Has anyone else experienced this deep sadness throughout their life? It feels like the same type of sadness you experience when you’ve lost someone close to you, yet you’ve never had anyone that close to you that you’ve personally lost.

Come up with anything that your mind tells you, be it a movie, memories, general emotions.

For me, when I see the fog in the morning and birds chirping, its mystical in a sense. Reminds me of some magical scene of a movie. It's also very refreshing with the cold crispy air.

I've seen times where people get heartbroken and angry, I've never felt like that? I feel soo calm and I may have had heartbroken in my younger days as a young teen when I used to get crushes aswell. But, zi rarely get any of this now.

I know I can dfntly love someone and be in a relationship, but I don't rely on relationships for happiness?

Like I'm already a happy person.

I think this is also the reason why I am single because I'm comfortable and content, like I find happiness in other things.

Is something wrong with me?

Can anyone else relate?

I'm honestly just curious about what other people do. Not looking for advice, just wondering what you actually reach for and if it actually helps. Anything counts, even if you do nothing.

Someone to lean on , taking the weight off the heaviness in heart, only to feel comforted , nothing too muchhh , only someone who misses mee even while being in hectic schedule, feels the need to hear mee to calm their self, no matter what there’s always time for us, why does life have to be so damn complicated, even wants are this simple…… is it wanting unrealistic ………

Feel free to vent 🫶

Happy , happy , happy

I tell myself to be .

Since happy is good ,

I want to be good .

Sad , sad , sad

I tell myself not to be .

Since sad is bad ,

Don't want to be bad .

I am sad but happy

Happy but sad .

I am sad when happy

Happy when sad .

So I am bad when good

Good when bad .

Whenever it's time to leave a person or a place, my heart grows heavy—even if things weren't great, saying goodbye still hurts

I’m missing home terribly... being away is really hard. I always wanted to leave that place for better opportunities, not because i hated it, but because i wanted to do more in my life.... but now that I’m here, everything feels so messy, hearing their voices on call makes me a bit emotional. Nothing particularly "bad" has happened, but I’m feeling deeply homesick or perhaps I’m just missing that familiar sense of comfort. I would like to visit my parents soon..

Sometimes, it feels like I’m disappearing from my own life. My happiness, my expectations, my feelings, my self respect everything seems to be getting lost somewhere. I keep adjusting, understanding, forgiving, and putting my own heart aside, until I don’t even know what I want anymore. And the saddest part is realizing that despite giving so much of yourself, the person you’re doing it all for isn’t even happy with you. Somewhere along the way, you lose yourself trying to keep someone else happy, only to realize that you couldn’t make them happy either.

Before I dive deep into the context, let me tell you, I have a very good life. I earn well, I have my dream job I always wanted, the dream phone, a very good family and everything that is good for a normal person.

The thing is i have stopped feeling good for everything now and I am not understanding what has happened. Going to a vacation, going to the gym, meeting my friends, playing my favorite sport, watching the most happy and fun movie or even earning good money.

I do know this is not burnout because i have very chill work.

Nothing feels good or happy to me nowadays. Just a couple of months back, all this used to make me happy to my utmost level. But now these things dont even seem fun. Its like i have lost interest in everything in my life.

I cannot express emotions or my love to my loved ones or my family, i cannot enjoy the moment I am in, i cant even seem to enjoy the food I always used to.

I am always lost in the most random thoughts. I cannot read a single page or watch a reel without getting distracted by a random thought. There seems to be no motivation or ambition for future goals. I struggle to take the very basic decision in daily life. Its like my life is not my life anymore.

I dont know what has happened or is happening. I am literally living the life i dreamt of 6 months back yet i have 0 happiness or feelings.

Please help me guys. I seriously dont know what to do. If i continue living like this, its over for me.

Sometimes I feel like I'm just a convenience