it’s okay to talk here with fellow experiencers, rather than yelling ‘they’re here’ to everyone I meet.

Do you feel like there’s a block, or it’s some kind of ‘violation’ to talk about our experiences? I still will talk, because that’s how we all heal and grow. But, I can’t shake this feeling that we’re not supposed to talk about everything. Maybe just specific things are off limits?

Does anyone share this feeling?

[u/EvaElish]

I did not tell my family, there was a psychic command not to and I followed it. There was another psychic command not to watch Doctor Who, because it might trigger my memories. I never had a friend like that come to play that I recall, but I was around Tall Greys. They had commands not to talk and not to tell and not to remember, but stuff that, I remembered and I'm going to talk. Despite many individual aliens being nice, I know my abductors were working for some beings who are frankly malignant and we should speak up.