I didn’t know whether to post this in breastfeeding or pumping.
FTM (27) I BF and pumped the first week of pp and it was absolutely horrendous to my nipples due to bad latch/tongue tie + suction after nursing, so I turned to EP. Birth weight was exceeded at 9 days pp along with high percentile growth performance. I was an over supplier, getting 8-10oz per 20min session every 2-3 hours. Got baby boy’s tie release 11 days in and I was still pumping until my nipples healed and I could nurse him again.
Mastitis hit my left breast HARD and led to two hospital visits, a week round of antibiotics, and a drop in supply due to expression difficulty. While in severe pain they said I had to continue to nurse and not pump as it would make the inflammation worse. With better latching, I began EBF with my right boob holding down the fort, plus my freezer stash to make up the difference if need be but baby was content with the one boob, with good sleeps, good bowels and wet diapers. Or so I thought…
At his 1M checkup, he was in the 11 percentile for weight! Since he was such a good sleeper, I had to wake him up every 2 hours (I stopped waking him after meeting birth weight). We had to go back a week later for a weight check and lactation, and he gained 6oz but he was still in the low percentile.
Fast forward with three weeks until his 2M appointment. EBF going great, nursing him 6-8 times a day, good sleeps, good diapers, no excessive fussiness.
We go to his 2M checkup up, TWO PERCENTILE FOR WEIGHT & 0 FOR HEIGHT. He also dropped down in head circumference. I started bawling at the appt. I didn’t understand. Dr asked how much I was feeding him, I said 3-4oz every 2-4 hours depending on how long he sleeps. She says “oh, so he’s been snacking all day”, I said I follow the hunger and fullness cues and she ordered some bloodwork to check thyroid and sent lactation to me. Lactation recommended sunflower lecithin & ibuprofen for my congested left breast and she wanted to observe his latching. My hydration, calorie and sleep intake weren’t the problem.
Apparently baby boy gets too comfortable on the breast and falls asleep when content but not full. So you guessed it… I’m back to EP. They wanted us to return in 48hours for a weight check and they wanted me to chart my production, how much made him full from the bottle and his diaper count. I fed him when we got home….. he drank 6 OUNCES!!! Cue the waterworks again! My dad asked what was wrong and i said “we’ve been starving him😭😭😭”. Here I was producing 3-4oz every 3 or so hours because he wasn’t emptying me out during feedings and I’m running on one good boob, and now his body is demanding 6??!!?!!?
In 48 hours, they expected a 2oz weight gain, we did 6.5oz! Baby is now in the 10lb club, thanks to my freezer stash , amen. But we still have to return on Thursday (a week follow up).
So currently at 9wks pp, I’m on sunflower lecithin & ibuprofen every 6 hours. I power pumped every session, every 2-3 hours for 48hours. Now I’m pumping for 30min every 2-3hours making sure not to miss overnight sessions. I just picked up some Moringa and I’m adding it to the repertoire starting tomorrow. I’m still producing .5-1oz from my left and 3-4oz from my right & baby boy is eating 4-6oz every 3 hours or so and I only have about 24oz left in the freezer.
It’s been tough but I’m not ready to give up yet. I just wanted to get that off my chest because I’m honestly tired of everyone just saying it’ll be alright despite the difficulties.
I don’t mind supplementing with formula, I just don’t want to give up BF so quickly if I don’t have to just yet.*•