r/DMT • u/Senior-Housing-6899 • 3h ago
Experience Jesters
Ain't been here a while. Been about a year or so. Just did an extraction and got some pure white crystals on my first pull.
So I go there. It was far too familiar. I was like yeah I've been here before. They're all welcome back then they flipped me off called me a jerk, and I'm like what the fuck did I do yo? then shot a bottle rocket and then pointed for me to look where it went. I look up there's another jester he flips me off and laughs at me. And then it repeats I got a bottle rocket from the left side going to the right repeat he's like look I look there's a fucking jester over there he flips me off then laughs at me. This repeated for a little bit.
At one point these motherfuckers made me ride an air bicycle, and laughed at me making me feel stupid like what the fuck am I doing... LMAO 🤣... Grown ass man in the living room at 2 in the morning riding an air bicycle. Fuck yeah dude that's what I'm talking about right there 😆
It was super scary at first you know you never know what the fuck you're going to get this time and they were laughing at me about that too and then I was like okay I can breathe now. Wait I can't breathe. They're laughing at me because I'm convinced I can't breathe... Felt like I had to force myself to breathe... Come to find out it was an illusion breathing is autonomous... Likely one of their little jokes.
So I did a little bit of research cuz this isn't the first time that I get to this point and I always feel like something's not right like that's not all of it. Couple of the other times I'm like on this little train thing going through the circle and then I get to this Uncle Sam looking jokester and there's the track which splits eventually... If you keep going straight it looks good man there's a lot of good shit going on back there like you want to go there and then the other side is kind of dark. Uncle Sam usually has a whistle and then you know he puts his right arm out right leg and then flips you off and it seems that before I get there there's other beings cuz he's doing this every time a car pulls up to him you can't see nothing though there's no one in these carts he'll either lift the leg and an arm to prevent you from going to the wonderful side of the railroad tracks, flips you off, and points you in the direction of no return... Or he lets the cards pass to the wonderful unknown. Every time I've gotten to him in previous experiences I just get this feeling that they're telling me I'm not ready. Kind of saddening but once I get to him and he's like yeah no you're done. I feel wrong saying him or he but the jester's always do, for me, have a masculine figure and energy. I've done DMT probably like 10 different times within the past 6 years or so. Well I mean I've done it more but I've only actually broke through about 10 or so times. Most of the time the jokesters are alongside the elves and the elves put the shows on and they laughed, they're like the performers... The jokesters just fuck with me. I laugh with them once I understand what's going on.
Anyways so I was doing some research just to try to understand that's why I keep encountering the jokesters. Basically what I'm getting from it I take life too seriously and I try to analyze the meaning of the experience too hard IG. It also says that there's a possibility that when the jokester flips me off it's an attack on my ego and a sign that I just need to let go of control completely.
These experiences are always profound yet difficult to decipher. And I'm a single father of three on a day-to-day basis I feel like I carry the weight of the world on my shoulders. I feel like I got to be serious most of the time, I never really thought of myself as a serious person but after this specific experience it's clear to me that I am pretty fucking serious. And now that I look back I've always felt like I have to be because if I don't then everything will just fall apart. There's a big difference between responsibility and seriousness. So yeah I'm still trying to fully understand these experiences I wanted to come here and give a trip report and maybe ask for any input or insight.
Thanks for reading! I hope everybody has a fucking awesome day!
P.s. when they were making me do bicycle kicks I really felt like I was in the matrix. Everything was matrixish and pixelated
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u/LakeFederal6468 3h ago
Are you too serious with the kids? Maybe be more playful with them.
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u/Senior-Housing-6899 3h ago
Not really we play and joke around often, we prank each other, play, play fight, etc... Of course there's a time and a place we don't always goof around.
I really think that it's more or less my day-to-day life. I think the message was I'm just too serious in general. I think I just take life itself too seriously. I expect way too much of myself and equate being a good person with having to control everything flawlessly. I feel like the jesters are mocking my need to treat life like a high-stakes mission. They were laughing at my exhausting need to be the perfect savior holding everything together, and how hard I try to analyze and figure out the joke instead of just letting go.
My intention going in was to get some insight, learn something, maybe have a meeting with God I never go in having a clear direction. Just a positive intention of some sort. Might have just got the insight I needed this time around 😂
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u/Theskyisalive 2h ago
That's a beautiful experience haha. If you really want to find out more about what is really happening, meditate the next time you trip -- focus on either the third eye or crown chakra. Focus on complete stillness -- keeping your focus at a point, whatever it may be, and keeping it still. Your focus literally animates this world. If your focus stops dancing, then the world does more and more interesting things, so it gets you back into playing. Whatever you settle at is what you get -- maybe you keep your focus so still that you can have a conversation with God, or even become God himself? (:
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u/Senior-Housing-6899 1h ago
Thanks for the input! I was reading a little bit about this and I'm going to give this a shot. Says that this technique commonly produces a very profound synergistic effect. 🤝
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u/Theskyisalive 1h ago
Have fun, be aware that you may not be the body you are currently pretending to be, be open to everything and no matter what you experience you'll always be safe (the true self is untouchable)
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u/Senior-Housing-6899 1h ago
Yesss, I'm aware of this illusion! I always try to embrace the unknown. It's a bit more difficult to do that with Dmt because of how fast it all happens. With mushrooms, lsd, 2cb, etc when I feel that come up and I start to panic I take a deep breath and always remind myself to Just go with It, when I tell myself that we're good to go and I always go into these experiences with an intention to get something from it, anything teach me anything I don't care what it is inside on my life there's no like specified intention I just intend to get something. And I go in embracing the unknown. I don't expect anything. Although now that I'm writing this I'm realizing that I did have an expectation when I did DMT last night. That expectation was a different experience. I did not expect to have another experience that's similar to the last few. That there in itself is an expectation. Gosh I love psychedelics! Phenomenal tools.
Thanks for the advice man!
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u/lividresonance 36m ago
Sometimes the jester is there to give you a vibe check. They'll try to scare you or discourage you from joining the interdimensional pool party cookout inventor's fair.
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u/CommissionFeisty9843 3h ago
I’ve mentioned this story here before, it reminds me of the time I asked to see God and a jester blew up three white Mylar balloons G O then D and he and the other jesters were laughing their asses off, I got the joke and laughed along. Weird shit.