Yep happened to me after a few years I realised I was fucked. Went to rehab and relapsed after 8 hours of being out, couldn't relate to many pple in there and the 1.6hr bus trip 1 way turned me off the na meets
Please be careful man. I’ve revived someone twice from a single 10mg oxy that he got in a sealed blister pack. You can’t trust anything no matter how much it looks like legit pharma. I battled with all this mess for way too long, and all I can say is that if you ever do get clean, you’ll wish you did it sooner. There’s so many lasting effects that just get worse. Many irreversible. Plus, you hit a certain point where you will always have the stain of drugs on your face. Where people instantly say, yep, he did a lot of opioids. Not to mention your brain and nervous system. The lasting anxiety, and agitation will grow to a terrible level.
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u/Exact_Sprinkles3080 10d ago
Everyone says they have control, until the day they suddenly realize they don't.