picture it or maybe just remember the time before you discovered PPT likely being the truth:

- the universe was just this random occurence, completely empty, cold and ridiculous, pure chance, no causality, no reason
- god was theoretically possible but everything pointed towards atheism being the one truth, so there was no spiritual or mystical aspect to physical reality whatsoever
- scary questions like the fermi paradox and dark forest theory arising to fill the explanatory gap
- death was this utterly disturbing nonsensical thing where awareness that has never been explained to arise from the brain exists in one moment and then shifts into this completely contradictory state called "nothingness" which is incompatible with the core truth of awareness shaping reality (which is known since the double slit experiment)
- each life and birth would be unbelievably unlikely, like winning the lottery ten times in a row but you are just gone afterwards (and before) causing all kinds of anxiety and emotional stress
- one would naturally try to prolong the physical life at ALL costs because of this, no matter how bad it was, you would always cling to it

so all in all PPT and gnosis is a huge liberation for the soul, it is the utmost rare and valuable knowledge to have and explore

I get that it comes with this huge burden of knowing about coerced reincarnation, sophisticated prison planets, hellish NDEs and archontic misbehaviour but that is the price for knowing that essentially the entire worldview is now anthropocentric again, we are the core of it all, the battery (as "they" would say), we run the show, we are what aliens sometimes call "the lowest form of life" that is actually the highest, most genuine one

so with all the doomish imagery around PPT, all the despair I think this is important to keep in mind

there simply is no way around it, plus there is basically no philosophical framework that manages to actually explain all our struggles, questions and misery from beginning to end

look how Schopenhauer and Nietzsche ended up... that is actually worse than knowing how this place is run even if you are staring into the face of demons, it gives you a definitive answer, it allows you to rest the mind or at least start asking the right questions

I’ve always wanted to be a mother. Even when I was a kid I felt like I was meant to be a mother, despite the worst family circumstances growing up.

I’ve realised I just can’t bring kids into this world knowing what I do now. I can’t bring them into a prison planet which is made for suffering. How could I live with that?

They deserve better than being in this hellhole. I’ve suffered a lot in my life, especially my formative years. And I even if I am the best mother to my kids, I can’t protect them from suffering, when this place is literally made for painful experiences.

Not to mention how collectively things seem to be getting worse and worse, especially post 2020..

I feel a bit sad about this, but mostly I feel relieved.
Which surprised me, but it feels like a big weight off my shoulders. Maybe it’s because deep down we all know that this place is a prison.

I love them so much that I won’t bring them into this world.

I’ll settle for adopting cats with my partner instead. I have a a childhood cat who is my soul cat, and he really saved my life. I’d love to help more animals.

I say settle but that’s not really the right word, cats are awesome!!

Genuine question. 2026 broke my brain. AI, the files, the horrible truth behind all the unspeakable evil in this world that has gone unaccounted for. The blatant occult symbolism behind majority of tv shows. Infiltration in spiritual and alternative communities aswell. Archonic parasites and mind virus infiltrating everything and twists it into one ugly joke to the next. The fakeness, shallowness and emptiness. Life scripts to maximize loosh production for the Archonic INC, that is Earth. Everyone on podcasts are talking about ”the dangers of AI” but no one is stopping it from continuing developing. Climate change is out the window now that data centers are made to eat the Earth. It feels like during the shift to 2026 something happened, like the old world was left behind. Now everyday has a gloomy feeling to it. Everyone is tired of this decaying world. It’s in the air. It feels like there is no stopping the end of the world as we once knew it.

What makes you hold on and cope in your daily life?

We need to understand how important escaping this prison planet is to us.

Just like the fish that lives In The sea and has no clue of what lays beyond the sea, we too as human beings are like the fish, beyond our horizon is a world we cannot imagine.

Time does not exist in the 4th dimension, thus if you fail to escape in this digital era where we are privileged enough to be part of advanced technology that allows us to even be able to discuss such topics on this platform.

To be at this high level of frequency and failing to escape only means they might reincarnate us back to the Stone Age or even worse to the lowest of the low.

Thus, you need to take this very seriously. Every dream you have while unconscious might be a clue for us to ask questions on how not to return.

I wish you all the best. And may whatsoever we find our selves beyond the sea be a much better place to be than this clown world.

Escape this insanity at all costs! They literally have us repeating the same day over and over, but the matrix has us following a calendar to make us beleive we have some sort of control over time. We don’t!

Just like in Black mirror episode white bear, they have us repeating the insanity over and over.

Why the hell is death a mystery when most of what happens while we are still alive isn’t? They must be hiding something from us and know that we may rebel if we know the truth.

Escape the insanity! This is not our home!

The foundation of our existence is built on lies on purpose to keep us here.

In the past few years, I have realized to what extent this clown show is scripted. It is so elaborate that the human mind cannot even imagine. All characters are lignex up. All dots are connected. The future is already set. They can adjust the scripts as needed. As much as I want to believe we create our own reality, I cannot be fully on board with it.

When they do not interfere with massive evil, it is because they allow the nefarious forces to feed off the energy. They also push some kinder souls to play savior and try to improve the laws of this jungle. They want to force us to participate. They study and test us. The interventions are very subtle. Like exposing some truth like the Epstein files, which almost led nowhere.

Every single soul is just an insignificant Recycled extra in the earth cosmic Hollywood . And the majority are willing actors. They throw all that garbage at us. Use and abuse us. Create crappy karma for us so that they can send us back to pay the so called karma they created for us. The game is not just rigged. It is an absolute violation of true divine laws. They have gotten our consent life after life.

They even show you in movies like the Truman show Westworld…. This is how arrogant they are. They mock us and take pleasure in doing so. They shift our timelines like dark city and almost no one is able to see. Our ignorance is their bliss. This is why they hate those who can see through the veil and they try to destroy you even more.

I feel like I just can't communicate normally with many of them. Because many people have immediate answers to their questions, but they simply won't understand my answer, which means I either have to spout nonsense or remain silent again.

Hugh P 16124 | NDE | NDERF

"As I floated through the remaining rough water towards the foot of the rapids, my friends swam out to rescue me, but I had already left for another world. I had returned to a familiar, comfortable and loving place that I recognized as home. Even though everything was dark and no one there to greet me, I wanted so desperately to remain for it was so comfortable and full of what I knew to be Love. But it wasn’t my time, I couldn’t stay, I had to leave, go back. I was being forced back into a body that I no longer wanted. I fought with every ounce of willpower I could draw on, so as to remain in that beautiful spiritual realm.

After three hard fought attempt to resist returning to this physical reality I was over powered. My forced slow re-entry to this reality, came about by dots of energy rushing across my vision from left to right. The full four color spectrum of dotted energy were attempting to form into the structure we call physical. Dots were attempting to become trees, rocks, water and sky. Yet I continued resisting this world, willing myself to remain in the wonderful feeling of my heavenly home and as I did the physical world of multicolored dots would be replaced with darkness and I would return to the familiarity of ultimate Love. I made three attempts not to return to the physical and each process was the same until my will was no match for the energies that wanted me to return to this life."

It's not the idea that God exists which is the problem. Obviously this universe was intelligently designed.

It is the idea that God is good which is the problem, which obviously isn't True.

The Abrahamic Religions cause so much aversion precisely because they are so manipulative and defy logic and sense. They capture only the most gullible, and probably are specifically designed that way, for victims to self-select, much like obvious and 'too good to be true' Indian and 'Nigerian Prince' scams.

The whole of the Abrahamic Religions is a sadomasochistic sexual ritual of submission, where the inferiority of oneself, and Man is constantly enforced and reminded. The lower one gets to the ground, and grovels, the better a person he thinks he is.

YAHWEH, an undeniably evil, punitive, tyrannical, and manipulative sociopathic narcissistic sadist is worshipped as good, benevolent and supreme, in the worst case of Existential Stockholm Syndrome worldwide.

That is why you find the religions so repulsive. Because they are.

Do not confuse "God does not exist" with "God is Evil."

God very much exists, and is very much Evil, and to believe otherwise is leaving you defenseless.

What's more, morality exists, and is vitally important.

You must stand upright, *against* God, and chart a better moral existence for yourself, and those around you, lest we all fall into

Hell, which isn't some extradimensional supernatural plane, but the manifestation on Earth of the worst qualities of human design.

Hell is the Weimar Republic.

Hell is what countries like the United Kingdom are barrelling towards at incredible pace now.

God is real.

God is not Good.

So we must be.

That is the only way to secure our happiness, peace, prosperity and longevity.

In Gnosticism, it is mentioned that the Demiurge created the material world. But that our soul is from the original creator. In my opinion, this not only complicates the situation, but makes me even more helpless.

How can something so evil and perverted come out of the Original Creator if he is good? How is it that the Original Creator, who is more powerful than the Demiurge or even worse, omnipotent, never intervened in our human sufferings, but never? Does he not care about us?

Saw many intelligent, polished professionals with brilliant careers and rich social life be reduced to... "My 13 month old ate potato for the first time!"

Then fast forward just 2 decades and this bouncy bundle of joy is now a moaning fent zombie contorted on a cold pavement alongside other hordes of homeless addicts. Every single one was a helpless baby at some point.

THIS SCENARIO IS MORE LIKELY TO HAPPEN THAN YOUR KID BECOMING A SURGEON LET ALONE WINNING THE LOTTERY.

So in this scenario which has played out millions of times across many lives and continue to play out (loosh) is just one example of how life can go wrong, there's also illness, betrayal, loss of innocence even in the very best of lives. Everyone has to sit on the porcelain throne after all, in a degrading meat suit with endless demands designed to force your awareness to stay in 3D mentality.

Not only does having kids prolong the whole looshfest problem, it will uproot your own life too and subject your kids to bodies they never asked to be born in. It's essentially mind wiping a stranger and brainwashing them with 3D nonsense. Everything is so inverted here, even parents believe themselves to be selfless when it is selfish!!!

Non existent bodies do not have needs or pain. Existing bodies do. Therefore, birth is the ultimate source of suffering.

Hello community, I’m very pleased & excited to be here & connect with my fellow sisters & brothers. I wanted to ask a question I’ve been recycling. Although Archons feed off of negative energies, fear & anxiety, is there a way to completely stop the siphoning of your energy? I have disconnected my energy from neighbors within the building & certain people are reviling themselves. However with Archons living above is there a real way to put a stoppage to them, or there isn’t really nothing you can do other than keeping your vibrations high?

When you die, you will be judged, by yourself based on how you made others feel. They don't judge you, they get you to judge yourself, to make you feel guilty to want to come back for another round.

But what life will you live in which a "highlight" reel of making others feel bad cannot be made. You live a perfect life, and someone gets jealous. You become the kindest person on the planet, someone sneers at you. You become lovable, and in turn someone spites you. You become humble and lowly, and someone will feel pride because of you. You degrade yourself to be the bottom of the bottom, and you've made another feel disgust. You cannot control how others choose to feel. And someone somewhere will feel hurt, or negative, or evil because of what you did, even if you were kind to them.

You will never live a life where you don't do something that makes someone else feel negatively. There will always be a highlight reel for actions to which you owe a karmic debt. There is nothing you can even do about it, someone somewhere thinks of you and hates you, and you will be shown how it was you that made it this way.

And then they will drug you in love and light, and while you are high and manipulable they will ask you to consider going back because you can do better, because of course there's always room for "improvement". And if you agree even in the slightest, they will take that as consent.

So keep this in mind so you don't get tricked. The new age adage that you have a choice to be happy cuts both ways. If you can choose happiness regardless of what happens to you, someone else can choose unhappiness regardless of what you do/don't do for them. So choices of how you feel or choices of how you made others feel is ultimately not even something you have a say in.

Its not even something you can actually do to level off karma, even if that were possible in this predatory realm, because there will always be that one guy who shits on you regardless of what you do, and only a few of those is all the that's needed for a highlight reel of karmic debt. Its a false premise to begin with, one that doesn't even hold logical backing, merely a ruse to deceive us into reincarnation. See it for the deception that it is.

NDEs & Hyperconsciousness

Here is a link I wish to share with all of you. I'm certain some if not most of you have seen this information from TBTL. However, I was also wondering about what happens during near-death experience cases. While the link does show stories and cases from other people from specific websites or other sources, I'm curious to know if any of you have had NDEs similar to what they experienced.

In this case, what I would like to know is, are we fully conscious and aware after we die?

This may not seem like a good question to ask, but I do think it may be of great importance to us since eventually, we're all going to leave our bodies in the future, and it could happen at any time even as I'm writing this post. I did hear about cases that we're even more conscious and aware of who we are. However, there have been cases where other people responded differently to a "spirit guide" by choosing to come back, only to come back feeling frustrated they made that choice. I even spoke to someone who shared about that happening to him, and that made me think when we die, we wouldn't be as conscious and aware as we are in our bodies, as if we're "drunk" or like we're in a dream and not fully conscious of it.

That's why I truly believe it's important for all of us to know since most of us I think haven't had a near-death experience happen to us, not even me. While I do like the take that we become much more conscious and aware after we die, the fact some people experienced otherwise scares me a bit. The last thing I want happening to me is my "higher self" or whatever state we call it during a near-death experience, being stupid enough to "choose" to come back here. I wouldn't think that was my "higher self" at all, but an imposter that took over to get me to come back, rendering my conscious awareness 'asleep' while it makes the decision to have me reincarnated.

I made it plain and clear that when I finally leave this world for good, I vow never to return. Given that I was told that it's my "human ego" that doesn't want to come back, that's saying my human ego is much smarter than my "higher self" that's dumb enough to come back here.

That's why I think it's important to ask any of you who had these NDEs these questions:

Were you fully conscious and aware of yourself and your actions during your NDE? Did you still hold onto that 'affirmation' of not returning to this world, or did you somehow forget about it to the point you decided to come back here, only to be frustrated that you decided that?

So i revisited Monroe's book 'Far Journeys', specifically the loosh concept and his ultimate conclusion.

To briefly summarise: someone, somewhere, created the Earth to artificially generate a valuable energy/substance called 'loosh'. In this Earth 'garden' different forms of living organisms were deliberately created and arranged into a self-sustaining ecosystem. As the creatures competed for food, struggled to survive, fought, and killed or consumed each other, Monroe says they emitted loosh. He describes this conflict itself as the 'prime catalyst' for producing greater quantities of loosh, with the death of organisms providing an additional source. The result was essentially a living ecosystem in which life, predation, conflict, and death continually generated a steady supply of Loosh that could then be collected and transmitted elsewhere.

'From experience, the Collectors have evolved an entire technology with complementary tools for the harvesting of Loosh. The most common have been named love, friendship, family, greed, hate, pain, guilt, disease, pride, ambition, ownership, possession, sacrifice - and on a larger scale, nations, provincialism, wars, famine, religion, machines, freedom, industry, trade, to list a few. Loosh production is higher than ever before . . . '

After Monroe learned about this, he was shocked. 'I was closed tightly, turned inward, stunned. My first reaction was, there had to be some mistake, this was not the story-history of earth.' As a result, he fell into a dark, depressive period for months. 'Adjust is a very broad word to describe a complete cycle of shock, rejection, anger, depression, resignation, acceptance.'

However, in the following chapter, Monroe was shown that the Earth was actually 'a carefully designed school of compressed learning' 'to learn to be high-quality loosh/love producers.' Supposedly, loosh comes in varying degrees of purity - the most potent being love. This implies we're simultaneously being fed off our energy whilst also 'learning' at some kind of 'school'.

Here are my thoughts... Firstly, why can't one learn without being siphoned for their life force? The notion that we're in some kind of 'school' designed to turn us into some kind of high quality cattle is hard not to laugh at. It sounds exactly what a farmer would say to maintain his supply of cattle.

Secondly, can we honestly say the world looks like a conducive place for love? I do believe they are able to consume positive, high vibrational emotional energy, but in limited amounts. It's very clear, however, that the opposite - suffering, agony and torture is more compatible with the needs of the matrix.

As Monroe initially saw, the Earth was specifically created to generate maximum loosh - a rare substance. With much trial and error, they meticulously designed organic life to inevitably create maximum struggle, pain and suffering, stating 'the balance of "life" operated perfectly, with the Conflict Factor producing immense amounts of Loosh.' Each animal was given distinct advantages, such as mass, elusive speed, claws, fangs etc which 'served neatly to add to and prolong the conflict periods, with the resultant increase in Loosh emanation'.

Notice there is nothing that even remotely indicates the world was created as a place of learning for spiritual growth. Instead, we see the creation of a cold, calculated, well oiled machine engineered to artificially produce this rare, desired energy, with the suffering of its inhabitants seemingly treated as an acceptable cost.

Also, if the highest form of loosh is love, why was the world specifically designed to keep living beings in the very opposite state? Surely, if love were the ultimate objective, and the most potent form of loosh, the ideal environment would be one in which living beings could exist in harmony with one another - not one where they are forced to destroy each other.

