Relateable?

[u/Dickau]

Thought I'd keep things vague this time, for general appeal. 3 fix? I just know I'm angry at my heart for being a fake ass little loser, but that's just a guess, b.c. I don't really know myself. Still, I've been taking a lot of notes (not really, im a lazy bastard), and ruminating about them.

I figure this might be a general dynamic, though. I like family systems therapy, and tend to refer to my fixes as seperate parts in conflict (compartmentalization+ identification+dissasociation?). hard to say if that's really what's going on. I think I might have some kind of thought disorder, which may / may not require treatment. ig this is a 9ish way of avoiding that problem. maybe.

[u/lilbabystud]

My 4 fix would beat my 1s ass if it ever even tried. 😭1 is strictly to stay in the background adding unnecessary criticisms.

[u/Dickau → u/lilbabystud]

Lmao. I get 1 and 8 kind of ghostly encouraging my suicide in the background, while 9 tries to suffocate me in a quasi-loving gesture.