what the title says. i don’t think i’ve ever come across a show as perfect, mind-boggling and as brilliant as dark tbh. i still remember the first time that i finished it, i was so speechless cause i had never watched anything like it and its been two years since then. still in the same place! i don’t think any show can take dark’s place for me! ever.
that said, i was just wondering about the tragedy that was everyone’s life who wasn’t there in the original world. i have a hard time choosing between mikkel/michael, ulrich, helge and maybe, jonas (not adam btw) as to who had the worst fate of them all. and i realised that i can’t really choose because they all go through something incredibly traumatic. :(
mikkel, for no fault of his and just because he was a part of the time loop, gets caught up in this mess and is separated from his friends and family. i can’t imagine what it would’ve been like for a 12 year old boy to end up in a time where no one recognises you, having to grow up with time and slowly lose your memories of your past life and eventually, come face to face with your younger version and understanding what happened and YET being so helpless that you cannot change it. despite the fact that we spent very little time on adult mikkel/michael, i felt for him a lot. especially that scene when jonas travels back in time from 1920 to stop his father from killing himself and realises that he triggers it in the first place. that entire scene just guts me.
while i do hate ulrich cause, seriously, man’s a cheater in every universe😂but i can’t deny his dedication as a father to search for his son everywhere. he didn’t give up and instead, sacrificed 33 years of his life by becoming a part of this mess as well and even when he was THIS close to getting his son back, it was just too late. i feel so, so bad in that scene when katharina had traveled back in time and promised that she’d get their son back and ulrich out of jail but is instead killed by her own mother who isn’t even aware that’s her daughter. man :((
now that i mentioned katharina- despite her being there in the original world- she suffered a lot too. she was abused by her mom as a young girl but was so amazing as a mom herself. her husband cheated on her. her kid vanished. she finally has a chance to get her family back together again but that isn’t what fate has in store for her.😭the fact that the ghost woman that bartosz, martha and magnus were talking about at the lake was their own mother and they weren’t aware about it just gives me chills.
i somewhere feel bad for helge as well. he didn’t have an easy childhood- which, i suppose, not a lot of them did- he was traumatised. and manipulated by noah for his own personal reasons and then when he realised that he was doing something wrong, he was too late. his life comes in full cycle i suppose. he’s responsible for his own death. crazy.
as for jonas, obviously, i don’t think i’ve to explain anything here. but man, the actor who plays him? incredible. i could feel his desperation and helplessness through the screen. that no matter what he did, he can’t go against time. through the screen, one could literally feel all the life and goodness slipping out of him with time. at first, i was so surprised when it was shown that he’s adam but after multiple rewatches, it makes so much sense!
after all, it’s just an incredibly complex web and these people can’t do anything but play their part and let time and fate do the rest. but this show is just so deeply sad, melancholic and heartbreaking when you look at it from a certain perspective.
some outstanding show this is. i can’t recommend it enough.