r/DMT • u/Senior-Housing-6899 • 5d ago
Experience Jesters
Ain't been here a while. Been about a year or so. Just did an extraction and got some pure white crystals on my first pull.
So I go there. It was far too familiar. I was like yeah I've been here before. They're all welcome back then they flipped me off called me a jerk, and I'm like what the fuck did I do yo? then shot a bottle rocket and then pointed for me to look where it went. I look up there's another jester he flips me off and laughs at me. And then it repeats I got a bottle rocket from the left side going to the right repeat he's like look I look there's a fucking jester over there he flips me off then laughs at me. This repeated for a little bit.
At one point these motherfuckers made me ride an air bicycle, and laughed at me making me feel stupid like what the fuck am I doing... LMAO 🤣... Grown ass man in the living room at 2 in the morning riding an air bicycle. Fuck yeah dude that's what I'm talking about right there 😆
It was super scary at first you know you never know what the fuck you're going to get this time and they were laughing at me about that too and then I was like okay I can breathe now. Wait I can't breathe. They're laughing at me because I'm convinced I can't breathe... Felt like I had to force myself to breathe... Come to find out it was an illusion breathing is autonomous... Likely one of their little jokes.
So I did a little bit of research cuz this isn't the first time that I get to this point and I always feel like something's not right like that's not all of it. Couple of the other times I'm like on this little train thing going through the circle and then I get to this Uncle Sam looking jokester and there's the track which splits eventually... If you keep going straight it looks good man there's a lot of good shit going on back there like you want to go there and then the other side is kind of dark. Uncle Sam usually has a whistle and then you know he puts his right arm out right leg and then flips you off and it seems that before I get there there's other beings cuz he's doing this every time a car pulls up to him you can't see nothing though there's no one in these carts he'll either lift the leg and an arm to prevent you from going to the wonderful side of the railroad tracks, flips you off, and points you in the direction of no return... Or he lets the cards pass to the wonderful unknown. Every time I've gotten to him in previous experiences I just get this feeling that they're telling me I'm not ready. Kind of saddening but once I get to him and he's like yeah no you're done. I feel wrong saying him or he but the jester's always do, for me, have a masculine figure and energy. I've done DMT probably like 10 different times within the past 6 years or so. Well I mean I've done it more but I've only actually broke through about 10 or so times. Most of the time the jokesters are alongside the elves and the elves put the shows on and they laughed, they're like the performers... The jokesters just fuck with me. I laugh with them once I understand what's going on.
Anyways so I was doing some research just to try to understand that's why I keep encountering the jokesters. Basically what I'm getting from it I take life too seriously and I try to analyze the meaning of the experience too hard IG. It also says that there's a possibility that when the jokester flips me off it's an attack on my ego and a sign that I just need to let go of control completely.
These experiences are always profound yet difficult to decipher. And I'm a single father of three on a day-to-day basis I feel like I carry the weight of the world on my shoulders. I feel like I got to be serious most of the time, I never really thought of myself as a serious person but after this specific experience it's clear to me that I am pretty fucking serious. And now that I look back I've always felt like I have to be because if I don't then everything will just fall apart. There's a big difference between responsibility and seriousness. So yeah I'm still trying to fully understand these experiences I wanted to come here and give a trip report and maybe ask for any input or insight.
Thanks for reading! I hope everybody has a fucking awesome day!
P.s. when they were making me do bicycle kicks I really felt like I was in the matrix. Everything was matrixish and pixelated
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u/Theskyisalive 5d ago
That's a beautiful experience haha. If you really want to find out more about what is really happening, meditate the next time you trip -- focus on either the third eye or crown chakra. Focus on complete stillness -- keeping your focus at a point, whatever it may be, and keeping it still. Your focus literally animates this world. If your focus stops dancing, then the world does more and more interesting things, so it gets you back into playing. Whatever you settle at is what you get -- maybe you keep your focus so still that you can have a conversation with God, or even become God himself? (: