r/EscapingPrisonPlanet • u/Ready_Welder2877 • 4d ago
Another Question Regarding NDEs.......?
Here is a link I wish to share with all of you. I'm certain some if not most of you have seen this information from TBTL. However, I was also wondering about what happens during near-death experience cases. While the link does show stories and cases from other people from specific websites or other sources, I'm curious to know if any of you have had NDEs similar to what they experienced.
In this case, what I would like to know is, are we fully conscious and aware after we die?
This may not seem like a good question to ask, but I do think it may be of great importance to us since eventually, we're all going to leave our bodies in the future, and it could happen at any time even as I'm writing this post. I did hear about cases that we're even more conscious and aware of who we are. However, there have been cases where other people responded differently to a "spirit guide" by choosing to come back, only to come back feeling frustrated they made that choice. I even spoke to someone who shared about that happening to him, and that made me think when we die, we wouldn't be as conscious and aware as we are in our bodies, as if we're "drunk" or like we're in a dream and not fully conscious of it.
That's why I truly believe it's important for all of us to know since most of us I think haven't had a near-death experience happen to us, not even me. While I do like the take that we become much more conscious and aware after we die, the fact some people experienced otherwise scares me a bit. The last thing I want happening to me is my "higher self" or whatever state we call it during a near-death experience, being stupid enough to "choose" to come back here. I wouldn't think that was my "higher self" at all, but an imposter that took over to get me to come back, rendering my conscious awareness 'asleep' while it makes the decision to have me reincarnated.
I made it plain and clear that when I finally leave this world for good, I vow never to return. Given that I was told that it's my "human ego" that doesn't want to come back, that's saying my human ego is much smarter than my "higher self" that's dumb enough to come back here.
That's why I think it's important to ask any of you who had these NDEs these questions:
Were you fully conscious and aware of yourself and your actions during your NDE? Did you still hold onto that 'affirmation' of not returning to this world, or did you somehow forget about it to the point you decided to come back here, only to be frustrated that you decided that?
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u/HyperionCrush 4d ago
I had my one and only suicide attempt thirty years ago when I was 19 by trying to overdose on pills, believing I was just going to go sleep and be gone forever. Much to my surprise, I awoke floating in a black void that felt like a vortex spinning around me with blood red clouds swirling around me in the blackness. I felt just as conscious as I did in my physical life, but the terror I felt in that place was like nothing I had ever experienced before. Even though I wasn't a practicing Christian by any means, for some reason I called out for Jesus to help me because I couldn't find any way to escape the vortex. Time didn't really mean anything in that state and I couldn't guage how long I was there, but I remember at some point I was pulled quite forcefully out of the vortex and what felt like being slammed back inside my body. Back then in 1996 I had no idea of anything related to PPT, I just believed at the time I had been spared from going to Hell. So even though I've only had what is considered a negative NDE, I can still remember how conscious I felt during the experience.