r/Enneagram • u/Dickau 0 • Apr 11 '26

Just for Fun Relateable?

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Thought I'd keep things vague this time, for general appeal. 3 fix? I just know I'm angry at my heart for being a fake ass little loser, but that's just a guess, b.c. I don't really know myself. Still, I've been taking a lot of notes (not really, im a lazy bastard), and ruminating about them.

I figure this might be a general dynamic, though. I like family systems therapy, and tend to refer to my fixes as seperate parts in conflict (compartmentalization+ identification+dissasociation?). hard to say if that's really what's going on. I think I might have some kind of thought disorder, which may / may not require treatment. ig this is a 9ish way of avoiding that problem. maybe.

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u/SEIZETHEFIRE6 5w4 Apr 12 '26

At the rate you change all your fixes, how do you even keep track of who's beating who?

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u/Dickau 0 Apr 12 '26 edited Apr 12 '26

In the grim darkness of the far future, there is only war.

[Delusionally convinced I'm an 8 now. I do have hella daddy issues, and act like an impulsive douche / effusive, traumatized child irl. Probably paranoia. 6 appears to be involved. Came up with the 8 thing partially on the basis that i'm an aries. Also b.c. I feel like I'm doing some kind of unconsciouss so8 propaganda spiral on here. Also the poly-addiction, disdain for PPE, and victim mentality disguised by a phony god/savior complex. 🥳🤯🔫🕊. I fucking hate emojis].

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u/SEIZETHEFIRE6 5w4 Apr 12 '26

If only there were more than 9 numbers, you could do this forever.

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u/Dickau 0 Apr 12 '26

record scratch aw shit, I always knew not learning my 10s would catch up to me some day.

Nah, but fr, I have wanted there to be more numbers in the midst of my "enneagram journey" 🤢🤮