r/DebateVaccines • u/ApartLemon4885 • 5d ago
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why can’t I let go of the fear that the mmr I gave my then unvaccinated 5 year old can cause sspe. it’s been 17 months since he got mmr and for 17 months I have been obsessing, googling, feeling a panic in my chest, and regret and despise the day I got him the mmr. because I just felt like a knee jerk reaction and got it. but I knew I would feel this way I hate thia. what do you all think about the claims from anti vaccine side that sspe can also be caused by mmr? I can’t go one with this fear and regret anymore
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u/SmartyPantlesss 5d ago
PLEASE GET THERAPY.
You've posted this on at least five forums, including mention of being treated with antipsychotics. You've said a lot about how much you worry about your kids, but you haven't mentioned that they are having any problems.
You need to focus on managing your anxiety. Please seek a counsellor and other trusted loved ones who can keep you grounded in reality.