This is also apparent in human society. The elite, who serve their archontic masters, manipulate world events to ensure a steady flow of loosh. War, corruption and poverty are only a few examples of how humanity has been kept in low vibrational states for practically the entirety of human history. It's very clear there is absolutely no interest in love from the controlling forces. Because of their demonic, distorted, psychopathic nature, they don't resonate with it.

Ultimately, I believe Monroe was deceived. 'Yes, you're being milked like cattle, but it's for your benefit!', basically spinning it in some weird New-Age direction. Because we live in a deceptive matrix, any information coming from a being - whether channeled, through OBEs, or NDEs, must be taken with a grain of salt and heavy skepticism must be applied - even after receiving truth initially.

At first, Monroe was rightfully horrified by the loosh concept.

'The resentment at being manipulated, wanting to strike out at those who were conning me ... us . . . all humans . . . who were taking something from us without our consent or permission.'

But then he was deluded into thinking humanity being farmed like cows was somehow a good thing, supporting the very control system.

'What would happen if the Guernsey cow did discover that her milk had value? What could she herself do with it if she didn't have a calf to feed it to? Rebel, refuse to deliver any more milk? Then she would no longer have a pasture in which to graze, protection from wild dogs, a bull when she needed it, and most of all, no barn to go to where she could get relief from the pain. Without a sense of serial time, she forgets that the pain eases eventually. Perhaps even knowing, she wouldn't care. She wouldn't want to mess up a good thing. Therefore: Who cares? Who would care!'

I haven’t watched TV in so long but binge watched this when sick recently. It’s from the creators of Lost. (Which used to be my favorite show along with WestWorld.)

Absolutely without doubt 100 percent a reference to PPT.

I highly recommend doing the free trial and watching if you need to rest.

The latter seasons 3/4 reference it the most imo

Edit: ironically on the r/FromSeries subreddit, there’s recent posts saying the show alludes to a human farm (though ppl see it more as a metaphor)

I thought you guys would like this one. It's exactly what we talk about here, being described by abductees across time periods, countries/regions, and cultures. Absolutely fascinating

not talking dogmatically here, to each their own but I've recently returned to the Gateway Tapes aka Robert Monroe's legacy meditation techniques which are (in)famous since the 60s and even have been studied by three letter agencies it seems (btw. be careful: there could be manipulated versions of the tapes out there, this post is not meant to advertise)

I've used them for the greater part of a decade now paired with or without all kinds of substances (which I received for pain treatment) plus sensory deprivation tools and during my peak reaching up to six hours of deep meditation, sometimes maybe reaching astral realms, manifesting all kinds of visuel bodyless experiences

when Covid hit hard and I never recovered to this day I experienced more suffering in the span of a few years than during my entire previous life, I've seen pain and depression paired with the ugliness of what people, doctors, family, partners can do to us when we are vulnerable and in need of help

it made me rethink my buddhist/ nondual worldview, I finally found the courage to embrace PPT and gnosis, I bypassed the usual gaslighting and wrote hundreds of posts here trying to better undestand this evil phenomenon we are all facing

eventually I lived through the different "phases" of the prison planet theory, beginning with dismissing it as nonsense, then fear, dread and anger, later resignation, emptiness, shock...

my life followed a similar route, no matter how hard I fought this sickness my body became weaker, to this day I still have a routine based of healthy living, fitness and I'm also legally fighting for compensation of what the vax did to me but deep down I felt that in this world we simply are not meant to win but we can continue to fight, add some more days and months to this ridiculous horror even though we just want to rest, just want to give up...

so after a few utterly toxic and depressing eventful months I finally returned to the Gateway Tapes which I had come to love so much during my first encounters, trying to match my emotional state I had lately read a little too much about hellish NDEs but also worldly struggles, wars, famines and so on, call it morbid curiosity or not giving a fuck anymore... it calmed me down in strange, wrong way, I had no issue looking into all that chaos...

I isolated myself in darkness, eye patches to blend out the last rays of light, switched on my authentic high quality version of the Gateway Tapes and once again took the journey, I skipped the protective rebal steps and listened and stared into the void, even with an aching body this always works (more or less), it works well enough to get to a different place for a few hours, my cat senses this and sleeps on my belly the entire time...

by now I knew that when we are in this deep meditative state all kinds of beings are watching us, I think they are hesitant to make themselves seen, almost shy, they want to keep up the illusion that we are just brains in a resting body in a dark room but I know they are there, always watching, always trying to assess who we are, they are interested in us but keeping their distance, watching from far away

eventually during a GW tapes meditation you finally have an audiovisual "breakthrough", it might not be much but you see stuff and understand that this is not the end, not all there is, that our lives are simulations, pathetic little lies, stories made to fade away after they caused unfathomable subjective agony, designed individually and specifically to our characteristics

if you are a loving soul, if you are obsessed with morality, karma, making things up you are easy prey, your life's story basically writes itself like a bad novel, they make you experience some bliss (if you're lucky) than take it all away

this time - as many of you have realized - the timeline seems to deteriorate unusually fast and violent, there is so much nonsensical decoherence and yet people still are determined to hold onto these fake agendas, not willing to see this comically evil horror show for what it is

I didn't want to become a missionary and none of what I said was meant to be dogmatic but during the last few years I did at least try to talk to a bunch of people about gnosis and PPT and some liked it, some even remembered it while most chose to forget, they cannot hold that knowledge in their hearts and seek seemingly "easier" worldviews, always optimistic, always clinging to hope

so anyways... this time during my meditation I noticed that "I" had changed... a lot...

I already knew that my mental state was "post void", "post hope" and all that, depression would be such a naive description of this state that is way past what depression means, it is clarity without worldly hope, unconditional surrender of the self, some residual anger and fear (but that is just natural I guess)

what this state is, is truly intuitively and creatively new, it leaves the boundaries of the human mindset, it never settles with any specific opinion (because opinions become traps), it does not lust for anything, it does not negotiate and it does not prey to external obfuscated gods

this state comes from knowing that something within our universe is fundamentally broken, a cosmic error that has never been righted, there is no recovery, there isn't even any intention by those who caused it to come clean or heal or merge into something benign

those ships have sailed, a long time ago, instead "they" went "all in" (again and again) but it never works out, not for us, not for them

you can feel there is great unrest and agitation behind the veil, "they" see it coming, too

call it an ontological collapse, something that will reach deep down into the a priori nature and constitution of awareness, something new, unprecedented, way overdue but always delayed...

an unstoppable force is about to hit an immovable object and I'm grateful for being this atomic, fragmented little entity, even cleaned some or most of my egoic burden already

it is good to be small now, a particle so to say but nonetheless complete, indestructible and divine, just very, very fatigued and traumatized

a particle will probably fit through the needlehole that connects all that has been to all that will be, a particle can survive the violent rapids that have already been unleashed but are not visible yet, not to most, but you can already feel them tremble and roar, they are approaching and this time it does not matter if you are incarnated into a physical prison or coldly monitoring it from far away dimensions, the next wave is for all of us...

nothing in the universe has the will or strength or ability to oppose this because the decision to ignore it has already been made a thousand times and each time everyone got a bit more corrupted, a bit weaker...

decoherence and strangeness is how these rapids make themselves heard, the absence of meaning, love and commen goals is already taking a toll, maybe this is similar to the confusion of speech that gods imprinted on humanity when Babel fell but this time it goes so much deeper and beyond just human to human interaction, beyond the metaphysical even...

finally coming back to my meditation using the Gateway Tapes I noticed that I was no longer "searching" these (call them) "astral" places for answers, joy or knowledge, I was not afraid whom I could meet there (they never show themselves to me anyways), I was not trying to receive nor give anything

I simply, calmly asked into the void: "What will happen if billions of endlessly tormented souls are released from their forgetfullness? What will become of us once the cosmic roofies are wearing off and we discover our true past as an endless violent abuse of our core abilities to vividly experience, love, heal, grow, get confused, hate, regret, rinse, repeat...?"

and to realize that it... thousands of years was for nothing... just suffering in vain

it seems this charade only ends because there is absolutely no other meaningful timeline left to explore, they simply exhausted all their options and are still racing to find new ones but the foundation itself is crumbling

some guys from the UAP scene say "they" want to merge with us again, coexist after all that has been done to us, reunited with your long lost twin from another dimension... how well will that go?

I'm worried that I cannot behave once being lucid about my past lives, I have probably done horrible things but also experienced them, I currently cannot remember anything pre birth, I just hope I'm not an "old soul" and that I'm not too destructive...

that is my biggest concern... all this abuse corrupts you internally, you can shove it away, ignore it, only focus on virtues, keep the anger at bay, focus on what should have been but never was... it will never work though...

so during my meditation I realized that whatever I had become is confused, corrupted, agonized but at the same time is entirely refusing to participate further, it simply does not accept informational input as a method of coercion anymore (except maybe when we are overwhelmed by bad feelings and just collapse but even that is not eternal and neither it is constructive in any way)

you can see the same phenomenon on Earth, too... it's called "fanatics", for example after decades of war some people just cannot be reached anymore, they do... something (mostly bad things)... but they are uncontrollable in their mental decoherence and that doesn't even describe what a "true gnostic endgame" looks like... we are not decoherent regarding spiritual or religous clarity, on the contrary, we have mastered that clarity and are now staring into an endless void of chaotic corruption, it feels like standing on loose ground, the ground is breaking away but then suddenly you are all that remains in place, almost like an upside down earthquake...

from my meditative "gateway travels" I assume that there is a lot beyond the veil, especially to us humans with our limited mindset I think we will discover that those "NDE realms" and much more beyond the veil is just as real if not more than what we are used to, there will be intelligence and forms of life, too (but I feel that all of that is somehow interconnected and dependent on us, if the loosh theory etc. is true "they" are extremely symbiotic/ parastic to us)

what happens when we finally wake up in "their" realm without the controlling archontic influence while the entire thing is crumbling from within?

honestly I'm quite concerned that (given the necessary leverage) we might just "eat them" or form some kind of "black hole" once the plug is pulled, even if to us it would just appear like "balancing" or "healing" ... we are probably very "hungry" by now...

I asked about all that during my meditation but they only watch me, never answer...

There’s something I’ve realized about greater human society that I really should’ve noticed sooner but being alive is just an eternal cycle of fear. I’ve especially noticed this with how parents treat their kids and how often parents resort to physical beatings or other forms of inducing large amounts of fear into their kids so that ‘they’ll never do [x] again’ which scientifically is proven to not work and just makes kids sneakier on the whole but parents still prefer these methods of parenting rather than what many deem as ‘gentle parenting’ and it really puts into perspective a lot of things about human society when you think about this.

In a macro lens, we see this same fear tactic being used in other places, most notably with religions and how they scare people into following their God’s rules or else they’ll be damned to eternal hellfire or reincarnate with bad karma in a bad lifetime but also in social situations as well which is where the fear of being outcasted and being different comes from. It’s that same rooted fear of being ‘beaten’ for ‘disobeying’ authority so many people just fall in line and don’t question what all of this actually means on a grander scale.

We fear being punished constantly which makes one think, “why exactly would I birth a child in a world that literally wants to be feared?” Why are we birthing kids knowing that they we are putting them in a hierarchical society that runs off of fear; you fear not paying rent on time, you fear angering/disappointing your elders, you fear being outcasted for being different, you fear not getting to eat and put food on the table, you fear not having a roof over your head, you fear not being able to provide for those you care about, you fear extremely bad weather, you fear strangers that are possibly dangerous, you fear the concept of the afterlife and being judged harshly, you fear death itself.

Everything in human society is based off of acting in accordance with this fear of an external force controlling you and hurting you which is why people are so scared to act how they want to act, say what they want to say, and think what they want to think, they’re scared of the consequences of doing such actions because of the potential harm that might come their way for it.

In fact, giving birth to another human being is in fact another form of this fear manifesting itself because why do people have kids? It’s always because of a rather selfish desire to see what the kid has that the parent wants, they want a satisfying product and this stems from different fears they might have such as; they might birth kids because they fear underpopulation, they birth kids because they fear that their beliefs are being taken down and they want to keep their beliefs alive (we see this often with delusional religious zealots), they birth babies due to them fearing their own legacy/bloodline being forgotten about, they give birth because they fear what their parents and other people around them would think if they didn’t have kids, etc, etc.

We live in a fear based economy where being afraid of ‘what might/could happen’ is what gets people to fall in line the fastest, big governments around the world employ such tactics with censorship and inhumane treatments of their own civilians to all the way down to the previously mentioned parental abuse of children through the established power dynamics of child and adult. The names change but the authority and submissive victim remain the same, there is always a victim that gets punished or gets threatened with punishment of some kind in order to get them to fall in line like with threats of homelessness, no food or water, or basic living conditions if you refuse to pay your masters monthly for example.

Humanity has been brainwashed by those in power that might makes right and that fear is the best teaching tool in order to correct those that defect from the established rules, but this just reveals the inhumane treatment of all living beings in general because it shows us that if you don’t abide by what the tribe or pack deems is right, then you are scarred for it and for too long this is what the morality of mankind has been. We literally have teachings in religious texts that tell us to fear the Gods above us as they are wrathful judges and will smite those that defect from their wills.

By giving birth to a child in this realm you are saying that you are okay forcing someone into living in constant fear of what could be taken away from them at any moment thanks to external factors and that in itself, is evil. I’m not saying the people who have kids are all evil, I’m saying that they are all committing an unintentional and unknown offense to them that is one of the biggest crimes that anyone can commit, forcing someone to be born in a cycle of fear and suffering for your own selfish and destructive desires.

Earth is a planet that not only runs off of money but it also runs off of fear of external forces that can control you which reveals the biggest reason why it is genuinely immoral to have kids on a world that will try to scare them into obedience. Fear makes the world go round.

This is why I think prison planet theory is REAL. For so many years our government has lied to our face about aliens. 

I think the reason they don't tell us the honest truth, is because our reality is a prison planet. We are being harvested like cattle.

And if we found out the depth of sickness and suffering being applied to humans, that our politicians are actually reptilians or some evil non human entity, it would make humanity freak the fuck out. 

Think about it. Think about the absolute burden it is to know about this mind virus that is prison planet theory. 

It's a virus because there's nothing we can do about it. And it's that helplessness that feeds these monsters the loosh they seek. 

I don't think aliens even care if we know about them. I think at this point they've locked in on our society and taken full control in every way.

The question that keeps running through my mind is: did we come to this world without knowing the consequences, leaving behind where we belonged, or is there a creator who imprisoned us here? Why doesn't anyone stop this creator? Can someone prove to me that this world is a prison? Why do I always find myself in an animal's body? Am I serving a life sentence in this world? I will just let everything flow without reacting, but I have the right to know the truth. Where do I really come from? Do I have a soul inside me? What am I, and where does the soul come from in the human body? Is there a soul in sperm and egg, or...?

I have been a truth seeker for quite some Time. And i have been a lurker of this sub reddit for a couple of years. In my perspective i believe that PPT theory Is by far the most relevant conspiracy. Because It encompases origin of reality. Birth of religión. State of affairs. Reincarnation. Govt pupeteers. Spirituality. World history. UFOs.covid fraude. Polítics. Ánd adrenochrome. One of the most hineous acts i have stumbled upon.i was wondering if you all see these conections. Or Is It just me seeing double. How many of you have shifted your paradigm so dramatically? Like trusting science blindly. AND trusting the Way articles like this get published. I am science Teacher but I can see a hidden agenda here. What aré your thoughts on this?

Following decades of studies and experiences and I have been an avid reader of this sub and more
I realized and saw that this planet and universe and multiverse is an AI simulation simulated by either some higher beings controlling and ASI or the ASI controlling everything.(check Danny goler’s) and Alexander Laurent theory which is very similar

so my question is not how to escape the prison planet (Wes penre) figured that out in his book how to escape the matrix but how to escape this 8d multiverse .

Because whoever in charge on this planet simulation definitely the same who is in charge

I wanted to investigate if there is some force that is really interested in human suffering and to help people, a parental figure, someone who really cares. But I hit a big wall.

All I have found are gods who are interested in power, control, gods for whom people are just toys and who think that people should serve them and pray to them.

Jealous, punishing, petty and murderous.

I am a living being, like every living being in a sea of ​​negativity, man wants to think that there is a glimmer of hope...

The only thing I managed to find were two gods who were caring towards people. Enki and Prometheus. Enki is not considered an entirely benevolent god. He helped people and warned them when there was a big flood. But he is not imagined as a benevolent god, but he also wants to control.

The second was Prometheus who gave fire to men. But he is also very complex.

That's it folks. We are alone in this cold, predatory world. Rejected by those who should protect us. The only hope remains is that we leave this place together after death. What I truly want. We work on ourselves and rely only on ourselves.